i started fasting again
so far i lost another 5 lbs so i lost 20 altogether what i've noticed is more maneuverability i also feel like my face looks better everything seems subtle right now though.. no one has said to me "you look like you're losing weight" im saying this with humility, but this fast im currently doing has not been very difficult.. for the most part, it hasn't felt like "i'm fasting" ..it has just felt like normal days anyway, did i ever explain what made me start fasting? i don't think i did so let me explain it if u follow my site u may remember me talking about a girl named asia this past summer asia was complaining about her weight.. she was i think like 337.. and she's 5'3 we got into an argument and didn't talk for a month, when we finally spoke again she said she lost 30lbs i didn't think much of it.. but over time she kept going next thing it was like 40, then 45, and basically the last number i heard was like 63 hearing her talk about losing weight everyday had an effect on me i was about 100lbs less than her.. i couldn't let someone 100lbs heavier than me lose 100lbs, then lose more weight and be smaller than me i couldn't let her pass me.. it wasn't jealousy, it was just a realization that if she's losing all this weight then i must not be dedicated, or im just flat out lazy so that's what pretty much got me to start fasting she is doing liquids and like eating one thing per day im just doing water she's 3 or 4 months in.. im like 2 or 3 weeks in i can't say how i would feel doing it- but mentally, i'm not against doing an 11 day fast, or a 14 day fast one thing i've learned is, once u start seeing results, its like a boost and i've barely seen results.. i mean.. like i said- no one has even told me i lost weight.. i guess u see it on the scale before u see it anywhere else anyway i started at 237, currently 217.. my goal weight is 209 that's not exactly where i want to stop.. but 209 is where i was back in like 2016.. so that's like going back to where i was like 5 yrs ago once i get to 209, of course hopefully i get to under 200 but for right now, im just focused on getting to my goal weight of 209
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