i think i will be moving in december
the reason for this is because i had a dream in may of this year and in the dream it basically consisted of me discovering my purpose from the teaching of a specific pastor since this pastor was specific, i decided i should probably move to go to that church at first i didn't understand why i had this dream in may when my lease was far from being up.. but i think the reason i had the dream in may was because the Lord wanted to give me time to pray about it and get my faith up and pray about the circumstances surrounding the move my flesh doesn't really want to move but i can't really argue with my own dreams +++++++++++++ one thing i have noticed lately is the enemy tends to try to take u backwards while the Lord tends to try to bring you forward this is just a general thing i have noticed +++++++++++++ i came up with a quote not too long ago.. here it is "actions speak louder than words, but looks speak louder than actions" the thought behind the quote is this: appearances are a big part of society whether or not you get a job is largely based on appearance whether or not you get a spouse is largely based on appearance whether or not people like you is largely based on appearance whether or not someone likes this quote does not make it any less true +++++++++++++ i did a youtube video not too long ago talking about how i was going to stop watching mgtow and red pill videos i am not sure if i ever completely stopped watching them, but i slowed down a lot and i noticed a big difference in myself i still agree with mgtow and red pill, but i noticed how toxic some of those videos can be i felt way better when i stopped watching them and again, i still agree with them.. what i mean is, i just felt way better not having constant flashbacks to all the horrible things women have done to me i would say an important aspect of healing is putting distance between yourself and the thing.. so that it just matters less and less but mgtow and red pill were keeping my trauma close by and make no mistake, dealing with an emotionally abusive woman is a traumatic experience +++++++++++++ believe it or not there are actually 2 things that make me feel like moving might be decent 1. there are more pretty aa women where i will be living.. and it will be nice having all that eye candy 2. i won't be living under anyone because my apartment will be on the 3rd floor.. i have grown tired of hearing people above me making a bunch of noise +++++++++++++ lately online i have been seeing a lot of women (mostly aa ones) questioning whether or not they should submit to their men i want to speak on this bro lol i don't care anymore i don't care what women do or don't do anymore if u guys look on my site, you will see me talking about women for years basically because i cared.. i don't care anymore if women want to be the man in the relationship, cool if women want to be the leader in their relationship, cool whatever women want to do- go right ahead i have been blessed to reach a place where i don't care anymore and the reason is because i have learned how to let go of women when i was in my last horrendous "relationship" i tried and tried to make it work while all she did was exploit my desire to keep us together i don't try to hold on to women anymore so with this comes a certain freedom.. since i don't feel like i need women for validation or anything anymore, i am able to let them go since i am able to let them go, i can easily send toxic unsubmissive women packing i just don't care anymore.. when women say they don't want to submit, all they're basically saying is they want to be single mothers if that's what they want for their lives- cool i am tired of women who don't want to be who they are supposed to be and i am tired of women who don't want to do what they are supposed to do i just no longer care.. just like cardi b said "i don't cook, i don't clean/ but i still got this ring/" she is saying she takes pride in not living her gender roles this is what women are today.. they are happy to be the opposite of who they should be and that's fine with me go right ahead and keep doing what you're doing keep entertaining these jailbird "tough guys" you like keep having your friends with benefits relationships keep saying how independent you are keep doing each and every stupid thing u want to do +++++++++++++ anyway.. that's it for now holla back
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