believe it or not i shed real tears over xxxtentacion's death i wasn't a fan, but seeing his demise hurt to see because of the way he was taken out, his age, his potential, and the fact that he seemed like he was turning his life around this guy was obviously into satanism but he seemed to be growing away from that toward the end of his life, since he seemed to be committing to giving good advice, and leaving his past, and giving to the poor, etc his video for "sad" came out and man, the fact that he visits himself at his own funeral is insane considering what has happened its insane that it came out after he died, and its crazy that he defeats the evil version of himself- essentially confirming that he really was turning his life around i saw this video (below) before i saw the "sad" video.. and once i saw the "sad" video i was instantly reminded of this
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i left this comment below as a response to someone on youtube.. i thought i'd share it here because i wrote a lot
i know its crazy that i left a comment this long but i suppose that's a result of this being a topic of interest for me you are saying both parties should be committed, and that each should play a role.. that is true but it is a bit of an oversimplification of the problem.. what mgtows are made up of is men who did their part but didn't receive a corresponding reciprocation.. when considering the reasons why they didn't receive it, feminism is typically blamed.. why? the reason mgtows blame feminism is because it is the default mindset for women in a gynocentric society.. it is all over tv, movies, in colleges, even unfortunately in some churches.. so what happens is, even women who don't consider themselves feminists- end up having the same ideals (and therefore actions) as feminists.. what this means is in the modern era when men and women come together, on average women are pre-programmed to not be good to men.. you can't minimize the fact that we've had over 40 yrs of feminism that have permeated society.. that is why it's an oversimplification to just say "men and women should be good and mgtows are selfish" ..the problem is modern women are not programmed to treat men in a way that is conducive to a healthy relationship feminism is literally a satanic belief system from the standpoint that these are the things it pushes for and promotes: abortion, sexual promiscuity (which is synonymous unfaithfulness/infidelity), pride/selfishness and male/female role reversal women are literally programmed to do the opposite of what they should do today.. feminism's objective is to create weak men and strong women.. so women compete with men instead of cooperate with men.. women are not soft they are hardened and uncaring.. women are not humble they are arrogant, this is not an insult to women it is an insult to the programming that women have received mgtow men have seen this and decided to create a new way of life because each "relationship" ends up being almost like a continual substance abuse intervention.. where we try to deprogram a woman and get her to see that we are not her enemy but society's narrative wins out.. for example, my ex g/f interpreted my protection as "control" ..and no amount of explaining got her to understand that there is a difference between the two.. because feminism has control over narratives simple things like these drive a permanent wedge between a man and a woman there are countless big and small interactions that show us we can't reach women anymore.. there have been times where i've been scolded for offering to pick up something heavy for a woman.. over time, this causes us to just say ok forget it.. ok i believe you, you don't need a man, you are independent.. the next step from there is removing our interest from women and placing it on self.. not because we don't care, but because we cannot actually force women to allow us to care.. if we try to, we will inevitably be taken advantage of.. hence the reason why i say mgtow is full of good men.. we have TRIED.. but some knots are so complicated you just reach for scissors so again, when u say "men and women should both be unselfish and should be committed" you are right but we have been trying this already.. we are not respected or honored in this climate, we are stepped on.. "you're too nice" "women like badboys" "nice guys finish last" WE HAVE TRIED.. if being a good upstanding man actually worked then mgtow wouldn't exist.. women see that man as like a "boy scout" (keyword boy) or a tool to be used as opposed to man to be honored i'm not promoting that pump and dump lifestyle of some mgtows but i do promote understanding the culture and making necessary changes to our approach to life and women because we have been being abused for a long time and that's over with, we can't be as nice, trusting, and patient as we once may have been.. some mgtows are pump and dump guys and some are monks and some just create new parameters, and learn how to overcome our desires since they can be taken advantage of.... but one thing all mgtow have in commmon is- the days of us entering relationships with a flower behind our back while women enter with a knife behind theirs are over i've been known to get weak once in a while and put my pictures back on plenty of fish.. and i did it this past weekend
