no diss to pop smoke but i must admit i am tired of hearing people say they don't know why he died
ok pop smoke was in a gang pop smoke jumped a man on camera and its easily found on youtube.. he is literally in the camera throwing up gang signs and saying "it's pop smoke, man" and punching the guy in the face also pop smoke stole a car that he used for a video shoot.. and of course he said it was all cap- but when i looked into it on youtube, it didn't look like cap to me i never listened to a whole pop smoke song, so if i know this much about him then just imagine some of the things he may have done behind the scenes also remember there were people in the house with him when he died but he was the only one who was shot.. so to me it sounded like a planned hit so can we please stop with the "pop smoke died because of jealousy" or "i don't know why someone would have wanted to kill pop smoke" stuff? again- no offense to pop smoke.. most people have things in their past that they shouldn't have done, so i'm not dissing him- i'm just saying i would like people to be more honest about what was going on
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so... it appears i've kinda actually gotten used to the working from home thing
if they said "hey james u can go back in the office" i probably would.. but at the same time i seem to have found a pocket to fit in while working from home now hopefully they will reopen planet fitness and things will feel a lot more normal +++++++++++++++ this may sound crazy but i'm just going to be honest i have been thinking about young black cheerleaders a lot i guess it is just a fantasy that my mind continually goes to speaking of that.. over the past few years i've noticed i really am only into african american women anymore all races of women have attractive women imo, but still +++++++++++++++ i finally bought an arcade stick.. i've wanted one for madd long.. i think i talked about wanting one back in like 2015 on this site anyway.. maybe i will post a picture of it or something if i can i haven't gotten it yet- i ordered it online though i am hoping to get some more enjoyment out of fighting games if possible i would also like to maybe play some different ones- because i have LITERALLY played street fighter 4 for over a decade street fighter 4 was such a good game.. i had a love/hate relationship with the game but when i finally chose zangief- i feel like i got into a nice groove on the game i have been thinking about maybe trying king of fighters 14 +++++++++++++++ i have been thinking about what i should do with myself my main goal right now is to get a townhome or a house i think all my finances appear to be in order so i'm thankful to the Lord for that (sidenote: any guy reading this- getting women out of your life is great on your wallet) but umm... yeah i would like to get a place to live where there is no one above me the people above me at my apartment can be somewhat annoying at times walking around in what sound like wooden shoes smh.. or sometimes playing country music etc +++++++++++++++ i just saw the new playstation 5 controller today for the first time.. it looks great i would like to get the ps5.. right now i have ps3 and ps4 and i still use them both +++++++++++++++ i haven't been talking to any women.. if u follow this site then you know about the dream i had and the interpretation so i've tried to keep a distance from women i don't miss them either.. i don't really value women the way i used to u can see this shift in my music in my older stuff i was always talking about women and how i want one so bad to have for myself etc etc nowadays i just think women are typically horrible people if u were to ask me which outlook is the truth, i believe my current outlook reflects the truth in the past i thought women were good and worthwhile and i enjoyed taking them on dates etc today i see them the way they really are.. argumentative, hard headed, combative, unhappy, promiscuous, obstinate, feminist, mean spirited, disloyal, vindictive, they lie, they're on psyche meds, they manipulate, and they abort their own children and people would say i hate women and i've been hurt and this and that for saying this stuff but all of what i just said is true everything i've described is who women really are.. when they are in front of u or in public- of course they are none of these things, but when u peak behind that curtain... the things i listed are the types of things you will find i'm not making this up this is really who they are of course its not all of them but its so many of them that its not really worth saying "not all women are like that" even the ones who think they are good are usually bad.. like for example u may run into a woman who says she believes in God and goes to church etc but ask that same woman if women should be able to abort, and she is likely to say yes but we all know God hates hands that shed innocent blood so this woman is not good.. she is a fraud.. she lies to herself so of course she lies to you modern women are scumbags it just is what it is ++++++++++++ anyway.. i want to lay down i hope u peeps are doing ok i gotta take my contacts out tho holla at me i have noticed a lot of people have been using lo-fi hip hop instrumentals as study music
my fave "lo-fi" artist is fat jon.. he was doing it before it was really a thing the first time i heard the term "lo-fi" was from danger mouse when he was describing making his beats for gnarls barkley anyway.. i used to listen to fat jon a lot in the background while i was doing things- it was good background music however i just want to point out other good background music shoegaze and drum and bass are both great genres for background music drum and bass in my experience was great for homework.. the constant fast drum beats had a way of kinda making me feel like i was doing more than i actually was doing.. drum and bass is sort of like the type of music u would put on for a car race, like something that involves concentration but it also has an element of being action oriented.. and so the concentration aspect mixed with the action element helps your brain to keep going imo shoegaze is like.. imo if shoegaze was a painting, it would be purposely blurred and smeared, but you would still be able to make out what the painting is presenting.. that "blurry" or "noisy" nature is great because its like u are hearing the song but not concentrating on the song.. it has an element that allows u to tune out.. it doesn't take your attention away from what u are doing, you can keep it on and stimulate your brain while u do things, but u won't end up losing your concentration on whatever ur doing so those are the genres i would say are great for background music or studying when it comes to specific bands i've used for concentration.. here are some deftones curve orgy fat jon honorable mention to nada surf this was originally a comment i left on a youtube video but i decided to leave it here
i just wanted to share it here because i believe this is an important point for people to understand about gender relations __________________ men never "lose" ... its sort of like just something u can't get around.. its like a child trying to win against their parent, they will never win and their parent will never lose.. no matter if feminism takes over or dies out, men will never lose.. if women are loose childless whores who abort their children and sleep around and have careers, men win (easy sex with no commitment) if women are housewives who have babies and are faithful to their husbands, men still win.. men literally cannot lose this is just how it is period.. women can try to shift things but nothing they do will give them their desired result- their best bet is to just be good traditional women like our grandmothers were.. because outside of that- they will be miserable.. they think cooking and cleaning had them miserable? wait til u work 40 hours and can't even afford to have a pet cat.. women being relational beings are miserable in that lifestyle, just going to work and coming home and eating a tv dinner alone, only getting attention when there's sex involved, and having to kill their own babies to keep from having children with short term sex partners... their only hope is to go back to being wives.. but even if they don't- like i said, men never lose no matter what ___________________ ok so that was the comment on second thought- men can lose, if they believe women's lies or give their power over to women what comes to mind is that king in the bible who watched a woman dance- and after she danced, he basically told her he liked the dance so much that she can have anything she wants then she said she wanted him to cut someone's head off he gave her the power to command that- and that coincides with what i say about never giving women power over anything because they aren't really equipped to handle it.. i mean if u want proof, look at what has happened to the family ever since women have been given the ability to choose their own mates choosing a mate used to be something only men did.. and women were chosen.. however in our society, women do much of the choosing and look at all the single mothers out here as a result lol they are not equipped to have the responsibility of choice.. they would all rather fight over some tall or thugged out clown rather than be with the stable God-fearing man who is reliable and committed but when women were a man to man transaction (interested male party and woman's father figure) everything ran smoothly anyway.. i could continue but let me stop just wanted to share the comment as food for thought overall- like i said i do believe men can lose if we give our power away or if we believe women's lies.. but in the grand scheme of modern relationships.. whether women are feminists or whether they are housewives, generally men still win.... and the only option women have is true compliance, aka the housewife option.. the feminist whore option leads the woman to sure destruction.. while the housewife option is at times mildly cumbersome yet leads to an overall lasting fulfillment |
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