very near having some sort of mental breakdown
just don't even know what to do with self anymore if they only knew how real this groundhog's day struggle has been day in and day out.. aching wrists and a brain that is completely numb seemingly temporary issues are prolonged to the point of absolute absurdity not at rest even when at rest if they only knew if only they could comprehend the foul paintings that echo across the mind
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my beautiful, cute, bubbly, lovely, and pleasant wife made a new youtube video i love you sweetie thank you for taking me off the market away from all these awful women.. no more plenty of fish for me.. no more single mothers and women with attitudes who are full of lies and deceit and stds
its just you and i together, enjoying peace and happiness and hugs and smiles you are marvelous forever in this entry I want to talk about the things women want the most in a relationship with a man
these are from my experiences in life (1 = most important to women, 7 = least) 1. they want their friends to envy something about you this is basically some measure of all the other ones... so in a sense, looks is number 1.. however if she senses that her friends like you despite one or two issues with your looks then that trumps looks for her 2. they want you to have good looks looks encompasses height, amount of body fat, clothing, posture, haircut, etc.. the way a woman treats you is based on what you look like 3. they want you to have income if you don't have income she may have to lie to her friends about that to save face... but keepin it 100, if you look just that good then she and her friends will give you a pass 4. social status women like men with social status because to them it reminds them that you have value.. she doesn't want to be the only person who sees your value.. if she is the only person then she feels pressured.. women have no problem cheering you on when everyone else does too.. but if she's your only cheerleader she feels like you must not be that great 5. some type of ambition ambition is something that helps her to respect you.. if she sees you sitting around a lot she is likely to lose respect for you 6. good personality personality allows her to bring you around other people in her life without worrying you will embarrass her.. bringing you places around people she knows helps her to establish your identity as a couple from time to time 7. treat them well believe it or not, this is the last one.. we men typically lead with this one but women really aren't concerned with this.. of course they want good treatment on some level but this isn't really a deal breaker with women if you have the other things.. the fact of the matter is- she will put up with a lot if you have a good presentation conclusion: if we put some effort into vanity then we are likely to get better treatment from women I think generally, good men lead with character, substance, integrity, care, honor, etc.. but women will look at you like you're some type of boy scout they want a guy with a really good presentation more than anything else- because to her that screams "value" more than anything else look at celebrities.. women don't know those men but they like the pomp and circumstance surrounding them.. the presentation, the clothing, the fact that other women like that man look at the average guy.. he is upstanding and he is honorable but that means nothing to women they would rather chase the man with status and presentation than be at peace with the man who leads with love and substance hidden figures came out at the tail end of 2016
when it came out my g/f at the time wanted me to take her to see it but i said no she was like why? i said because janelle monae is in it and i can't stand her because she dressed like a man for like an entire decade that was 100% real talk.. i was disgusted by janelle monae for a very long time.. every time i saw her on tv i would just make a face, or leave the room, or change the channel i remember even telling my mom about the issue with me not wanting to see that movie with my ex or support anything she's in and my mom was like "no james, she dressed like that because her parents brought her up on james brown and blah blah blah" smh well if that was the case that she was stuck in an era, then why couldn't she have dressed like oh, i don't know.. a WOMAN from that era? anyway i told my mom that whole "her parents brought her up on blah blah" was just an excuse and doesn't change anything.. it was very clearly a hollow excuse for her to keep gallivanting around like a man on stage everytime i saw her for like an entire decade, she was on stage somewhere in men's clothing dancing around with her disgusting skinny figure i just could not stand janelle monae well fast forward to 2018 and here we have her saying she's a pansexual meaning anything goes for her sexually.. ANYTHING meaning she has confirmed she is a reprobate pervert so who was crazy then? i dealt with so many people telling me "james you overreact" "james only you think this way" "james why are you making this such a big deal" well how crazy do i look now? how crazy do i look now that she has confirmed she is a certified pervert? the bible says a woman is not to wear that which pertains unto a man and vice versa all these people want to say "oh she's an artist" smh NO... she is a singing, dancing abomination is what she is she literally wore men's