this one shows how modern women act when confronted with the truth
they try to talk over you, and argue, and drown you out.. as if those will change anything if you think i haven't experienced this and you think i'm just posting this without having been faced with this nonsense, think again
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i've been saying this about modern women.. they have a "buddy" or a "friend" and they tell you they're single.. u take them on a date thinking they're actually single but then you realize something is off about her energy.. one day you find out the truth which is: "single" to her doesn't mean not sexually active... i've been sayin this for a long time because as a man i've experienced these types of things throughout the years... newflash to women, if you're doing the most intimate thing possible with someone, you're not single.. this is one of the main reasons i gave up on women and i've been single for years.. going on a date with a woman who has a "buddy" is like pouring water in a bucket with a hole in it.. you'll get absolutely nowhere have you ever noticed that if you look up christian things on youtube, 9 times out of 10 you will see a black woman talking about it?
this is one thing i can say is excellent about black women many of them are very close to God mostly anytime i look up something about God and spiritual things, its a black woman on youtube talking about that thing lets say i type in something like "dream from God" or "want to stop sinning" or "how to hear from God" or "prophetic word" or just anything along those types of lines, i will see a number of black women talking about these things in great detail i don't know why this is but this is one area where i give black women a lot of props, no cap there have even been times where i wanted to hear from a guy but it was nothing but black women lol i have to give black women serious credit for upholding their faith and sharing it with the world so this entry is just me giving props to black women for that.. its very obvious when you look these sorts of things up on youtube that black women are goin hard in this regard in this i want to explain two relationship setups and how i believe they only benefit one gender
cohabitation imo benefits men open relationships imo benefit women ok lets proceed: they say cohabitation without marriage benefits men i agree with that men are getting the wife experience without the wife commitment.. also in a lot of these cases, women are paying half of everything he is getting every benefit and she is getting nothing.. she's just getting older and losing smv (sexual marketplace value) and in some of these cases, these women don't even have kids and the man is actively against pregnancy.. so she actually doesn't even get a child my ex g/f chrissy is currently in this situation.. in my opinion these are the female version of simps chrissy has no marriage, no kids, wasted her childbearing years with this guy.. and he's apparently not even a christian.. so she doesn't really get to practice her faith the way she wants.. no offense to them or anything but im just telling u what i was told by her like 2 years ago anyway.. i want to explain the setup that i think benefits women i think open relationships benefit women women already don't like listening to men.. men are like parents to women.. women see men sometimes as being like.. restrictive.. the man brings structure to her life.. without him she is oftentimes all over the place an open relationship is a situation where a woman gets to have her cake and eat it too.. women love doing this dual mating strategy thing where they have a guy for stability and money and a guy for excitement and sex open relationships allow women to do that.. men don't get anything out of this really because as a man u can have other women but a lot of times u have to chase them the woman just calls up whatever guy and bangs him.. the guy however, doesn't generally have it that easy.. he has to go acquire another woman.. he oftentimes will have to go play that cat and mouse game of dating, talking, entertaining, paying for things, etc also the woman will live in a detached state that will make the man dislike being in the relationship altogether the man is possessive over the woman naturally.. the woman isn't that way over the man so the man loses and the woman wins in this setup the man is basically just a guy who pays bills and provides stability, but he is not receiving any purity, dedication, or intimacy from his woman when i say intimacy i mean emotional intimacy because her life will be full of secrets, she won't be open anymore i posted this comment on this video and wanted to share it:
this whole video plays into something i've been saying for years which is.. (lets use the term pimp and simp) pimps don't take any accountability for their actions.. pimps blame simps for women's behavior.. but pimps are actually just as big of a problem as simps, if not bigger.. why do i say this? because they are sex oriented and not relationship oriented.. the first guy said "i'm going to wait to leave the country to have sex again" which is basically the same as saying "we've run out of women to abuse here in the united states" when i say "abuse" i mean run-through with no consequences.. if he just wants sex then why doesn't he get a prostitute? my point is- these types of men find women, sell them a dream, smash, and leave.. then these women become what we have today which is savage boss chicks.. he wants to take his same dysfunction to a new country, how do i know this? if women outside of the country are so great then why doesn't he have a relationship with any of those women? now lets speak on the second guy.. he said he was outside of the country surrounded by women.. he didn't say one woman, he said "joints" meaning he had multiple women around himself.. they were attentive to him but what do they get out of it? they aren't even called by name, he called them "joints" and if he smashes them, they get nothing out of it.. which is the exact same thing women get here in the states from men like that.. they don't get a title for the relationship, they don't get marriage, they don't get anything but sex... AND THIS IS WHAT IS HELPING TO MAKE AMERICAN WOMEN TO BE SO HORRIBLE in a world of pimps and simps i need the pimps to wake up and see they are polluting the dating pool, and when its no longer usable, they are just saying "let's go out of the country and pollute another dating pool" yall don't want prostitutes but u want sex, what that means is, you are talking to women who want relationships but you're treating them like prostitutes, and you wonder why they're upset all the time... yall only talk to women who want relationships, but you only use them like sex workers.. u want to hit and quit.. not with a prostitute, but with a regular chick yall are at fault for turning them into savages.. pimps blame simps but yall need to understand your part in this.. pimps are not guiltless!!!!! so i went to my house to see what would happen
