i haven't been writing on here a ton for whatever reason
anyway.. i'm back i guess i'll say some random stuff i feel like i've "adulted" more than ever this year.. from buying a house, to buying a washer and dryer, to getting a lawn service, i even bought a bee-keeper suit thing just in case there was a nest at my front door there was actually a nest there already and i used the suit and it worked great some people seemed to think buying a bee suit was weird... they seemed to insinuate that it was unnecessary.. nah it wasn't unnecessary at all... if i didn't have it there's no way i would've been able to remove that huge nest +++++++++ one thing i've had to come to terms with in my life is that i can't have who i want as far as women are concerned there are women i find myself highly attracted to but i'm 37 and i've lived long enough to know that just because i like someone doesn't mean they will like me back or if i like her and she likes, me it doesn't mean she wants to follow the Lord in my opinion, giving up on your attraction is a serious slap in the face but also its seriously necessary we have to be mature about relationships.. we can't just be with people because they're attractive or convenient +++++++++ i want to try and get closer to God.. i keep thinking about how I can't hear Him and i want to fix that +++++++++ my ex g/f chrissy hit me up recently.. she emailed me and when i saw it i emailed her back from there she didn't say anything to me for over 2 weeks... she also didn't answer the questions i asked her in the message chrissy is a cool person but im kinda tired of people treating me like that i can't imagine hitting someone up, then when they hit me back, i just disappear for over 2 weeks i remember one time she pretended to not see an email i sent her for like 4 years... i sent it, she never responded, and when she finally reached out she was like "i'm just now seeing this email you sent" ...like i said, 4 years had passed smh +++++++++ i recently watched "a quiet place" 1 and 2 those were great.. i'd recommend them +++++++++ ummm what else i don't know.. i may have to come back and say more later peaCe
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