sometimes when i'm in my apartment the trash can is maybe 10ft away so i toss my trash in it from where i'm sitting
sometimes i don't miss, but i still miss in other words.. the tissue goes in.. its basically a "swish" ..but it bounces out because it lands on the trash that's already in there and ricochets off this in my opinion is how it is with women sometimes its not that u did anything wrong, she is rejecting you because there's no room for you she already has a guy or possibly more than one guy and she might even be technically "single" but still be banging guys and having dates not sure if u ever watch the kendra g show on youtube, but on there she asks people when was their last relationship and when was the last time they had sex they almost never correlate- someone will say "my last relationship was 4 years ago.. but the last time i had sex was 3 weeks ago" so sometimes this is why u are not getting anywhere with "single" women your attempt was a swish but there was no room for you
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for anyone wondering yes, i still want to create or find a different website.. weebly dropped the ball on their templates
if the Lord allows, eventually i'll get a new site at some point and i'll try to let everyone know +++++++++++ as for what i've been up to.. let's just talk about the house.. there have been a lot of ups and downs dealing with the house for example i had them send me the key in the mail and i never got the key then when i told them i never got the key and i need a key, apparently one of them broke into the house to put a spare key inside and said "i owe you another screen" or something i was so irritated by that whole thing.. for one, you should have sent me the key.. for two, u broke in the house? like it was so ridiculous outside of that tho.. i had to head to the house, get the key.. then i had to try and get my name on all the bills.. keep in mind i did this on a work day.. and its a 3 hour drive from my apartment to the house i had the movers take all my stuff to the house last week.. then i had to meet up with them to get the key back right quick so right now i'm still in the apartment.. the reason i'm still in the apartment is because i refuse to be in the house without the internet.. and the internet isn't setup yet but they did say the internet is fiber optic so that should be legit as of right now.. i figure as soon as the internet is setup in the house, i'll head out and move in i have to pay rent and mortgage this month.. the apartment and the house.. so there's some overlap +++++++++++ other than the house stuff.. i've been working, playin video games, chillin i've been enjoying being single and not putting up with any crap u get tired of hearing people always tell u all the reasons why ur not good enough.. so basically im just happy to be alone and not have to listen to anyone its funny because i was thinking about this the other day and i was reminded of an old lyric where i said the same thing on my old album called style by fire i said i got no friends no girls no flirts/ no one to tell me that my seeds won't spurt/ no one to tell me to keep my feet on the earth/ so my head's in the clouds thinkin of things that'll work/ what i was saying was.. when u have people around.. they tend to have a way of slowing u down by telling u to think twice, or have a backup plan, or "look at it another way" so i was saying... basically people act like its bad to be alone but in some ways its good to not have people in your life because sometimes they act as reigns or dead weight i was saying with no one around to tell u why ur ideas won't work, ur basically just left with faith and ability and that's how i have been feeling for a while now +++++++++++ alright well i'm out for now peaCe i recently played batman arkham knight
i quit the game and deleted it i didn't find it to be fun.. the batmobile kinda felt like a chore the game just felt mid overall.. it had a few standout moments.. like when that gargoyle beast thing screams at you on the building and scares the crap out of you and the joker's presence was pretty neat but nothing in the game felt fun and eventually i just decided to delete it i kinda try to give my games a decent try.. but sometimes they just don't keep my interest, and this is one of those times i could be spoiled, because i played spiderman on ps4 prior to playing arkham knight the spiderman games are excellent anyway.. yeah i'm just not big into batman i guess.. i played the first one for a bit and i thought "if i have to open one more vent..." and i had to keep opening more vents, so i quit.. then i play this one and its just mid and kinda boring and in some ways frustrating anyway.. like i said, i deleted it.. didn't keep my interest i can relate to this.. being treated like ur useless when ur very useful basically he talks about the reasons why i've talked about this years ago in my own way too (will finish below) in my opinion, when u run into this- its a woman passing her job off onto you as a man
her job is to submit when she wants u to basically force her to do something its basically a lack of submission for example my ex used to say "put me in my place" but she should have already wanted to be in her place as a woman or let's say a woman gets an attitude with u to try and force u to make her stop the truth is she never should have got an attitude with u in the first place so they are basically saying "instead of me submitting, u babysit me" they are blameshifting.. they are not acting the way they're supposed to act, and instead of saying "i'm not submissive" they are saying "you're not a real man" the issue is they're not submissive.. its not my job to contend with you though.. if you don't want to submit- just keep it moving.. when they want u to yell and cuss and threaten them and get physically aggressive- they are basically saying "i don't want to submit" because if they were submitted, we wouldn't have to treat them like a child to get proper behavior out of them now- the only way i can look at this in a somewhat positive way is this if a woman is basically trying to understand where the boundaries are in the relationship for safety's sake meaning... "i want to get close to a boundary to see his reaction so that the boundary becomes clearer, this way (with very clear boundaries) i now have increased my relationship security because i know what not to do" i think sometimes this is what women are doing and its basically the same thing as what i explained above- however the difference is that if a woman moves like this, then she sees the boundary and improves... but if she's only doing it to pass off her duty onto the man, then chances are she won't improve, she will just do something else annoying the next day one says "i will push the boundary to know where the boundary is.. once i know, i will submit to that and i will feel safe in this relationship because i know what not to do now.. i know how i can and can't operate" the other says "i won't submit, if he wants me to do it he's going to have to force me, scare me, manipulate me, me, me, me, all the attention is on me" ...this chick is a grown up child i know i haven't been on here much.. but i will try to give an update soon if i can the news about kevin samuels.. smh
brah, its basically devastating i really liked and appreciated what he did he was our advocate.. he was our trusted figurehead when it comes to the manosphere and the things we find to be important in modern day dating and relationships bro will definitely be missed, no cap i don't get why people always say "don't let anyone disrespect you" to me- saying that is like saying the person who is disrespecting you has some type of power for the most part i feel that people can disrespect me all they want.. it holds no weight though.. so why should i stand there and fight back? in my mind, paying attention to disrespect is like a waste of energy imagine if i saw jeff bezos and i was like "i hate you, faggot, you're a coward" should he fight with me or should he keep walking, get in his limo and head to his house that's bigger than a shopping mall? so many people are so consumed with being disrespected like no cap, who cares? people always say "don't put up with this or that" ok so i should engage with the nonsense? maybe i just feel this way because i had a toxic girlfriend, then after that i had a toxic friend at this point im just not trying to have a back and forth.. i don't see a reason to engage really at all.. why do we act like disrespect has to be checked all the time? i mean our society acts like disrespect is the end of the world.. u hear a lot of people saying things like "i got time today" well brah, i don't if u can't stop me then why should i fight u? why should i engage with you? why should i battle you when i can walk by you? a wise man once said "if u give someone a gift and they don't accept it, then to whom does it belong?" in other words - when u come at me with RAH-RAH, im not going to accept it.. and its still your issue to handle.. i'm not having a back and forth with u |
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