its past 11pm and its december 31, 2021
so it will be a new year in less than an hour this year for me has been... it hasn't been the best thing ever but it has been good i'll try to list a few ups and downs up: had a new job before i got fired from my old one.. so when they fired me i didn't care, and had a month where i didn't have to do any work while i waited for my new job's start date... also i'm very grateful to no longer have a phone job up: bought my friend josh a qanba arcade stick.. that's the most i ever spent on a gift for a friend.. i gave it to him out of love.. it wasn't for a birthday or anything like that.. it made me feel good to be able to do that down: i kinda had an ongoing lack of motivation this year up: i beat like 9 games this year up: i did those interviews for the upcoming documentary on narcissism up: i made progress on my book down: overall just being alone a lot.. if you follow my site then you know i've talked a lot this year about the forum i go to.. the reason i've been on the forum so much is because i'm pretty much alone without it.. and asia basically kicked me out of her life i think two times this year and it was kinda devastating because i kinda needed someone to talk to.... we are on decent terms now but i don't care about her as much anymore, because she kept throwing me in the trash.. i don't talk to her nearly as much anymore up: finally modded my ps classic and now i have a ridiculous amount of old school games.. literally thousands.. i have literally every snes and genesis game and then some.. and i can save on it too so its better than getting the original games.. very grateful to play stuff like mario 3 again.. i wasn't even 10 years old when i was playin that back in the day fun fact: i was in memphis from late december 2020 to august 2021 so i was in memphis the first 8 months of 2021.. what i liked about being there was A. the women are very pretty B. i was able to go to church.. what i didn't like about being there was A. i didn't feel comfortable B. didn't get to see my family C. i didn't see or get any job opportunities... sidenote: memphis was ranked most dangerous city in the nation this year up: paid my car off in march.. paid it off a year early fun fact: out of all the rappers who passed this year.. i think the one i liked the most was shock g up: i think i got better at using my arcade stick up: by the grace of God i've been able to buy whatever i want this year.. i've been eating really well.. if i want food i just buy it with no issues, i have no girlfriend so i don't have to buy two meals or anything.. its just very nice to be able to get whatever u want to eat without thinking about the cost, or even the drive to get there.. its a great blessing to not have to penny pinch at all.. i remember in the past getting paid and basically only having like $12 leftover for like two weeks after i pay for needs.. but by the grace of God lately i've had more than enough.. i haven't had to even look at my bank account and that is something i'm very grateful for down: i have no direction right now.. i have no real direction in my life.. right now i'm living in comfort, but i need to find out what my purpose is down: driving to and from memphis was horrible (3 hour drive) up: i got prinny 2.. just grateful i was able to get it.. it technically is only out physically on psp and switch but i was able to get it on psn and transfer it to pstv overall i'm very grateful that the Lord has kept us for another year i hope that this year i will be who the Lord wants me to be i hope to be hot.. not cold, and not lukewarm i hope everyone is doing well and that's 2021.. over and out
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