i never understood this kind of stuff
sex therapists what are they actually teaching? if this video is any indication, then the answer is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
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i imagine most people would just see them as average, but im basically obsessed with these 3 girls from a looks standpoint.. i find them to be very attractive the only one i actually like personality-wise is mandylee.. i've gotten into spats with the other two.. but they still look so good smh i did not proofread this... if i proofread it, this sentence will be removed.. keep that in mind before proceeding.. it has not yet been proofread
ok not too long ago i talked about how there was a lot goin on with the house i want to talk about some of those things also not too long ago i talked about having a really low point recently.. i will discuss that also 1. i had to establish the internet.. that took a minute, but God is good He blessed me with 5G internet 2. got a washer and a dryer from best buy.. they were supposed to install it but when they got here they said there was no vent for the dryer and they said the plus was wrong.. i didn't know what to do and i was kinda irritated at the time 3. needed my lawn mowed because i was still in spring hill but the lawn was crazy.. so i hit up angie's list which is now called angi.. the first guy who responded didn't actually do the lawn so i called angi and told them and they gave me a different guy... the guy who did the lawn was super cool.. we spoke on the app and eventually we got off the app and talked through our phones.. the lawn was like a jungle but he actually cut it down.. when we spoke i asked him how much money he got and he told me and i was surprised because... lets just say angi took more than half of what i paid this was good news though because i was able to pay him more for another cut, and pay less than what i paid previously... he ended up telling me he also did electrical which was a HUGE deal because it felt like the first good and serendipitous thing to happen in a while.. so it made me feel like i was on the right track and on a tangible level- it made me realize i could get him to fix the dryer 4. the closets don't have a place to hang clothing.. at first this was just super weird to me and it seemed ridiculous.. but if i remember correct, by the grace of God i think i saw a show where someone had a clothing rack in their apartment.. like one they bought.. and i decided to just do the same.. when i got that idea, i was actually happy they didn't put clothing racks in.. because i realized i could buy clothing racks with wheels... meaning i could easily move my clothes anywhere throughout the house.. even if i were to move again, all i'd have to do is wheel the rack into a truck.. i got one on amazon and i'm really happy with it.. i may try to get more 5. i had bro fix the dryer issues.. he bought all the parts and pieces, cut a hole in the wall for the vent, hooked everything up, and switched out the dryer cord so it would fit in the plug.. did a great job .. this guy is super cool i'm grateful the Lord let me meet him.. so i reimbursed him for the parts he bought, and paid him.. washer and dryer are great.. they are samsung and i like how the washer doesn't have that huge thing in the middle, instead its just a hole.. God is good i'm grateful.. He allowed me to get them for a good price and everything.. i think if i remember correct they were only like $1200 altogether.. they were on sale when i got them.. when i got them i wasn't even thinking about buying a washer and dryer, but i sometimes randomly peruse best buy's website.. and when i saw them i was like "i should probably get these now and not wait" and it ended up working out 6. i established trash pickup which apparently comes every friday 7. now here's a big one.. this brings me to my low point i had..... ok so some of u may know getting this house was risky for me because i technically was only supposed to be in spring hill, even though i work from home.. i decided to risk it... but there was still a chance i could lose my job the first week i lived here, i took that whole week off work, and i just told myself i would deal with what happened whenever that next monday came so before that monday came around, i was in the house and i kept hearing noise in a certain area.. i knew there was an animal under the house.. i went outside and realized there were holes in the concrete.. i think they call them weep holes or something.. they're holes that are supposed to be there, but at the same time, to be safe, you want to put up a sort of mini fence to block animals from coming in.. well there was nothing there so i was sitting there realizing this and i was frustrated... things got really bad though because whatever was under the house literally died.. and the smell took over the entire house.. so this was my low point -- i didn't know i would even have a job in the next few days -- i had no real idea how to close the holes -- my house literally smelled like a dead animal.. and i don't mean like a little bit.. i mean full on dead animal smell throughout the house this was like a very low point for me.. the smell was just unheard of man, and there was really nothing i could do my mom had the rona so even if i wanted to stay with my parents for a while, i couldn't i was thinking to myself, i knew i took a risk and i could lose the house or i could lose my job, but at that time it was looking like i was going to lose both.. because of the smell of the house and the holes (meaning more animals could come in and die) and also because with no way to work in the area i was previously in- and with them checking our IP addresses, i could lose my job this was just.... bro this was let me just put it like this....... this is kinda how i see it.. in your life, if you want to accomplish something.. the enemy doesn't want you to accomplish it i don't want to magnify the enemy, but he may put u through as many issues as possible to stop u from taking positive steps.. and i think that is what happens... which i think is where people get phrases like "its darkest before the dawn" so i was just like... bro it was a lot.. but God is good because the guy who mowed my lawn ended up telling me about an exterminator.. i just wanted him to remove the animal from the crawl space, but he said he wouldn't do it... but he said he could fix the holes to where animals can't get in.. i told him it sounded good then that monday, i told my job i moved, and i was like look... i know i'm outside of the area i'm supposed to be in, but i love this job, can i at least work the next two weeks to give a two week notice? the guy hit me back and asked for my new zip code.. i gave it and he hit me back like "we'll allow you to work from there, but due to the region we have to pay u this much" ...that "this much" was actually a raise for me... i sat there with my mind BLOWN then the day after that, the guy came and covered those holes... so even though i was still dealing with the smell, i figured the smell would lessen more and more, and i had peace of mind that no more animals would go into the crawl space under the house and die so anyway, there have been a lot of ups and downs and i could say even more but overall i'm just grateful that the Lord has blessed me to have a house and I'm grateful that He has set me free from some past relationships that kept me from advancing in life and kept me from being where i needed to be anyway.. like i said i could say more but i hope this gives some background.. im grateful to have my own place.. recently i was playing a video game and listening to music really loud at like midnight and it felt great, because i've really never been able to do that before but that's about it for now peeps.. peaCe sidenote 1: the band i was listening to loud at night was called flyying colours.. great band i highly recommend them sidenote 2: although i think its great to have a house, i generally would not recommend a female get a house on her own.. after my experience i feel like a woman should probably be at an apartment and generally only get a house after getting married i just don't really see women going into crawlspaces, mowing lawns, removing hornets nests, killing insects, taking trash out, etc etc etc all on her own |
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