i've been putting on weight its not very fun but stressors along with not working out tend to do that to u i guess what are the stressors? well applying to job after job and getting rejection after rejection also dealing with feeling out of place in memphis also just not really liking my current job not complaining, just informing ++++++++++++++ i cannot stand women who cry "rape" at the hands of someone they are A. in a sexual relationship with or B. married to if u think i am going to feel bad for u because u had sex one more time with someone and u weren't in the mood, you got another thing coming try being me and never having sex all in all- leave the word rape to REAL rape victims if you have regular sex with someone and/or are married to someone, u have no business telling anyone they raped you the concept of "marital rape" is ridiculous because in marriage your body is not your own anymore.. and that's not my opinion, that's in the Bible and if you're not married yet you are still having sex- you are basically practicing marriage with that person i don't want to hear not one more chick trying to tell people they were raped by someone they willingly banged 100 times smh ++++++++++++++ ok so i owe less than $1300 on my car if i get this $1400 the government is talking about sending then i'm officially done paying on this thing i looked at my payment history on my car today.. today was my first time ever doing this, and what i found was crazy i always knew they were taking money out of my payments for the financing or the interest or whatever they call it.. but i never knew it was as much as what they took some months they took out over a third of my payment i always knew they were taking some money but on some of those it was like i paid my regular $273 and they took out over $100 i do remember wondering at some point why it seemed like the amount i owed wasn't decreasing, but i didn't know they were doing me like this i will go on record and say i will never buy another car this way again from now on i believe what i will do is save money myself, and THEN buy a car you can save $15,000 and buy a $15,000 car or you can get it financed and buy a $15,000 car for $21,000 do i know all the ins and outs of all this stuff? no, but i know after looking at my payment history that a ton of money i paid did not go to the remaining balance of my car ++++++++++++++ i recently listened to the rapper russ's audiobook it was really good.. i might peep it again there was no fluff, straight and to the point.. also he genuinely has some wisdom in there i felt that he had some gems on deck props to the boy russ no cap ++++++++++++++ i haven't really heard anything from the Lord in a while i don't think i am hoping to hear a word or some instructions or something soon i feel like i moved here and since i've been here i've been fine but i'm just in my own bubble.. like i have no idea why i'm here i don't feel close to anyone at church.. everyone is cool but i don't have a connection with anyone i had a dream the other day and i was hoping it was from the Lord and that i would get some type of information but so far i don't have anything when i stood back and looked at the dream the only thing i thought was- "maybe i have allowed a wrong influence into my life" because in the dream a guy basically ruined my life but i won't get into the details of it but i really want dreams and things because i want to hear what the Lord has to say to me specifically ++++++++++++++ some girl came to my place like a year ago and she signed into her netflix account i've had netflix ever since i think my favorite things on there are this show called dirty money.. which is about rich people who got there via fraud and stuff i also like the parkers.. that show is madd funny ++++++++++++++ right now i'm listenin to the staind album "break the cycle" this is a good album takes me right back to like 2001 ++++++++++++++ work has been kinda lame lately but i felt like God had mercy on me because my internet went out 2 days in a row in other words, that was 2 days i didn't have to work, but i still got paid i was very grateful for that sometimes when u feel like you're at your wit's end the Lord helps u through i remember when i was about at that place at Brookdale a few years back and then one day they asked if i wanted to do a special program.. i said yes, not knowing what the program was well it was a program where i only had like 0 to 4 calls per day and they were all transfers i was doing this for months.. it was great.. just imagine going to work for months and not actually working.. that's what i was doing.. it was great to not be stressed and stuff anymore you never really know how the Lord may bless you ++++++++++++++ its funny to me that these days men are saying things i used to say things i said in 2015 on this site, that people said were too harsh and this and that, now every guy is saying these things men have gotten tired of women's crap
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