it didn't go the way i was hoping.. i received an email from work saying i can't work in that area and i could be terminated if i didn't work where i was contracted to work its so weird to have this occur on a work from home job but apparently they are really tracking our locations.. i figured they could be but i wanted to risk it and see... which isn't looking like it was the best idea right now i'm literally in a position where its like.. if i live in the house, i lose my job.. and if i keep the job i lose the house talk about a case of the mondays smh i kinda feel lost at the moment and i'm not sure what i'm going to do... i even have a washer and dryer coming to the house at the end of this month it definitely looks like i'm in an undesirable position and i got myself into this, this was all my doing anyway.. i guess i'm fine and don't have to actually think about this stuff for at least 2 weeks anyway.. on another note today was another one of those days where it became noticeable that no one called or texted me i pretty much let go of a lot of people because i was the only one carrying the relationship it has irked me that my sister doesn't even return my calls or anything.. but i think i'm at the tail end of being over it it has even somewhat irked me that the last few times i spoke to my mom, she said "i was just thinking about you" or "i thought about calling you" ... each time though, it was me calling.. like to some extent its just irritating to hear someone say they thought about calling, but didn't just to be honest about it i feel lost in some ways right now.. the whole working from home thing is a bit much for a person like me who already has no wife, no girlfriend, no kids, etc on a different note, i listened to the will smith audiobook.. i still think will is a cuck for what he did to chris rock but his book was good.. i'd say the first half was better than the second half.. or maybe the first 75% was better than the last 25% .. i don't know the exact percentage... but it was good what i took from it was.. will is an empath, and in some cases he has fought to un-empath himself.. to try to be a truer version of himself.. free of people pleasing i also took that life is about giving love, not receiving it.. meaning like.. giving it will make you happier than receiving it.. because its a longer lasting and more fulfilling joy.. pouring into others and giving both tap into your purpose basically at some points i felt some things were untrue.. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying they were untrue, but some parts sounded hard to believe.. like for example the first time he met jada he said she auditioned for a part on fresh prince and when she saw will she blew him off... that was hard to believe anyway.. im gnna dip for now i finally got the internet goin in the house like a week ago.. but then i came back to my apartment because i had an appointment to get work done on my car
the work isn't done, but i paid for the parts.. they said they will have to order the parts and then when they arrive i can just pay for the labor when the shop had my car i ran out of water and walked to the gas station at like 2am to get water and gatorade.. i don't know why but i was wide awake and thirsty at the time when i got back it was like 5am so i laid down until i had to start work anyway at some point i had to get an uber to the car shop to get my car back the driver picked me up in a tesla.. it was nice.. i was telling him about some of the stuff i write about and he ended up asking me a good question which was "how can i know when someone is toxic?" i gave him a few examples and had him cracking up when i was breaking some of it down anyway... what i really came to say is this i currently have somewhat of an issue that i hope ends up not being an issue i am supposed to live in spring hill for my job.. it has something to do with the contract.. well i'm moving a significant distance from spring hill i'm not sure if they're tracking our ip addresses or not on the work computers so i'm not sure if i'll actually be able to work at the house or if that'll be out of the question i think what i'll do is just try to work from the house and see what happens.. if no one says anything i'll basically just feel like i'm in the clear if someone says "hey you're not in spring hill" i'll have to figure something out i haven't really told anyone about this situation because its one of those things where like... if you tell someone, they will say "don't risk it" but sometimes i think risks are necessary in my heart i think i'll be able to work at the house without any issues though.. and the reason i say that is because i tend to think if God allowed me to get this far, then the rest will be taken care of when i say "this far" i mean i got a house, i got the internet at the house, all the bills are in my name, my lease at the apartment ends in august which is next month, all my stuff has already been moved into the house, i even got a washer and dryer i ordered the other day which should arrive at the house at the end of july so everything is done.. i tend to doubt if i would get this far only to have everything fall apart.. not saying it couldn't fall apart.. i mean.. sometimes people experience ups and downs, but i'm just saying anyway... this has been a huge endeavor but my hope is that i never have to go back to renting again as for other things, i haven't really been playin any video games lately as for music.. i've been listening to random things.. like the other day i was listening to quad city djs.. i also listened to some dipset.. just random stuff speaking of music i completely lost any respect i had for kendrick lamar.. his last album was toilet water.. and the album before it was wack also.. d*mn and mr morale are trash to me as for women i haven't been talking to any.. working from home u never really get to meet anyone as for my family.. my sister still isn't answering my calls.. i facetimed her yesterday and she declined the call.. then today it was my cousin's birthday so i had to see my sister talking all in the group chat whilst knowing she has been ignoring me i don't think i'm going to reach out to her anymore at all because she's always doing these types of things my dad got the vaccine and all the boosters and still got the rona a few days ago i don't believe the vaccines work.. my belief is that they are intended to harm people.. fauci to me literally looks like a liar and weasel... sort of like how u can tell a woman is a freak, or u can tell a man is gay.. fauci just looks like a liar to me anyway.. there's more i could say but im going to dip for now peaCe peeps |
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