i feel like i have a lot to say but i have no idea what i want to say
i will just explain what is goin on right now i am tired of my job, i have been applying to other positions i have been looking at this scripture in the bible and they even brought it up in church yesterday "Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." what i'm saying is i'm trying to stand on this word by faith, i am hoping the Lord helps me to obtain success since i left my life to do what i believe He told me to do anyway.. outside of that i did play a little bit of persona 5 today.. i bought this game maybe like 2 or 3 years ago but i never beat it.. i am trying to play it in my spare time here and there one thing i would like to say is i do feel somewhat insane in a sense.. sometimes i feel like... foreign in life.. i never really feel comfortable around many people, i generally only feel comfortable around like one person.. maybe 2 tops one way i see this is when people put me on group texts, i always tell them to remove me from it.. i only want to text a person one on one i guess part of the reason i feel crazy is because people seem to think i should feel comfortable in situations where i'm not like the other day i was explaining why i don't like doing job interviews and someone was basically telling me how i need to get it together.. i can take some criticism but can you at least act like u understand why i would be uncomfortable? i've been watching the parkers a lot.. i have it paused on my tv right now.. this show is so good.. she really gets under professor ogilvee's skin lol i am grateful knock on wood i haven't really been spending tons of money.. i know what its like to want want want.. but by the grace of God lately i really find myself content as long as i have some snacks and an internet connection.. i haven't bought any clothing in about a year.. also didn't buy a ps5 the other day a woman in recruitment at my job basically told me i've been applying to too many jobs... she said i applied to so many jobs that when she pulled me up- it slowed down her computer.. she said it said i applied to 317 jobs she said i should reach out to people in departments directly instead.. whatever method will get me out of this job and into something that will allow me to buy a house is fine with me anyway.. i figure i have bored u enough for one night that song i posted at the top is my vibe at the moment its past 10pm on 1/31.. happy february in less that 2 hours
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