clothing for like an ENTIRE DECADE!!!! YUCK!!!!! why was i the only person who seemed to see that? the truth is, the Lord has given me a measure of discernment as a man.. the Lord peppers watchful men like me in society but so many people just laugh at us and say we're "old fashioned" or weird or whatever to that i say whatever.. believe whatever you all want at this point.... anyway.. i just wanted to say, i saw it a mile away.. and i called it a long time ago i guess all those people who told me i was a hater for not liking her were surprised by her announcement.. but in no way, shape, or form am i surprised that she's saying she's a pansexual done. i did an entry a few months back about how we were supposed to see black panther as a family but my sister was late and didn't sit by us.. it also talked about a few more things she has done like that
if interested here is the link http://poolboyjames.weebly.com/2018/disappointed anyway... today she did it again today we were supposed to have a mother's day dinner as a family with my parents and my sister and i and my sister's kids so my sister brings her kids, fixes their plates, and leaves this is how women are these days they have no type of respect what's funny is- before dinner even started and before they arrived, i said to my mom.. "what time are the kids going to be here? notice i said the kids and not tia." i said that because she does stuff like this all the time when she got ready to leave i was like "so you're not going to eat with us?" she said no... i said "can you pretend to eat with us?" and she walked out the door what type of message does that send? after we all ate and the kids went outside my mom said "she just doesn't seem to like us very much" smh this is what modern women are today remember jeremy meeks? women were all over the internet praising him and saying things like: women really know how to pick em' because as you all know.. a little while later he left his wife and upgraded to a billionaire heiress lol here's what his ex wife had to say: this is what these women were praising.. this guy.. this guy who left his wife after she dealt with his stints in prison.. but believe it or not, this is the type of thing women do to men all the time.. so its interesting to see the inverse of the situation.. women will secure a new man while they're in a relationship and by the time the original man finds out she's with someone else she's already detached from him and attached to the new guy so the original guy is literally in shambles left with confusion and no hope of reconciliation he's having the time of his life while she stays in her life of being a nurse and mother... and of course she's pretty so she can get men but let's face it, men aren't exactly lining up to marry women who have an ex-con's children and another thing about them before he got fame from his mugshot this guy was a house-husband lol
all these scumbag women were hot and bothered over a house-husband with felonies and women want to walk around talking about they need a man who's "educated" well whose college did he graduate from??? don't worry, i'll wait so women were drooling over this guy, meanwhile there are plenty of men who are respectable in society who won't cheat or who won't tolerate a role reversal in their household, yet women don't want them it is what it is... enough said did anyone see the interview where kelis attempts to expose nas?
she inadvertently exposed herself so much in that interview there was so much wrong with that interview 1. nas wants to see his child and her first sentiments are "you're not going to change the schedule" as opposed to something like "sure your son misses you" or "sure we made him together so come get him anytime" this goes back to what i say about women saying men are controlling but its the women who are controlling 2. she tries to act like she was so gracious for inviting nas over for thanksgiving but she admitted she took a shot at nas when she said grace in front of everyone she said something like "i'm thankful for this food even though i can't get rid of some people" or something.. so why try to act like you're so polite when you diss your child's father in front of everyone? 3. her whole complaint is that nas wants joint custody of course nas wants joint custody when YOU ADMITTED half the time nas doesn't even know your address.. she said nas asked for her address and she rolled her eyes.. so this man doesn't even know where his son is and you don't want to tell him, yet you don't want him to have joint custody either.. yeah that's not controlling or difficult at all 4. she had some quote like "i'm 5'10, i don't back down, i'm a fighter" or something.. which was like her saying "i've never been submissive" so no wonder her and nas didn't work out and futhermore.. when she spoke about her new guy she was saying he works in real estate and gets up everyday at 6am to get the kids ready etc.. so she is basically saying she got a beta male provider househusband who obediently raises another man's child and let's her travel around and who does whatever she wants him to do.... THIS IS A CONTROLLING WOMAN 6. she's trying to expose nas for things that allegedly happened like a decade ago.. so she says all this SPECIFIC stuff about what nas did but when it comes to her it's just "i never said i was an angel" smh if you're going to be specific with what nas did then how about you be specific about what you did because i'm