i've had a ton going on.. i don't even know where to start
maybe i'll talk about all this stuff i've been doin later as for right now i guess i'll try to talk about God i haven't been able to hear God at all but recently i think He told me to pray twice per day i'm not one of those people who says "God told me this, or God told me that" but in this case i say it was God because we apparently only hear 3 voices.. God, the enemy, and ourselves... i know it wasn't satan, and i don't think it was me but it wasn't a "voice" or anything it was just basically an idea that came, and it didn't go away... sometimes when u get a thought that doesn't go away, that's God talking to you so yeah i'm trying to pray twice per day.. i really want a relationship with Jesus.. i just haven't been able to hear the Lord at all.. no dreams or anything really the issue i have is that without hearing from the Lord i basically live a life without any purpose and that is something that eats away at me i'm thinking about going to see mark hemans before the end of this year.. if u don't know who he is, look him up on youtube.. he basically helps to heal and deliver people through God's power i don't know anyone who will go with me so i suppose i will try to go by myself ++++++++++ outside of my attempts to hear from the Lord, i started a new playthrough on metal gear solid 4: guns of the patriots it feels so good to come back to this game.. i first played it back in 2009.. its a classic ++++++++++ a lot has been goin on with the house.. i don't want to talk about it right now because its been so much.. i think one day i will try to give a full breakdown ++++++++++ today i think is the first day i will use the washer and dryer i bought i got a haircut today i copped some hot pockets right now i'm sittin on the couch last night felt like one of my lowest points (will try to explain later) anyway.. take it easy i'm out for now
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