don't read this if you plan on playing spider-man miles morales and haven't finished it
ok so great game.. i wouldn't say it was better than the first spider-man, but it was still legit what i want to say about the game though is it seems to be saying the black man's worst enemy is his woman and at the end it seems like it was saying the only good thing about the independent black woman is sex at the end miles had the power from the reactor which could be seen as like stress from adversity in life.. and needing a refuge a place of comfort to rest in he said he couldn't hold it much longer.. to me that's almost like saying i need to bust a nut like "i'm a black man who has dealt with much adversity and i need a soft spot to land.. i can't hold it anymore, i need to bust" the only good thing phin did in the whole game was provide a place for him to bust everything else she did caused problems and was a headache to him am i the only person who thought this about the game? his worst enemy in the game was his own woman and she only did one thing right it was just like real life, her lack of listening, and her projection, her lack of foresight, and her ignorance almost ruined their lives, but instead.. in the end it just ruined her life its just like real life u try to tell a modern woman the truth, she doesn't listen and she ruins everyone's life in a family... but in the end... 10, 20, 30, years later, she sees that the only life she truly ruined was her own i need to look up the writer of this game because imo it had to've been a guy.. its like he allowed all that independent feminist woman crap throughout the entire game but he actually showed the truth of it in the end am i the only person who saw this game like an allegory? i ran across this today... phenomenal.. so ecclectic and creative... displays a high musical iQ i just wanted to get this off my chest
i have probably said things like this before, but i want to talk about this today regardless i genuinely feel a great freedom not chasing women anymore.. it legitimately feels like one of the greatest blessings the Lord has bestowed upon me i remember in my 20s always racking my brain trying to understand women and their point of view "why doesn't she like me?" "what can i do to make her care about me?" "who does she like and what does she like about him?" "i'm getting mixed messages from her" "she's so close to me but it feels like she's so far away" "why doesn't she ever call me, i feel like i'm the only one who calls" "did she get my text? its been 3 hours and no response" "if she doesn't like me why doesn't she just say that?" "if she didn't like me she wouldn't have gone out with me, right?" "i feel like she's here with me, but not here with me" what i've just explained is one of the main things people don't understand about me.. when i say things about women and dating they think i'm just talking they don't know all the things i've been through with women if you haven't sat in confusion over something for years then you probably wouldn't understand letting go of chasing women is like a gift that keeps on giving.. it is just... bro it is a fulfilling thing no more rejection no more confusion no more second guessing if i approached correctly no more questioning if i'm good enough no more feeling inadequate about everything no more wondering why she pays me no attention no more feeling betrayed no more dealing with a lack of reciprocation no more having to put up with dirty looks no more putting up with stuff just to keep from arguing no more being gaslit no more being undermined no more being compared to other men no more spending my money on someone who is ungrateful im not joking at all when i say letting go of chasing women has revolutionized my life i feel so free, i feel so smart, i feel so blessed, so intelligent, so masculine, so wonderful like im not kidding i almost could shed a tear as i type this, i'm not joking at all.. i wish more men could experience this if you let go, its like your life will come together.. its just such a beautiful thing man to be able to just BE and feel ok to not allow myself to be torn down by the wants, desires, whims, and expectations of someone else its just almost hard to put into words how much of a blessing it is to be free i've even talked to some women here and there since i gave up... i've asked them just basic questions like "hey is there a decent church around here?" and i've sensed that they thought i wanted to shoot my shot, but i didn't.. and it just feels so good to be able to just walk away, not caring about their perception of me it feels so good to know that when i get those long pauses and awkward looks, i can just keep it pushin'... so she can save her "i don't care about you" attitude for the next guy, because i literally just wanted to know what aisle that thing was on and don't want her number it is just the greatest thing to let go of women.. this is not me joking around or anything.. this is something that has blessed my life to a great degree i feel strong man.. i really do i feel content, and i feel like i'm enough i could continue but hopefully you guys get what i'm saying any man reading this- i urge you to just let go of women altogether this has truly blessed me man... i'm not saying don't be with a woman ever, but just stop trying to get them to like you.. stop trying to get them to join you.. stop trying to appeal to them, just live your life and if one comes, fine.. if not? fine i'll just say this and dip when i met the last girl i was with i wanted things to work out but she was horrible.. in the time i was with her my life went downhill and i literally ended up living with my parents when i finally stopped talking to her i met better women, i got a raise, then i got a better job, then i paid my car off, then i got an even better job, then i bought a house, then i got another raise like... i give all honor to God, He's been setting me free from the matrix and He showed me i have more than enough in me to succeed, i don't need a woman's touch, validation, beauty, anything.. as long