i posted this comment in a forum.. the topic was this video where they were sending children to "camp consequence" where they get treated like prisoners because they don't behave at home
i just wanted to share the comment because i thought it was important: peeps need to follow the bible and beat their kid i know no one wants to do it but its better to just get them in line at a young age by someone who loves them, than to let them just grow up with no discipline the one woman said her kid has two therapists? waste of time and money.. just beat him and call it a day i remember my 5yr old nephew kept kicking me over and over and over.. i told him to stop and i was like "if u kick me again i will hit you" and he said "you can't do anything to me" and he kicked me again.. i got up and he tried to back away but i punched him in his chest he couldn't breathe and i felt bad like dang i can't believe i just decked my nephew .. but eventually he caught his breath and a little while later i realized he never kicked me again- like EVER.. so then i realized wow these kids need a male figure.. and the devil knows that- that's why he works so hard to split up families and give the kids to the mom who can't do anything with a 13 yr old boy children need discipline, no one wants to do it but think of it like going to work.. no one wants to go to work but u want a paycheck gotta just do it and i don't condone exactly punching them but that was just my anger my ex g/f always told me "i never got spanked as a kid" and she was a horrible person.. always lying and arguing and doing things impulsively.. i gave her back to the streets so my point is- discipline your kids, don't go overboard with it of course but do it... and especially discipline your daughters because these women today are not wife material.. so u simp fathers need to do better.. u let her talk back to u then when she is 27 and can't get a man to stay with her no one knows why
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so my ex basically told me she is not getting married to the guy she is with
however i found online that she has a wedding date set for next year i asked her about this and all of a sudden she is not responding pretty typical i don't care, i just don't get why she would lie she said she doesn't have plans of marrying the guy yet she also said she renewed her visa for 3 more years to live with him in the uk if you have no plans of marrying him then why would you waste 3 more years with the guy? tip to anyone reading this never take anything a woman says at face value, always peek behind the curtain im in bed laying down right now as i type this
lately i've had a lot going on in the past 8 days i have had 7 job interviews i would say job interviews would probably count as one of the main things i don't enjoy i could continue into the reasons why but the truth is i just don't want to talk about it +++++++++++++++ on sunday my ex g/f chrissy emailed me out of nowhere.. i emailed her back, then she called me then the next day (yesterday) i went and picked her up and brought her to my apartment she is in town right now for the holidays the last time i saw her in person before this was back in 2012 i think anyway.. she mentioned wanting to get food but i didn't really care to do that so when we got to my apartment i made her some pancakes we just caught up on things she told me some things about her life (she lives in the uk now) and we just talked i would never say this outloud but she was fairly attractive.. her body is curvier than it used to be.. her hips are wide and her butt is basically huge now whenever exes are brought up in conversation, people ask me if i would ever be back with her no, i wouldn't.. too much crap has happened between us.. you can't put toothpaste back in the tube you know.. but it has somewhat tripped me out seeing her again in a sense because i kinda wonder what it would've been like if we never broke up i feel like she could use someone like me who she would feel safe with and i could use someone who is able to listen and just be a soft spot to land for me like for example- doing so many interviews like i mentioned earlier can be stressful, so having someone there for me seems like it would help but we are where we are in life, which is fine +++++++++++++++ i used the self cleaning on my oven today.. it was my first time using it.. it worked really well.. my house still has that smell but it was worth it to restore the oven because each time i was baking something, it was smoking up my apartment +++++++++++++++ i don't have a ton more to say right now i suppose i'll dip holla peeps i decided i want to start beating my video games i have a lot of games but i don't really beat them.. i've just been letting them stack up so anyway.. today was my first day beating a game since i decided this the game i beat was puppeteer i bought this game in 2013 so its looong overdue for me to beat it the game is really good suffers in the area of controls a bit.. maybe they aren't as tight as other platformers.. but the game truly excels in the area of presentation.. to the point where it might possibly be the most remarkable presentation i've ever seen in a game the whole game is like one long play.. u have to see it to understand what i mean anyway.. i've needed to beat this game for a long time.. i bought this game on ps3, and ps5 literally comes out this week... so yeah.. kinda ridiculous that i've let it sit for so long i feel like i should experience these things i buy and not just take them for granted there are more important things in the world than videogames, but the things is.. i feel like this is also a habit thing.. i should probably try to make it a habit to focus on things and see them through completely before moving on to something else so video games is just a simple way for me to practice this habit right now i have curve playing in the background.. its that album i played all year in 2015 called cuckoo.. definitely a good album if you've never heard it
++++++++++ my birthday was fun my family all got together and we ate sir pizza the pizza was so good, i guess i had a craving for it.. i really like the little square pepperoni for some reason lol it was nice being around everyone and just spending time ++++++++++ i somewhat felt a little bad for my sister though because from what i saw, it looked like she tells her kids to stop doing things sometimes and they don't listen i think that is a byproduct of being a single mother.. the kids don't mind you the way they would mind you with their dad around i hate the thought of beating my kids but... i remember one time my nephew kept kicking me over and over and i would tell him to stop and he would do it again so finally i said i was going to hit him if he didn't stop and he said "you can't hit me" this set me off and i punched him in his chest and he couldn't breathe for a second or two and i kinda panicked like oh crap what did i do but he finally caught his wind and he ended up being ok and everything settled down and at first i felt bad until i looked back and realized he never kicked me again after that my point being.. i guess watching my sister deal with 3 kids the other day really opened my eyes to the importance of beating your kids like whenever i think about them not minding her- it makes me not feel as bad about the discipline aspect of child rearing sort of like how homelessness may make u appreciate having a 9 to 5 watching kids get out of line might make u embrace discipline part of what i realized the other day was like.. i wouldn't want my kids to stress their mother out and thinking further than that- i wouldn't want my kids to become adults and look back and have to regret treating her badly or taking advantage of her kindness ++++++++++ i don't really understand that girl angela who sent me $50 for my birthday she barely ever seems to return my texts or anything.. i texted her "how's work" today and she never responded it seems weird to me that she sent me that money but doesn't really want to talk.. the funny thing is i blocked her on my phone like two months ago but her texts still came through on my computer.. so when i saw her texting me i went ahead and responded she seems to want to keep me from leaving her life.. almost like i'm a last resort come to think of it.. i did have a dream about that i think its coming back to me, i probably wrote it on this site before but let me see if i can recite it from memory in the dream i was in my room alone and she was doing her own thing.. i knew she was around but she just never came around me in particular... i wanted to spend time with her but she just didn't really make time for me.. so anyway.. i was in my room and i had accepted the fact that she was doing her own thing well to my surprise she finally came in and laid in the bed with me and we were having good conversation and everything and finally i was like "so when are you leaving?" because somehow in the dream i knew she was in town but she was going to eventually go back home she said "in the morning" so right then i realized i was her last resort.. she came in town, did all this stuff, spent time with different people, avoided me the whole time, then at the end she laid down with me and got me kindof excited for nothing so when she said she was leaving in the morning i just sort of went back to my original mood which was accepting that she wasn't really being genuine, or spending genuine time with me ++++++++++ the election is tomorrow i didn't vote i think it will be interesting to see what happens after the election it seems like people are going to be furious either way ++++++++++ i honestly don't have a ton to talk about right now.. i might watch duckman tonight but i guess that's it for now peaCe |
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