i just wanted to get this off my chest
i have probably said things like this before, but i want to talk about this today regardless i genuinely feel a great freedom not chasing women anymore.. it legitimately feels like one of the greatest blessings the Lord has bestowed upon me i remember in my 20s always racking my brain trying to understand women and their point of view "why doesn't she like me?" "what can i do to make her care about me?" "who does she like and what does she like about him?" "i'm getting mixed messages from her" "she's so close to me but it feels like she's so far away" "why doesn't she ever call me, i feel like i'm the only one who calls" "did she get my text? its been 3 hours and no response" "if she doesn't like me why doesn't she just say that?" "if she didn't like me she wouldn't have gone out with me, right?" "i feel like she's here with me, but not here with me" what i've just explained is one of the main things people don't understand about me.. when i say things about women and dating they think i'm just talking they don't know all the things i've been through with women if you haven't sat in confusion over something for years then you probably wouldn't understand letting go of chasing women is like a gift that keeps on giving.. it is just... bro it is a fulfilling thing no more rejection no more confusion no more second guessing if i approached correctly no more questioning if i'm good enough no more feeling inadequate about everything no more wondering why she pays me no attention no more feeling betrayed no more dealing with a lack of reciprocation no more having to put up with dirty looks no more putting up with stuff just to keep from arguing no more being gaslit no more being undermined no more being compared to other men no more spending my money on someone who is ungrateful im not joking at all when i say letting go of chasing women has revolutionized my life i feel so free, i feel so smart, i feel so blessed, so intelligent, so masculine, so wonderful like im not kidding i almost could shed a tear as i type this, i'm not joking at all.. i wish more men could experience this if you let go, its like your life will come together.. its just such a beautiful thing man to be able to just BE and feel ok to not allow myself to be torn down by the wants, desires, whims, and expectations of someone else its just almost hard to put into words how much of a blessing it is to be free i've even talked to some women here and there since i gave up... i've asked them just basic questions like "hey is there a decent church around here?" and i've sensed that they thought i wanted to shoot my shot, but i didn't.. and it just feels so good to be able to just walk away, not caring about their perception of me it feels so good to know that when i get those long pauses and awkward looks, i can just keep it pushin'... so she can save her "i don't care about you" attitude for the next guy, because i literally just wanted to know what aisle that thing was on and don't want her number it is just the greatest thing to let go of women.. this is not me joking around or anything.. this is something that has blessed my life to a great degree i feel strong man.. i really do i feel content, and i feel like i'm enough i could continue but hopefully you guys get what i'm saying any man reading this- i urge you to just let go of women altogether this has truly blessed me man... i'm not saying don't be with a woman ever, but just stop trying to get them to like you.. stop trying to get them to join you.. stop trying to appeal to them, just live your life and if one comes, fine.. if not? fine i'll just say this and dip when i met the last girl i was with i wanted things to work out but she was horrible.. in the time i was with her my life went downhill and i literally ended up living with my parents when i finally stopped talking to her i met better women, i got a raise, then i got a better job, then i paid my car off, then i got an even better job, then i bought a house, then i got another raise like... i give all honor to God, He's been setting me free from the matrix and He showed me i have more than enough in me to succeed, i don't need a woman's touch, validation, beauty, anything.. as long as i have the Lord on my side i am more than fully equipped for anything so i hope you guys understand me on this... i'm speaking from the heart and i hope more men can experience this freedom and contentment just imagine living a life with no criticism, complaining,or nagging.. a life where you are no longer found to be inadequate there is no such thing as being too short in my world no such thing has not being muscular enough no such thing as not being tough enough no such thing has having too small of a penis no such thing as being broke no such thing as being socially inept no such thing as not being her preference i am just left with being fearfully and wonderfully made for those in the back... I AM JUST LEFT WITH BEING FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE this way of existence is just absolutely wonderful.. and gratitude, contentment, and rest have become my companions and i truly wish the same for any man reading this
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