i was talking to a woman at my job and she said some things i want to talk about here
ok she talks about God and stuff and she says things sometimes that don't really make sense to me like she says she's learning and growing in God but then she turns around and says she realizes she shouldn't withhold sex from her boyfriend ok if you're growing in God shouldn't you be shying away from fornication? you're shying away from manipulation but not fornication another thing she said to me was she said she is very blessed, she said she feels like she is more blessed than most people then she went on to say she has to change one of her tires every month.. but she was saying since her car has never broke down on the highway she is blessed to me, its seems like being blessed would include not having to change a tire once a month.. not being in a car accident and being alive is cool and is a blessing on some level but being alive doesn't necessarily mean you are blessed.. you can be alive and cursed she also ended up having a toothache and ended up missing like 4 days of work over it.. and even after she got back to work, one day i offered her some of this huge cookie i bought and she wouldn't accept it because her tooth still hurt then she went on to tell me about her brothers and when she did this she was saying her brothers have kids and careers and money.. meanwhile this woman doesn't have these things.. she said she had a miscarriage.. her relationship with her boyfriend is going on 10 years long and it is fruitless as in no marriage and no children.. and when it comes to her relationship, it's long distance.. she currently lives with her parents so my point was that she doesn't seem blessed.. don't get me wrong, i understand she could be blessed but it doesn't really sound that way to me i'm not saying she can't be blessed one day or whatever but right now i wouldn't say her situation is that great so now you may be wondering what my point is.. my point is i feel that she is a bit delusional.. there is a chance she may have been given a delusional spirit in haggai the bible says the following: 5Now therefore thus saith the LORD of hosts; Consider your ways. 6Ye have sown much, and bring in little; ye eat, but ye have not enough; ye drink, but ye are not filled with drink; ye clothe you, but there is none warm; and he that earneth wages earneth wages to put it into a bag with holes. 7Thus saith the LORD of hosts; Consider your ways. 9Ye looked for much, and, lo it came to little; and when ye brought it home, I did blow upon it. Why? saith the LORD of hosts. Because of mine house that is waste, and ye run every man unto his own house. 10Therefore the heaven over you is stayed from dew, and the earth is stayed from her fruit. 11And I called for a drought upon the land, and upon the mountains, and upon the corn, and upon the new wine, and upon the oil, and upon that which the ground bringeth forth, and upon men, and upon cattle, and upon all the labour of the hands. ok so here's what i am trying to point out the Lord used hardship as a way to get peoples attention and get them to come to him and repent and do His will so my point is.. if you are a person who feels like they are blessed, when they actually aren't then wouldn't that indicate strong delusion? wouldn't that indicate a delusional spirit? because you are experiencing hardship but since you are viewing it as blessing, how can you really repent or change or ask God for mercy or ask God for favor? if you are being afflicted and you don't even notice it, then you are essentially lost here is more from haggai that explains the point i'm trying to make: 16Since those days were, when one came to an heap of twenty measures, there were but ten: when one came to the pressfat for to draw out fifty vessels out of the press, there were but twenty. 17I smote you with blasting and with mildew and with hail in all the labours of your hands; yet ye turned not to me, saith the LORD. 18Consider now from this day and upward, from the four and twentieth day of the ninth month, even from the day that the foundation of the LORD's temple was laid, consider it. 19Is the seed yet in the barn? yea, as yet the vine, and the fig tree, and the pomegranate, and the olive tree, hath not brought forth: from this day will I bless you. so in there you see that sometimes people are afflicted and it is meant to bring them to the Lord but in the yellow you see that sometimes people don't recognize this affliction and/or just don't come to the Lord and this is what i saw in that woman at work.. she had a lot of issues, changing a tire once a month, a miscarriage, a 9 year boyfriend girlfriend relationship, lack of success or accomplishment, toothache, not prospering like her siblings, living with parents, etc etc but since she doesn't see these things as being much of an issue its like she doesn't understand maybe the Lord is trying to get her to change her ways or grow (for example, maybe trying to get her to stop fornicating or stop having a stubborn, unsubmissive spirit) so i just wanted to point this out for anyone reading to see that we have to be sensitive to what is going on around us because it could be the Lord using our circumstances to speak to us the worst thing for us would be to be delusional about where we are.. and i feel that this female is a bit delusional .. i could be wrong but based on our conversations we've had, this is my assessment so again, to anyone reading this don't be that woman.. be aware of who u are and where you stand and where you need to grow and what your life is saying to you.. and put away sin and iniquity and you will likely be able to see clearer and this will help you to get in line with where the Lord wants you to be in your life lastly, i currently live with my parents and i'm single and not in a great job etc. so i'm not saying i'm better than her.. i'm just saying one of us sees the dysfunction and therefore the need to change and grow in the Lord and seek His favor, while the other one doesn't seem to see it u want to see dysfunction for what it is as opposed to accept it as normal
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