i've talked a lot about my terrible relationship with my ex
i want to just make it clear that i am healed from that trauma i don't hate her or anything like that.. i will admit that yes i did reach a toxic point where i was having a hard time letting everything go but i don't think i stayed in that place for long at first i was just venting a lot, it took time for me to get to a toxic place.. but once i got to the toxic place i realized i couldn't stay there u may ask how i got out of the toxic place.. to be honest it was actually really simple 1. created ways to protect myself from future bad relationships 2. removed reminders of the bad relationship 3. did things for intrinsic enjoyment all of these things helped to separate me from the negative feelings and they all just put distance between myself and the relationship i am now healed.. i still want to finish my book and everything.. but i am healed.. i don't want any harm to go to my ex i hope she is doing well, i understand i did wrong by being with her in the first place and i have to accept my part in things i also realize i put her good looks and appearance over her behavior which put me in a position to have bad experiences also, i know she had her own issues.. her dad seemed toxic and i think that affected her, among other things overall, i just wanted to speak on my healing because for one, i don't think i've touched on it before, and for two, maybe it can help someone else if u feel someone has wronged you or if you're disappointed that something didn't go the way you wanted it to go, please let it go.. pray, ask the Lord what u need to do to move forward.. and if any (non-toxic) ideas come to mind then go ahead and do what you're told you can get past the hurt and the pain.. i wish u the best because i know what it felt like when i was stuck in that toxic zone.. but i think if i got out then you can too may God bless lets GO!!!!!
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