i only wanted to talk to one girl who had a decent profile and a nice figure but while i was on there i decided to message a few more girls the one i wanted to talk to looked at my profile and didn't speak to me however one of the other girls spoke to me and then i thought.. ok i'm bored so let me see what happens if i give her my phone number i gave it to her and she called me and i was surprised (keep in mind i really know i shouldn't be on plenty of fish.. i was just bored and decided to roll the dice for some reason) so we talked on the phone and she seemed cool but as we kept speaking she started to throw me off a bit because we ended up talking about std's and she seemed to know a lot about the subject to any men reading this.. steer clear of any woman who knows a lot about stds she might say something like "i only know this because i have a friend who...." that's probably not her friend, its her so anyway i started getting suspicious because she just knew too much about the subject.. but as she kept speaking she seemed to enjoy getting things off her chest so she eventually got to a point where she told me she has syphilis i guess i didn't know how bad syphilis can be because she was telling me she had like some sort of rashes or something and her white blood cell count was high and she was telling me she could possibly go blind or die from it apparently the thing with it is you have to catch it within the earlier stages in order to extinguish it, some people apparently don't catch it in time anyway, what this did to me was it reinforced to me that i shouldn't be on plenty of fish and it also reinforced to me that there is nothing out there but unfaithful people and stds people are cheating on one another, people are getting stds, people are wasting time and energy on useless "relationships" that are meaningless... they're just sex and netflix people have these fake relationships that have everything except commitment and they are ending up with broken hearts, abortions, and stds this girl was telling me for some reason she felt free to tell me her situation and you could tell she wanted to hold back but another part of her wanted to get it off her chest.. she said she felt better once she told me everything i asked her if that was why she and her boyfriend broke up.. (because he cheated on her and gave her syphilis).. she said she had her people beat him up within an inch of his life so of course there was no going back after that this is the kind of drama that is out there in the world.. just a lot of crap and nonsense.. they make it look fun on the music videos and the tv shows but how often do they show the tears people cry in secret? she said that was the worst thing that happened to her and she said she felt "tainted" when she found out she had that std in my mind i was thinking.. just being out there having sex outside of marriage on its own taints you, even without an std.. but i guess no one has taught her that anyway.. once we were done talking i blocked her on my phone and removed my pictures from plenty of fish again... i wasn't mad at her, i mean i commend her for being open and honest with me.. but 1. she has syphilis 2. if i made her upset, who's to say she wouldn't have me beaten up the same way she had her ex b/f beaten up? anyway this is just a reminder to anyone reading.. there's nothing out there but crap don't bother with talking to anyone unless you feel like God sent them into your life.. because there is a lot of crap out here when it comes to the dating pool i just watched a youtube video about rappers who have been shot and killed in 2018 so far
there were a lot i just want to speak on something though how many of these men were killed because they had sex with someone's girl? i mean you really can't get through an entire rap song today without hearing a few lines about them having sex with another man's woman if you let rappers tell it, people don't like them because they're jealous.. are they jealous or are they angry because they got wind you had your way with their girl? when my sister cheated on her husband he said he had thoughts of killing him i remember in the 90s i used to listen to badboy music like diddy and mase and all of that and i used to remember them always saying they had haters.. but i used to think.. well u can't make songs like biggie's "i got a story to tell" and say you have haters.. like you can't just make a habit of coming through someone's town, banging the women and leaving and think things are going to work out for you all of those badboy artists used to have strong themes of haters and strong themes of sex in a lot of these murders, you don't really get an idea of motive, but i really would like to know how much of this is because of the sexual flings that are happening according to young dolph, his beef with yo gotti started because gotti found out his girl was with dolph a lot of these guys probably don't want to admit some of their beefs are because of women but a lot of our ego is tied to women and their behavior so its feasible imo if a woman is good to us it reaffirms us if a woman betrays us its like it brings us down and we may want revenge... especially if we put a lot into that woman anyway.. just a few thoughts this is what u get when you try to work with one of these useless modern disgusting ignorant whore skanks i've said on this site before that one great way to save money is to not spend any on women because they're ungrateful anyway and i meant that u might as well just do for self when women act like this one in the video when women say things like "i'm independent" "i don't need a man" or "these men aren't on my level" they're just projecting