as i have the Lord on my side i am more than fully equipped for anything so i hope you guys understand me on this... i'm speaking from the heart and i hope more men can experience this freedom and contentment just imagine living a life with no criticism, complaining,or nagging.. a life where you are no longer found to be inadequate there is no such thing as being too short in my world no such thing has not being muscular enough no such thing as not being tough enough no such thing has having too small of a penis no such thing as being broke no such thing as being socially inept no such thing as not being her preference i am just left with being fearfully and wonderfully made for those in the back... I AM JUST LEFT WITH BEING FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE this way of existence is just absolutely wonderful.. and gratitude, contentment, and rest have become my companions and i truly wish the same for any man reading this there are 2 main things i want to say about this situation 1. there is a lot of talk about whether or not his girlfriend has fault in the matter in my opinion she does.. people keep saying "don't blame her" but facts are facts.. she posted their location, and the opps pulled up.. its as simple as that what she did was definitely not smart.. and it appears to me that she should've known better.. why? peep the video so as you saw, it appears his g/f knew people were after him ok so this brings me to my second point 2. people keep saying his death was due to jealousy and "black people hatin on one another" i disagree, clearly from the video the guy had people after him.. i don't know what initially started the beef, but people were after him its not "jealous and broke black people" like i keep hearing on the internet.. the guy had actual opps who wanted to prove a point there is a difference between some random jealous person and actual opps jealousy is actually overrated as a motive in general imo (and i think i may have done a post on that topic before) from my perspective, he had an opportunity to try and squash the situation, but that's not what he did it appears to me that he tried to look cool and unbothered since he was with his girlfriend.. that's probably not how he should've played it though so in a sense, its almost like the girl led to his demise A. because he tried to look unbothered to his girl, when instead he probably should've copped a plea on the phone B. because she dropped the location C. he possibly (i don't know because i wasn't there) resisted giving the jewelry to look cool to his girl again and of course i don't want to blame her like she pulled the trigger or anything.. whoever shot him is truly at fault, but i also think men need to understand that women can steer you into some undesirable things he even said on the podcast with akademiks that his girl wasn't taking things as serious as she should overall, its sad to see what happened but i hope men do the following 1. don't play tough with gangsters and opps 2. don't let your girl steer you into some nonsense.. always take the lead and tell her what to do and what not to do because otherwise she might do something dumb if something tells you "we need to leave" don't let her talk u out of it... LEAVE women are like grown up kids in my opinion keep that mindset and you should be good am i the only person who wishes this character didn't exist? its a guy who looks like a woman and his long hair comes out of the braid and goes everywhere like a vidale sassoon commercial and he has his midrift showing they even gave this character a unisex name like.. are yall ok with these tranny characters? 0:44 for closeup he looks like he got his eyebrows done and like he's wearing makeup and lip gloss
does anyone else wish the male characters were male and the female characters were female? this character is horrible man i never really thought a cure to cordyceps would do much in that world
i do think a cure could help. but the reach always seemed limited in my opinion to me- the "cure" should've just been kill all the infected.. if u kill all the infected, the only threat that's left is the spores, and if u send a team in with gas masks, they can remove all that stuff or just burn those buildings down here's why i never really thought a real medicinal cure would do much its because the people who are already infected are done a cure won't help a bloater, a cure won't help a clicker, and a cure could almost help a runner- but in the end it wouldn't... because the runner will certainly attack you before you can give them the cure so all of them are done for.. u have to kill them.. which would in turn solve all the issues only a few people can be saved by a medicinal cure in that world.. why do i say that? because bloaters, clickers, and runners are out to kill.. they're not just biting you once and running off... nah they are trying to kill you in other words, out of 100 people who are bitten, only like 25% probably escape like tess... tess was a perfect example of someone who could be saved by a cure... if joel had a cure right when he found out tess was bitten, he could've given her the cure and she could've lived but again.. that is a small amount of people... because 1. you have to be attacked and escape with your life and B. you have to get to the cure in time so if 100 people are attacked.. lets say 25 get away.. and lets say 5 can't get to the cure in time.. so ur still only looking at 20 people out of 100 who can benefit from the cure.. and that's not 20 in 100 in the world, its 20 in 100 OF PEOPLE WHO ARE ATTACKED, which is likely a small amount since everyone lives in those settlements with martial law guards and things with a cure- the world of tlou is still in ruin the economy is still ruined the people are still cutthroat the clickers, bloaters, and runners are still out there etc etc i mean seriously, imagine you live in tlou....... ok now imagine you have a cure for cordyceps does anything really change? does anyone feel me or am i way off? |
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