i gotta be honest i think white knights are complete idiots.. i don't have time to say much right now.. but ill try to come back and say more later if i can until then, here are two different stories about white knight cucks
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the ho' phase isn't a phase wiz khalifa married amber rose and had a kid with her.. where's amber now? she's on onlyfans and recording songs about topping guys off she literally just did a song and video called "get your ho' on" with mannie fresh in the video.. oh yeah, and for good measure, she has tattoos on her forehead how about ya girl lori harvey who gave everyone in the industry a turn? she even got with diddy and diddy's son.. michael b thought he found him a prize.. is he with her now? NO they said she didn't want to move toward marriage but he did these women develop a habit of seeing men as disposable when they hop from guy to guy like she has, but she doesn't realize she's EXTREMELY unlikely to find anyone better than michael b. jordan lol.. but i guess good luck to her on finding another young black millionaire who isn't utterly repulsed by her reputation but wait, there's more... im not even going to type this one out.. u should know the story.. 3rd marriage down the drain, and now she's ready to get banged by someone new.. a special someone who is 13 years younger than her.. and who has about a billion dollars less than she has don't let modern women say crap like "everyone has a past" nah skank, we're not talking about everybody, we're talking about YOU, and let's call it what it is, a string of WHOREDOM the truth is, even when these women stop living like a skank, they haven't really stopped, because whenever they stop this behavior (if it stops at all) they're just on a break so the truth of the matter is, these modern women out here are just skanks or skanks on a break am i saying women cannot change? NO.. because the bible says "he who the Lord sets free is free indeed" and it says something like "don't call what the Lord has cleaned unclean" but keep in mind, those are when the Lord has gotten ahold of a woman, not when she's just trying to convince you she's "not like that" my point is this.. most of the women you come across in your life who had a ho' phase.. it's not a phase.. it's a lifestyle.. if she's with you and you're enjoying yourself with her, she's just on a break.. you are her break from the streets, sorry to break it to you.. and yes that goes for marriage.. u marry her and she's either doing things behind your back, or she's on a break waiting to get back out there if a woman has not been changed by the Lord, then the ho' phase is not a phase if she has been touched by the Lord then she will most likely move different altogether, not just in the area of sex but in a number of different ways so recognize the difference most of these women are not sorry or repentant about any of their actions.. they might say "i'm not like that" but they are "like that" for the right guy so all in all, my point is- unless she is changed by the Lord (which the vast majority of these women haven't been) then the ho' phase is not a phase... its a lifestyle the concept of a ho' phase is a gaslight in itself its not a phase. i realized this the other day and wanted to speak on it
i've been through different phases of dealing with women phase 1 i used to listen to them intently.. i wanted to understand them so i could be what they wanted.. even if it didn't make sense i didn't question it, i questioned myself instead.. the only way i can explain this is like, if u really want to understand someone or something.. like for example lets say u go to church and the pastor says something you've never heard before.. before you say "he's wrong" you will try to understand what he's saying.. i tried my best to understand women over time u realize this doesn't work because what women say they want and what they actually want are two different things phase 2 phase 2.. phase 2 is a small phase.. its basically just suspicion.. suspicion that she is wrong or that she is lying, or that something isn't adding up.. i used to listen and find myself confused at what they would say.. i would see the contradiction and my eyes would squint up.. i would then express that the things they said didn't make sense.. if you tell her she doesn't make sense she ends up going into defense and gaslight mode which leads to phase 3 phase 3 is arguing with women.. arguing with women is basically you trying to fight back against their incessant gaslighting, lying, and manipulating... at some point though- you realize the fact that before you pull her up, she's going to pull you down its not even that you're trying to argue with her, but when she says something dumb and you tell her that doesn't make sense and tell her why, she won't stop talking.. so then you're put in this situation where if you allow her to keep talking u let her feel like that ridiculous thing she said made sense, or u have a back and forth.. so this leads to an argument.. because u can't just let someone u care about say something stupid and ignore it.. that would essentially be apathy.. which is the opposite of care and/or protection the reason she never gets tired of arguing is because arguing to her isn't about the truth, to her its just about gnawing away at your sanity and using whatever influence she has in your life against you.. also for them its constant full attention.. they are vapid basically this phase tends to drain you of energy and vitality and sanity.. women just lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and as soon as you believe them they treat you like you're beneath them because they feel that they've outsmarted you, and when they feel like they're smarter than you they no longer respect you and when they no longer respect you they run off and cheat.. so in other words, when you remove all the extra layers its like this: as soon as you put trust in them, they betray you phase 4 you stop listening to women.. as soon as you hear them even beginning to say something stupid you tune them out i've noticed i'm at stage 4.. recently i've noticed i don't even click on videos where women speak their "truth" anymore all their "truth" is, is ignorance, nonsense, feelings, gaslighting, lies, manipulations, games, foolishness, minimizations of big things, overblowing small things, etc etc at some point as a man you realize beauty