when i explain this, it may sound crazy but follow me here
devon bought me a book a few years back called blessing or curse you can choose by derek prince in the book he explains how and why people are cursed and blessed from a biblical standpoint i read the book and it was great.. he brought up some great points the reason i just told you that is because i want you to understand that what i'm about to tell you is explained in that book what i want to tell you is that i believe my parents cursed me recently basically my dad asked for a favor and i said no and this offended both of my parents.. later on i called my dad and said i would do the favor but i was quickly able to discern that they had been talking about me like a dog because i said no earlier i haven't read the book in a while but the thing about it is it explains that there are certain authorities in the world and God has placed them there.. court judges, school teachers, and parents to name a few well these authorities have the ability to bless or curse on some level one thing he talks about in the book is how cursing someone doesn't really have to be like a legitimate curse or even a curse word.. it can just be negative banter well basically i made my parents upset, i noticed my life got pretty odd here are some of the things that happened --they gave us a really long and mind-numbing task to do at work.. it was extremely tedious and boring to the point where i actually had to pray against anger.. i'm talking about worse than the tps reports from office space.. it was just an extremely long and boring task --these annoying gnats kept coming into my apartment.. but it didn't seem normal because for one, they seemed to only bother me when i sat in front of my imac.. so what this meant was i couldn't really get anything done.. i wanted to look for jobs or write or do something productive but everytime i would try, one of these gnats would get in front of my face.. it got so bad that i ended up just saying forget it and leaving the house.. i endured a whole weekend and a few weekdays of this the second aspect that made these gnats weird was that it seemed like there was always only one.. one day i remember i had killed like 5 or 6 of them but each time i killed one there was another one.. so it was like "yes, i killed it! now i can get some work done!" and 30 seconds later there was another one it just began seeming like it was unnatural --my check engine light came on in my car.. my car is still pretty new.. i had no idea what was going on with my car.. i scheduled an appointment at the dealership and everything, but i was definitely dreading paying the amounts i knew i would owe for maintenance those were some of the things that occurred anyway, back to me saying no to my dad... after i realized how offended my parents were, i prayed that God would forgive me for offending my parents or something like that.. even though i hadn't made the connection between them and my issues, and even though i didn't say no to hurt them, i just asked God to forgive me because i could tell they were offended, and i think He did forgive me ... and i feel the proof is in the fact that He removed my affliction, which i will explain now.. so while all of this was going on, at one point my dad called me and in our conversation i was telling him i was getting stressed over some things.. one of which is the fact that i've still been trying to find a job and it has gotten a bit discouraging so after i told him about how upset i was, i later went to sleep and when i woke up the next day things were better i noticed i was able to be at my computer without the gnats, and my check engine light literally went off by itself.. i also eventually finished all of that stupid task at work i thought about it a little and i was reminded of that book i believe what happened was, i made my parents upset and their disappointment in me resulted in negative banter about me now there are two diff ways to look at how the negative banter works 1. words + sentiment + authority = energy aimed at me that become tangible circumstances 2. positive words give angels power/permission to carry out tasks for a person.... and negative words give demons power/permission to carry out tasks against a person either way you look at the how of it, i think their anger and disappointment became words and those words brought pain into my life but i think when i told my dad how bad i was doing, he was moved to pray for me.. and so i believe his prayers canceled out the curse i received and brought me back to a place of normalcy this idea is found in the bible also.. there were some times where an offended party prayed for the offending party and God lifted the offending party out of affliction speaking of the bible.. the concept of getting blessed or cursed by ones' father is in there as well, especially with the story of jacob and esau i hope i said this in a way that was understandable moral of the story is try to be on your parents' good side because they are a God-given authority in your life and if they speak about you (positive or negative) it can impact you in unexpected ways my recommendation is if you're not at peace with your parents then try to patch it up i hope this wasn't too far-fetched for anyone look in your own life.. do u know anyone who has a terrible relationship with their parents? do you know anyone who has a great relationship with their parents? which one of these people prospers the most in life? just a thought anyway, have a good day
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