i want to explain some of the problems i've faced over the last few months
i don't know if maybe it was spiritual warfare or what moving to the house allowed me to go back to church... is that why i ran into so many issues? i can't really say yay or nay.. all i know is i ran into a lot of problems when i moved into the house.. here's a rundown 1. first day of move-in for the house, i got a speeding ticket.. it was a 3 hour drive so along the way i got a speeding ticket.. the guy could've just left me alone because when i saw him i slowed down, but he kept following me.. i don't think i was speeding on purpose or anything i was just driving regular and not paying attention... anyway the cop was a weirdo, i just paid the ticket the next day 2. the house smelled like a dead animal and i didn't know why.. this was probably a week after i moved in.. the smell gradually grew until there was a STRONG dead animal smell in the house and i didn't know what it came from at all.. i had no idea what to do to fix it... this was such a bad situation that its kinda hard to explain the depth of how horrible it was... i just moved into this house and now this house is basically the bane of my life... i don't know how but i fell asleep and when i woke up, i immediately left the house.. when i came back the smell was gone.. from there, smells were just off and on.... i paid to get grates over the "weep holes" or whatever they call them 3. wasps built a nest under the house and they were flying around everywhere all day.. it got so bad that i had to shut one of the doors inside the house, because the wasps kept tapping on the window and i would hear it all day if i didn't shut the door... the guy sprayed under the house but they kinda stayed around.. it seemed to me like they didn't really leave until they got ready to leave.. i don't know what got them to leave because it didn't seem like it was the fumigation.. i almost wonder if prayer made them leave because in the midst of all these issues i did ask for prayer.. u don't want wasps all around your house especially when u don't have a garage like me, and u have to walk to and from your car outside 4. one of the craziest things i experienced, that made me say "why is my life like this?" is when the exterminator guy explained to me that i had an infestation of lady bugs.. but he said "they seem like regular lady bugs, but they're not american lady bugs.. these are chinese lady bugs and they bite" i was sitting there just like... "brah" anyway.. i don't think i've been bitten by any of them, and they've slowed down a lot as far as i can tell.. they were coming in a lot but it seems like they've found somewhere else to go since then 5. i had smells off and on at different times and in different areas of the house... i had roto rooter come out and look and they didn't find anything.. i called an independent plumber and he told me to run the a/c for 15 minutes (in the middle of winter).. again i was sitting there like "brah" ...i did what he said and it seemed like it kinda worked.. it seemed like it processed some funk out of the house.. i don't know how that worked but it seemed to work.. when some of the weird smells came back i did it again and it seemed to help.. i also ended up paying $1800 for a vent cleaning service which didn't seem to do anything, but they did install a U/V light in the vents which helps kill bacteria 6. one of the doors stopped closing, i had to consult with the builder about it because he is who i consult when i'm under warranty.. a guy came out and fixed it.. but i actually have another door that is too tight now that is still currently unfixed 7. i was leaving church one day and one of my tires blew out.. my drive to church is like an hour and a half or so... so i was out in the middle of nowhere with a tire blown out.. some woman stopped and said "can i help you" but she only asked because she said i was near her property, not because she actually wanted to help.. i wasn't on anyone's property, i was stopped on a road somewhere.. if i could have slapped her for bothering me, that would've been gratifying... anyway.. i had to pay for a tow.. the tow cost over $600, then after that i got two new tires which.. if i remember correct cost me roughly $400 or so 8. the neighbor has pigs.. they kept coming to my yard and taking dumps and digging holes in the ground.. one day he came outside and caught me shooing them away.. he was like "are they bothering you?" again "brah" smh.. he eventually created a pen for them and things have been better with them not coming to my yard.. i used to come home and wonder what that horrible smell outside was... well it must've been the pigs taking dumps because since they've been in the pen, i don't have that huge gross smell on the walk from my car to the door 9. the ceiling is peeling.. when u look up in here, u think "is rain coming in?" to my knowledge, no rain is coming in, but for some reason the ceiling is peeling.. this is one of those things where, u don't get how annoying it is until u deal with it.. when i bought the house, that stuff was there, but i just figured the house wasn't done being built and fixed up.. i figured that when i moved in, that would be taken care of... it wasn't.. and sometimes i feel like they gaslight me about what the problem actually is.. i feel like there is supposed to be a vent up there, but they say the problem is just the paint.. or they say its because i didn't live in the house for a few months after i bought it.. essentially blaming me for the peeling paint that was there before i ever came to see the house.. i'm currently under warranty the builder is supposed to fix it but he said he is "low on money" ..which ultimately feels like a gaslight i have had problems on top of problems and i kinda think the prayers lightened my load some i drove 10 hours to a deliverance pastor and received prayer from one of the volunteers.. i also asked for prayer from the pastor of my church... it seems like the problems have slowed down significantly after those prayers anyway... just wanted to share some of the stuff i've dealt with over the last few months.. there's probably more but i'll stop there for now one thing i will say is i'm really grateful that i currently live beneath my means, because some of this stuff would have been straight up devastating if i didn't have racks to throw at situations anyway.. yall stay up peaCe
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here is my theory on why will smith has been allowed to "fall from grace" so to speak
1. for one, he has some Christian roots, but he keeps doing ayuhuasca... i don't think God likes that.. if you want direction and understanding you're supposed to go to God, not do ancient pagan practices... so to me it appears that the hand of God is against him right now 2. Deuteronomy chapter 24 1 When a man hath taken a wife, and married her, and it come to pass that she find no favour in his eyes, because he hath found some uncleanness in her: then let him write her a bill of divorcement, and give it in her hand, and send her out of his house. 2 And when she is departed out of his house, she may go and be another man's wife. 3 And if the latter husband hate her, and write her a bill of divorcement, and giveth it in her hand, and sendeth her out of his house; or if the latter husband die, which took her to be his wife; 4 Her former husband, which sent her away, may not take her again to be his wife, after that she is defiled; for that is abomination before the Lord: and thou shalt not cause the land to sin, which the Lord thy God giveth thee for an inheritance. he let jada leave, smash someone else and come back like everything was all good... according to what u just read, that's an abomination 3. also i believe jada is a jezebel.. the Bible says you are not to tolerate jezebel anytime you tolerate jezebel your life is going to go downward.. i am speaking from experience on that i don't want to diss jada, because to me will is the real problem.. because he has no backbone and he puts up with so much nonsense.. but jada is a jezebel for a few reasons cheating, manipulating, not giving will enough credit, giving other men (2pac) too much credit, also every feminist is a jezebel and jada is a bald feminist.. u would think will would have realized something was wrong when his wife was the lead singer of a metal band doing shows at ozzfest... but nah... dude lost his way |
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