i bought a cheap desk
i am hoping to take it back to the store.. but just use it for the time it takes to order another desk anyway.. for anyone wondering, i definitely dig my new apartment its brand new.. no one has lived here prior to me i am glad the Lord allowed me to get back on my feet.. living with my family was pretty humiliating one funny thing is i've seen some people be kindof envious of me.. but they may not understand the things i've been through.. they don't understand the ups and the downs, they just see me moving into this apartment, no kids, nice clothes on, hair cut, etc but they don't know about all the things i've been through.. i'd say my last year and a half to two years have been straight nuts its october 2019 i'm on my 4th job since october 2018 i've just been through soooo much.. i moved like 5 times in the past year or so i also have had issues with my family because of course they didn't want me living there i mean.. my life has just been insane even recently i've had some issues with my lower back and having pain to where i've barely been able to get my clothes on as of right now though i feel very blessed i am very thankful to have this job and this apartment and it feels great to have all of my things in one place again it has been mind boggling getting my things out of storage after a year its nearly unbelievable seeing all my things again and having so much.. having trash bags and socks and batteries and doubling my wardrobe etc etc.. it feels good having all my things again.. when i got all my stuff i was like wow because i still have cleaning products and contact solution and many supplies its also nice having access to my ps3 again.. because i only had my ps4 when i was staying with family.. and i have all my dvds and games on deck i am very thankful to be where i am in my life.. and i'm happy to be single because i know how painful it can be being with a woman who doesn't appreciate you anyway... i'm happy to be back in a place where i can hear myself think again.. so hopefully i will be writing in here more but anyway peaCe for now
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