without a brain is useless beauty without a brain is like food prepared without cleanliness the food looks good to eat, but without cleanliness- its only going to cause you problems in the end i no longer listen to women.. i think women are vapid creatures.. i don't think all women are horrifying, but many are and as a result, many are not worth your time women haven't really ever done anything for me either.. when i look at every significant thing i've accomplished, i see i did it without a woman.. so a woman can literally offer me nothing outside of submission and if she's submitted then she's not playing games, gaslighting, and arguing so my life as far as women are concerned is very simple.. as soon as i see any of those negative traits, i just keep walking i no longer bang my head on the brick wall of trying to understand women or argue with them she's in her place or she's useless.. there's nothing else i just wanted to share this, it came across my mind
its a story from when i was in elementary school so there was this kid named vance.. vance was having a birthday party and he gave out invitations to some kids well i peeped this and i was like hey vance you're having a birthday party, can i come? he was like no i was like no for real i'll come i'm not joking u should invite me he's like no i don't want to i was like no vance, i'm serious it'll be fun im not joking i want to come (when i went to parties my mom would even give me a gift to give to the kid and everything.. so in my mind i was like serious like let me come for real, it'll be fun.. like i was dead serious about going and having fun and being nice to this kid on his birthday) he says no again and finally im just like man whatever so a little time passes and when i realized the date of his party passed, i went up to him and i was like yo' vance how was your party? dude was like "nobody came" brah and he actually seemed upset about it too i was just like woooooow moral of the story i guess would be.. show love to those who show u love vance and i weren't the best of friends but i approached him like a G and said i wanted to be at his party and have fun with him and show him support but he turned it down and none of the people he invited came to his party if i was the only one there he would've at least known i was down for him we have to show love to those who show us love and not be chasing people who don't care for us i told u peeps i would let u know what my rent increase would be this year if i found out
well they left the lease renewal letter at my door and i found out the rent increase for this year would be an extra $124.30 per month i've experienced rate increases before but nothing close to this i'm so grateful the Lord has blessed me with this house.. my mortgage is already less than my rent even without this rent increase.. and to think my rent would up up even higher if i were to renew? and its not like i would be paying for anything new.. it would just be more money for the exact same services i'm so grateful the Lord allowed me to get this house.. its bigger than my apartment, and costs less, and i can make as much noise in there as i want, i have land, etc etc to anyone who wants out of renting let me tell u what u need based on my experience (i would say for the most part, this list actually is order specific) 1. good credit score 2. steady job 3. i'd say try to have at least about 5 grand in the bank (u could probably get by with a little less but 5 grand is a good amount so that when they hit u with fees, u can cover them without issues) 4. get a good realtor.. i didn't shop around for a realtor, i just used the one who popped up, but when i say "good realtor" i mean someone who makes u feel like things are possible.. my realtor early on was like "i definitely think we can get something" she made homeownership feel possible to me when it seemed like a pipe dream to me not long prior 5. gather all your information.. check stubs of last few months, tax returns of last few years, copy of driver's license, copy of social security card, jot down your previous addresses, etc.. just gather all your stuff up now so when they ask u can just send it and go back about your business.. if u can have all your information on hand and send it immediately with no issues, then things will feel easier for you.. u will be more inclined to feel like they're working for u as opposed to like ur working for them (when i say "them" i pretty much mean the mortgage lender) anyway, stay up peeps edit: just thought of this.. your student loans should be fine, but if you have outstanding debt or credit card debt, i'd say try to knock it out.. this includes if u have a car note in my opinion.. try to knock these types of things out.. car note, credit card debt, unpaid bills, etc it ended at midnight this morning, or last night however u look at it
altogether i lost 17.4 lbs today i had a salad and i had some cheerios overall here's what i'd like to say 1. my face definitely looks better 2. i'm grateful for the weight loss.. i'd like to lose another 12 on top of it 3. if u do something like this, make sure u eat digestible things the day before.. meaning like salad, raisin bran, etc.. this fast was a lot easier than previous ones i think in part because of that.. because if u eat things like pizza and burgers before your fast, you will likely end up with indigestion that can really make the fast harder on you than it needs to be 4. when its over, ease back into food.. all i've had so far today (its almost 10pm right now) is a large salad and a bowl of plain cheerios with no sugar on them and to be honest i stopped eating both before i finished.. i ate the salad and got full and left it sitting for a while before finishing it.. same with the cheerios, i ate them and then got full and took a minute before i finished them let your body ease back in.. if u do a one day fast you can probably go straight to burger king after its over.. but don't do that on a 5 day fast oh yeah, and i told u peeps i did the fast to lose weight and get my flesh into subjection i was having issues thinking about sex 24 hours a day and i didn't see a way to stop.. im happy to say i haven't been in that lust mindset since i started anyway.. like i said i want to lose about 12 more pounds but that might not be with fasting.. i am thinking exercise or whatever anyway take it easy, peaCe |
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