pretty sure she was cheating 7. SHE'S THE SAME WOMAN WHO MADE THE "I'M BOSSY" SONG you can't make a song like that and then complain that you had a bad relationship.. YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER CONTROLLING AND "BOSSY" WOMAN WHO IS OUT OF PLACE BECAUSE GUESS WHAT? YOU CAN'T BE BOSSY AND SUBMISSIVE SIMULTANEOUSLY OF COURSE YOUR RELATIONSHIP CRASHED AND BURNED... YOU RUINED IT BY NOT PLAYING YOUR POSITION OR BEING IN THE PROPER PLACE OF A FEMALE so enjoy your obedient househusband simp and shutup all of your ranting and exposing is about money.. you make $8K/mo off nas to take care of one child and you still complain wow YUCK! and then you have all those clown women in the comments saying they love her now because she's bashing nas.. you can see how twisted and broken these women are.. its just ridiculous but i don't wanna spend anymore time on this.. that's a wrap i realized something in the manosphere
what i've realized is there is a certain thing that many mgtow men do we tend to go back to the plantation at least once we start out being gentlemen and being caring and all of that but we realize these things don't work because women just take these behaviors for granted and treat us like dirt we realize chivalry is a nice word for male servitude so we decide to change, or pull back, or pump and dump, or leave women alone altogether but then we meet a woman who seems like she may not screw us over like all the others, so we step a foot back into that water and next thing you know we are in the middle of the ocean fighting the krakken we finally reach the shore again, panting and out of breath, but alive that second attempt tends to be our last attempt that second attempt we make at trying to "play nice" is the one where we come back a different man ... ironclad in our convictions.. completely immovable and unshakeable and unapologetic no more kid gloves.. you see things for what they are and you stick with your gut and don't question yourself we are reminded of our power.. the power of choice your second attempt was your last. you graduated. you're a maverick. This morning I realized something about my ex g/f
I have absolutely NO idea why I didn’t put this together when I was with her When I was in my last relationship I used to ask myself why was it that my g/f acted like she was spoiled when she grew up not having much so the thing I didn’t get was like.. why did she have the attitude and mindset of a spoiled brat, yet she was next to poor, and didn’t have much of anything growing up it’s not a trick question.. take a minute to see if u can figure it out before you read on Ok did u come up with an answer or did you give up? Here’s the answer… the reason is because she never got the rod The rod has many names.. spankings, whippings, discipline, getting beat, etc This was so simple I don’t know why I didn’t put it together when I was in the relationship You can grow up poor, but if you don’t get the rod of discipline- you will still grow up spoiled and entitled in our American culture, the belief is that children who have a lot are spoiled and children who don’t have a lot are more mature and self-controlled the truth is.. its more about whether you were properly disciplined or not.. this is why it’s possible to see rich children from the burbs who are as humble and polite as you’d ever want a child to be And it’s also possible to see peeps in the hood with nothing who are selfish and entitled and full of complaints.. it kinda makes me wonder if theft is more often a crime committed due to lack or if it is more often a crime committed due to entitlement i.e. “you have something I want so I will take it” Proverbs 22:15 Foolishness is bound up in the heart of a child; The rod of discipline will remove it far from him. Proverbs 29:17 Correct thy son, and he shall give thee rest; yea, he shall give delight unto thy soul. Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it. Hebrews 12:11 Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby. Rich or poor, if you lacked the above as a child then no wonder you’re a headache as an adult So what I take from this is that when you see an adult who is selfish, entitled, and spoiled in their behavior.. we have to recognize it’s not always about how they were “given everything they wanted as a child” sometimes it’s more about them not getting the proper discipline Which one do you think would be more spoiled in the end A child who is given much but is properly disciplined? Or a child who is given little but is never disciplined? So I now understand why she was next to poor yet still spoiled So don’t associate lack with humility.. because if anything, it can actually serve to make someone even more arrogant than someone who grew up with more substance Because a person who grew up around lack may feel as though they overcame on their own.. which they will oftentimes use as an excuse to embrace an unbridled arrogance if only women would break their feminist programming and understand this i would've given nearly anything for my ex to walk in the feminine role properly but she was always trying to be combative and never trusting of my leadership.. u know its bad when you can barely even get your girl to go to church
"that's your church, i can find my own blah blah blah" they just don't get it.. that's why mgtow is the answer.. let them go off and self destruct, it is what it is |
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