just want to talk about some random stuff
++++++++++++++++++++++ ok for one, I just started using google docs as opposed to Microsoft word and I am really enjoying google docs.. Microsoft word wants too much money so I decided to try something else and the first thing I tried was google docs and I think its great so far it is not really a software, its more of just a website its setup to where you can access your writings on any computer as long as you sign in to your account I am really happy with it so far, its free and really easy to use.. and I like how you never have to save anything I have been so happy with it that I have started writing again.. I wasn't aware Microsoft word was keeping me from writing but it was.. something about it was slowing my computer down to the point where I never wanted to open it I definitely recommend google docs to any writers out there ++++++++++++++++++++++ people who don't ever hit you up aren't your friend i have had many people in my life where... if i didn't hit them up- we would never speak these people just are not your friend.. i believe some of these people have even deleted my number out of their phone after each time we spoke- because for whatever reason they wanted to make sure not to contact me and to be detached from me being a person who is kindof unassuming, i have always just been open and honest and approachable with people but it hasn't been reciprocated as much as i would have liked so these days i am more into reading the signs and just respecting myself enough not to bother with people who really don't care about me at the end of the day ++++++++++++++++++++++ I got a new laptop this prompted me to format my imac and get it back on factory settings I did, and now all that is on my imac is ableton this has worked out great so far.. all the problems with my imac have been fixed through the factory reset (thank the Lord) I thought about it and last time I formatted the drive was 2015.. I bought the imac in 2010.. so I guess every 5 years I format the drive ++++++++++++++++++++++ I don't know why I thought of this but since it came to mind I want to say it I had an old female friend.. I met her in 2000.. we didn't really keep in touch but we would cross paths here and there one day about 2 years ago I hit her up and just asked her if she had a boyfriend.. she said "no, but I have a sexual partner" I legit blocked her and deleted her out of my phone I want to talk about why I did this it wasn't because I liked her or anything like that.. I just hate that type of lifestyle.. I already hate fornication but one thing I dislike even more than that is when people are having sex regularly but saying they aren't in a relationship "i'm not in a relationship with them, I just do the most intimate thing possible with them on a regular basis" I HATE that stuff.. like.. I guess everyone has certain sins they hate and this is one that I truly hate for one I feel like I have liked many women over the years who have been in these entanglements.. and it has been a horrible thing to like someone who tells you they are single, but really they are in one of these situations.. it has been horrible trying to treat a woman well who is living like this.. nothing you do works.. here you are, mr. good guy wanting to take her out and show her a good time, and wondering why she does not reciprocate anything, and you're wondering why she doesn't even seem present- its because she had her back blown out the night before by some guy she claims she "isn't in a relationship with" women disgust me thinking that's not a lie.. you can't have sex with someone and then say "i'm single" to a guy who wants to take you out.. if you are having sex, you are not single so that's the first reason I blocked her- because it reminded me of the years of confusion and frustration I've had with women, only to find out later that it was all because they were being whores the second reason i blocked her was because i just plain lost all respect for her when she said that i just have zero respect for that type of behavior.. in her case, she is a single mother of two children.. what i mean by that is- having sex with guys out of wedlock is what led her to becoming a single mother.. so why do the exact same things that led you to such an existence? i don't know man, i just don't want to be around anyone who lives their life that way anyway.. i just wanted to get that off my chest in the past i used to think talking to women was somewhat of a privilege so i would keep them in my life to enjoy their company and their perspective.. but i don't think that way anymore these days i have standards for women, whether romantically, as friends, as family, or anything and so any woman who is out there living like some animal- i just don't want them around me and i guess you could say the same for men too but i already don't have a ton of male friends like that.. and when we speak we usually just talk abotu video games and music
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