projecting is like basically when someone flips a scenario and tells you that you do what they do, or they try to take on your good qualities.. like when someone silently farts and then looks at you and says "did you just fart?" or when someone is cheating and they accuse you of cheating so what they're actually saying is: "men are independent" and "they don't need us women" and "we aren't on men's level" ..and conversely these women are saying "i am dependent" "i need a man" etc and this video is a perfect example of that.. this man literally doesn't realize he doesn't need her and he literally can't see that he would be better off without her.. and this woman needs him, she needs a car and he has provided it.. but she is acting like she doesn't need him... this is classic psychological projection she is walking around with some shania twain wig on basically saying "im too cute to accept your love and protection" it took a toxic relationship for me to understand how deeply retarded modern women are.. i used to wonder why it was like nothing they did made any sense.. or why their actions and words weren't congruent.. or why there was never any normalcy when it comes to them.. well its because they only think, speak, and act in selfishness what's the solution? we men have to just let these women rot.. we try and try and try but women just continually ruin and destroy everything they touch, including our hearts just yesterday i was talking to an old friend and he told me he was divorced now.. they had been married 10 yrs.. i asked him what happened and he said she was cheating on him with one of her old managers he said she had been acting weird and he had an uneasy feeling deep down.. and he found out about the affair she was having one day when she left facebook open and he looked at the messenger this is what modern women are.. ask yourself, how many times does a person have to show you who they are before you will believe them? the fact is, they don't do anything but bring us down.. they are just utter scum the sooner we men truly internalize this information, the better off we will be we are longsuffering so we try to our own detriment.. we hope and try and put forth effort only to have them continually ruthlessly kick us in the face drop that whore and go mgtow.. it'll be the best decision of your life say goodbye to the contentious, nagging, feminist, loudmouth, std-ridden skank of today and say hello to peace or go back to the plantation, but don't say i didn't warn you
When I met you I didn’t know you were an idiot/
Then your mask slipped and I saw what I was dealin with/ Another silly chick, i should’ve dropped you really quick/ Full of lies and deceit, how bad will it get/ you’re dead weight period, and I’m not feelin it/ I should’ve ghosted you, poof gone all mysterious/ Sexy, but you left me and didn’t respect me/ I stay pretending you didn’t affect me/ but.. i admit i lost some rest/ it got a little too quiet after all the mess/ kept thinkin back to how u caused me stress/ ignored my calls and texts, had me on the edge/ dissed me and told me it was all in jest/ lied, told me things that were not correct/ until i woke up, screwed back on my head/ got my thoughts in check and saw it all connect/ but i'm over you, already and i'm a different man, already made my mind up, already never going back to you and i'm done with you, already and now you're in the past, already the doors are closed, already never gnna go back And you always have something to say/ No matter what you got another complaint/ Feel like I’m stuck in a maze, there’s no love in this place/ No peace, just rebuttals and games/ I’ve done tons of tryin, but can’t trust your lyin/ You do wrong and you justify it/ All u seem to know is fussin, fightin/ And you wanna take my nuts and hide em/ Wanna neuter the kid, feel like I’m doin a bid/ When I have a good day you stay ruinin it/ Trapped in your maze of crazy my days are hazy/ I stay confused cuz your ways are shady/ U claim to praise me, I say you hate me/ I tried to escape but you came to chase me/ No longer know what’s goin on inside of my head/ That’s why the carpet’s matted down by the side of my bed/ but i'm over you, already and i'm a different man, already made my mind up, already never going back to you and i'm done with you, already and now you're in the past, already the doors are closed, already never gnna go back I kinda let u disrespect the kid/ Til I got around my friends and caught a second wind/ Now I’m on the attack, had enough of your crap/ Adamantium backbone I’m comin with facts/ now I’m adifferent dude, I’m not missin you/ ..got a new rhythm that I’m livin to/ Said goodbye to the old one, I’m so done/ And now I’m rockin to the beat of my own drum/ U prolly thought I would break when we broke up/ My sentiment was “oh.” shrug and “so what”/ I guess u thought I had no nuts/ But nah, Iron resolve I won’t budge, I rose up/ So, ima do what I need to do/ No longer gnna bleed for you/ Release the old to receive the new/ There’s the door, what’s keepin you?/ but i'm over you, already and i'm a different man, already made my mind up, already never going back to you and i'm done with you, already and now you're in the past, already the doors are closed, already one thing i've noticed about women is they'll ruin a relationship and instead of saying "next time i'll do better" they just say "maybe if i look better next time, things will work out"
