i saw a bible verse that reminded me of tekashi first peep the video ok so.. a lot of guys who were doing crimes with tekashi went to jail tekashi was in there for like 2 years but got out relatively unscathed was it because he snitched? or was it something else? tekashi was also kidnapped, how did he get away? some people want to harm this guy.. there were reports of shots fired when he was set to shoot a music video with kanye in 2018 how is he avoiding all of this trouble? psalm 41 "1 Blessed is he that considereth the poor: the Lord will deliver him in the time of trouble 2 The Lord will preserve him and keep him alive; and he shall be blessed upon the earth: and thou wilt not deliver him unto the will of his enemies." i was done with this entry but as soon as i finished, this clip with pac came to mind Deuteronomy 24:21 "When thou gatherest the grapes of thine vineyard, thou shalt not glean it afterward: it shall be for the stranger, for the fatherless, and for the widow." i think what that means is like.. if u get all ur grapes, some will fall and hit the ground.. leave those because poor people can eat those scraps in other words, if u have some money, keep at least some change or a few dollars on deck to hold someone down here pac wasn't having that.. and i do think pac did a lot to help others later on though so don't think i am dissing him just think of this as a visual aid
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i left a comment on youtube the other day
i want to post it here because i think it was important the video i left the comment on was about the jezebel spirit here it is: this spirit is HORRIBLE.. it came into my life and exploited everything good about me.. it took me a long time to get over it.. people kept telling me i was bitter but i just dont think they understood.. women with this spirit reward good with evil and they lie and cheat constantly and they will give their best to someone who treats them like a human toilet... but by the grace of God i learned how to overcome this spirit.. in my opinion the way to overcome is like this 1. dont choose women based on how they look (choose based on character) 2. take heed to ALL red flags (i used to think i should be patient and overlook faults.. because “nobody’s perfect” but that is something she will exploit and use to gaslight u) 3. always be able to be alone (being able to let go puts an end to any attack she may have.. the guy who destroyed jezebel in the bible was a eunuch.. meaning he didnt have sex.. meaning she had no pull on him.. being able to walk away at any moment and say no without ANY compromise whatsoever is like a superpower when it comes to these horrible skanks) i have been kinda down lately because i feel like i haven't been able to figure out what my next moves should be
i have to push through i guess and not be discouraged ++++++++++ i am really tired of my job and want a new one i have been taking days off every month to help stay sane ++++++++++ i bought 2 albums today one was "a day to remember" - for those who have heart (which i've listened to quite a bit, but just not bought it) and another was "hideous towns" - disquiet living i am enjoying both so far.. no complaints i had listened to 3 songs from the hideous towns album before buying it.. they do great work i kinda wish my car had a better sound system though maybe one day if i am fortunate enough i will be able to look into upgrading it its not bad but i feel it could be better especially for rock ++++++++++ i have been thinking about a girl here and there for some reason, i'm not fully sure why sometimes when this happens i wonder if that person who keeps popping up in my mind is ok if something pops up with her i guess i'll try to post it in here but as of right now i don't think there will be anything.. i'm not sure why she keeps appearing in my head tho ++++++++++ anyway i guess i'll dip.. just wanted to check in here i compiled all the celebutants with music paris hilton nicole richie kim kardashian amber rose blac chyna which one do u think is best?
i have to give the trophy to blac chyna.. and i never thought i would say this, but i'm proud of her.. she is doing her thing.. she sounds like she got the streets behind her on this one! i was on a forum and i saw a post.. i made a comment on the post so i want to share all of that here
here are the cliffnotes of the post i saw on the forum: Japanese women are more calculated, entitled, and predatory than women in the states. Due to lack of religion and cultural values, many women sleep around and ignore most men, so most men opt out of the dating pool to enjoy their own lives. Just a bit of a reality check for those of you thinking other countries have it better that was the cliffs.. ok.. now i want to give a quick sidenote before i show u my comment my sidenote is this: one thing they did not point out is that in many asian countries they have birth limits.. so oftentimes when people have girls they abort them.. the reason for this is because men are the ones who are workers.. meaning men are looked at as the ones who can take care of you when you are older.. this has caused lopsided male to female ratio and many men in asian countries are alone and female value is THROUGH THE ROOF, to the point where they literally steal wives (i saw a documentary on that very thing about a year ago) so women have no real reason to commit to any one man when they can literally have any man they want.. and women are already fickle so men either cannot get a woman at all, or cannot keep one.. and they are just now seeing how deeply and horribly this is affecting their countries with the family being the basis of society- a society with a lack of family is most likely going to be a dysfunctional one.. generally at best it is going to be teetering on the brink of destruction imo ok that was my sidenote.. i did not post that on the forum, but i wanted to post it here to give more background on why asian countries are the way they are.. many people don't factor that stuff in but i do.. part of the reason i know about this stuff is because in college i did a paper on japanese birthrates not being at replenishment levels to the point where their schools were closing.. anyway.. enough of that.. here is the comment i left.. i wanted to post it here because i thought it was legit.. i started it off with a quote from the original poster "many women sleep around and ignore most men" thats what i always say i could be the best chef in the world, and i could make your favorite food in the world.. BUT YOU WON'T WANT IT IF YOU ALREADY ATE that's how it is with many women today- you can't take them on dates and treat them well because if she had her back blew out the night before by some guy she says is her "friend" then nothing you do matters it took me a while to understand why some women seemed to have no emotions and no reciprocation in dating and relationships, until i realized what they were really doing.. having some guy they bounce on while they continue to go on dates with other guys one girl even told me she found out she was pregnant by one guy one day, and still went on a date she had scheduled that day with another guy can u imagine being that guy taking her out? .. u are trying to show her a good time and be a gentleman, but u have no idea she just found out she is pregnant that day.. so u don't know A. why she seems to be disinterested in the date B. that she has been having her back blew out the whole time u two have been talking (because her version of "single" is diff from yours) C. she is a whole mom this is why many women are oftentimes just aloof when u take them out- their minds are elsewhere the game isn't the same as it was 30 or 40 yrs ago.. women will tell you they're not in a relationship in a heartbeat because these days they don't count the sexual relationship as an actual relationship.. but in reality (whether she knows it or not) that is her real relationship because that's where her heart and mind lie.. the sexual relationship is the reason she cannot connect with any other men real relationships are only in patriarchal societies, these gynocentric societies leave many men without a partner and leave women to be pumped and dumped by high value men who will never commit.. this current paradigm also leaves children in single mother households- OR oftentimes they leave children out of the picture altogether as oversexualization leads to actual lower birthrates because women are constantly on birth control or aborting.. because "that man i just banged is not the man i want to have children with" .. he was just "fun" or a "fling" or "didn't count" people act like their actions "don't count" until they wake up at 35 like "wait a minute, i need something to count" ok that was the comment... btw a perfect example of what i said would be that video i posted on here not too long ago where the chick said she was in an 18 year entanglement |
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