men love women but today women are just scumbags
women are like the worst thing this world has to offer oftentimes they are insanely pretty but they have black hearts and all they want to do is control u the funny thing tho is that they will continually say that you want to control them.. that is just another projection "u want to control me" "i'm independent" no u stupid whore.. YOU want to control ME and IM independent i hate women so much because they are all a massive disappointment none of them are worthy of being called a wife sometimes i sit in my apartment and i think about how much i want a woman but then i think about how useless they are.. and i think about how much pain i have endured trying to deal with them it just makes u angry sometimes i wish i would have married my ex g/f chrissy back in the day because she was great and we had a great relationship.. we used to watch mtv2, go to church twice a week, look for cds to buy, go out to eat, and just talk a lot and enjoy each other's company.. looking back we both had some issues, i think i was the worst of us though, because there were times i just didn't appreciate her to this day she is the only naturally submissive female i've ever come across.. most other women are just demonic hardened skanks with a promiscuous past and therefore a complete inability to attach or connect i'm really happy chrissy is doing good in her life today.. don't get me wrong.. i don't want her anymore.. but i just sometimes think wow if we would've gotten married when we were like 20 then maybe that would've been a decent path my more recent relationship i had in 2016-17 was straight up garbage tho.. u couldn't pay me to go back into something like that.. that relationship seems to have altered my consciousness i think about it and all i remember is basically begging her to treat me right and hoping she would be better but time and time again i was treated with disdain a few months after we stopped talking she text me and said happy birthday.. i don't know what that was about.. she treated me like crap then dropped me like i didn't matter and then tells me happy birthday the thought that came to me was that it was like hitler saying happy birthday to a jewish person she treated me like she didn't care whether i lived or died.. i kept thinking "she'll come around, she'll put her guard down" ...i didn't know the depth of her black heart of stone i remember one time i made a joke where i sent her a text with a frog face and a gun pointed at it i was joking like i was going to shoot myself.. i wasn't serious at all.. but she text me back "do it" even though i was just joking and she knew it, that hurt to hear or i remember one time.. she went out with her friend for the day and i just wanted to quietly play horizon zero dawn so i didn't call her the whole day when we finally spoke she said something like "thanks for not calling me today and giving me the day to myself" i don't remember how it was worded exactly but i just want u to imagine what its like when the only approval you get is when u don't interact like i was constantly dealing with things like that.. taking it on the chin and exercising patience but it hurt its hurts to have someone basically say "i had a great day today because you left me alone" and sometimes i think about porn and while i don't condone it.. i definitely understand it.. because for many men i know the only time they get to experience a woman's beauty without pain and insults and headaches and confusion is in pornography the only time many men even get to see femininity today is in porn since feminism has women acting like stoic men women today are just scumbags.. they are just total scum and i just hope that one day i will no longer feel the sting of that fact in my heart
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