instead of saying "maybe i should actually respect the next man i get in a relationship with" they say "maybe i should get colored contacts" or "everything will be fine if i just get a gym membership" or "once i lose this gut i'll have my bae and be happy" or whatever else this is how it works if you aren't attracting people in order to get relationships, that's when you may need to work on the outer package however if you're continually able to get relationships but they just go nowhere, then that's when you should probably work on your inner package what women are doing is they are trying to fix their inner problems with outer solutions this video is a perfect example of modern women and how they are loudmouth whores this is how my ex g/f used to talk to me.. she would just continually deflect and change the subject and try to talk over me whenever i had a legitimate issue with her that i wanted to resolve, or even when i just had a simple disagreement with her
she had the nerve to tell me all her previous boyfriends were "yes men" ... i told her it was because she was controlling and then she tried to change the meaning of yes men she was so terrible anyone reading this, if a woman speaks to you this way, just cut her loose out of your life quickly and harshly and let her figure out why on her own time true story i actually had a dream a 2 or 3 nights ago where my ex g/f was saying all this stuff to me to break me down about how she was going to leave me and how she could replace me easily and not care and all that but i snapped on her i got right in her face and told her to get out so hard and with so much force that i woke up i said it so hard that it was like i kinda bounced in bed and it woke me up if a woman doesn't know how to act respectfully, address you with respect, or act ladylike, CUT THAT IGNORANT WHORE OFF YOU'RE WORTH MORE THAN THAT AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT trust me when i say the empty logic-less discussion itself is beneath you someone asked who are the best performers
i would say for mainstream acts here are my picks (no particular order) chris brown prince beyonce michael jackson kendrick lamar bobby brown the me too movement has highlighted women's ability to spin what was once considered an exciting fling into a full on nightmare watch this from 1:15 to 4:40 for a perfect example the thing that really stuck out to me in that segment was this- everything she described is what women's romance novels are made of.. i have never seen 50 shades of gray but from what i hear.. that situation was like something out of that she is chosen by a rich, older man who is tall man and who also has status, and he makes his intentions known and takes her with a masculine force this is the exact same stuff you would find in a woman's romance novel but when she explains it here she spins it to make it sound horrible she says "he told me to take my clothes off with authority" ... but women are always saying they want a manly man who is direct she says "he said i was young and tight and he was saying he loved it" ... so you're saying you don't want dirty talk during illicit sex? the stuff she says just doesn't make any sense i asked a female about this segment in the video to get her perspective and she just flat out said that this is what people mean when they say women are emotional meaning one minute they can feel one way about something and the next minute they can feel another way about it what she said made sense though.. and it further showed me why men are the natural leaders, because women don't know what they want, moment to moment it's subject to change with the wind women just aren't to be taken seriously.. trust and believe the woman in that video clip was on cloud 9 banging r. kelly despite already knowing about his lawsuits, aahliyah, and peeing on people and everything else but then once she realized there are consequences to fornication she flipped it and attempted to demonize him the only difference between the whirlwind romance she described with r. kelly, and a whirlwind romance in twilight or 50 shades or some other female oriented literature is the presence of herpes bottom line, these women don't live in the truth they live in emotion that woman in the video clip was really pretty, and i'm not trying to diss her but she just needs to keep it real and admit that it was fun for both of them but it bit her in the end.. all her "i was young and innocent didn't want the fling but r. kelly was this big scary monster" crap is totally phony because she was in the hotel room he paid for, she took her clothes off, she called him "daddy" etc.. i understand herpes is a gift that keeps on giving... but keep it real you were a willing participant and you enjoyed it while it lasted this comment i saw on youtube seems appropriate: women and their flip flopping is a joke, it shows me their true character and why it's ultimately unreliable |
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