im in bed laying down right now as i type this
lately i've had a lot going on in the past 8 days i have had 7 job interviews i would say job interviews would probably count as one of the main things i don't enjoy i could continue into the reasons why but the truth is i just don't want to talk about it +++++++++++++++ on sunday my ex g/f chrissy emailed me out of nowhere.. i emailed her back, then she called me then the next day (yesterday) i went and picked her up and brought her to my apartment she is in town right now for the holidays the last time i saw her in person before this was back in 2012 i think anyway.. she mentioned wanting to get food but i didn't really care to do that so when we got to my apartment i made her some pancakes we just caught up on things she told me some things about her life (she lives in the uk now) and we just talked i would never say this outloud but she was fairly attractive.. her body is curvier than it used to be.. her hips are wide and her butt is basically huge now whenever exes are brought up in conversation, people ask me if i would ever be back with her no, i wouldn't.. too much crap has happened between us.. you can't put toothpaste back in the tube you know.. but it has somewhat tripped me out seeing her again in a sense because i kinda wonder what it would've been like if we never broke up i feel like she could use someone like me who she would feel safe with and i could use someone who is able to listen and just be a soft spot to land for me like for example- doing so many interviews like i mentioned earlier can be stressful, so having someone there for me seems like it would help but we are where we are in life, which is fine +++++++++++++++ i used the self cleaning on my oven today.. it was my first time using it.. it worked really well.. my house still has that smell but it was worth it to restore the oven because each time i was baking something, it was smoking up my apartment +++++++++++++++ i don't have a ton more to say right now i suppose i'll dip holla peeps
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