as of right now, i think my purpose in life is to help uplift others and be a bright spot for other people
i tend to care about other people .. i haven't always acted that way, but i feel like i'm coming more into my identity lately when i went to the funeral my homie trevor was talking to me about his music.. i was listening to him and asking him about it because i noticed his high level of passion for it.. on the way back i listened to some of his mixes and i was giving him some of my thoughts he text me and said "thank you for giving a f*** about the music" it kinda hit me like.. dang does no one else take time to show interest? lately i feel like things like these are my calling in life.. to help people to know they are important and to check on people and to help speak life into people one thing that bothered me about the funeral was i kept thinking i wish i could've helped.. i wish there was something i could've done to help pull my friend out of his situation the fact that that is what i was thinking has somewhat helped me to realize that i should try to help people in my everyday life because that is what i feel passionate about deep down.. its not something i've ever really thought about.. but just recently i've been thinking about it.. it feels like it is some type of hidden or dormant ability i never knew about even at church i feel like my primary role is to be a support system.. my primary way of supporting is financially.. that is my ministry i feel lik overall my purpose in life is to lighten peoples' loads, brighten peoples' days, and uplift people and help them to know they are important and that they matter and that they are cared for also it is my purpose to back people up, lighten loads, lighten moods, and support people i will give an example of one day when i lightened a mood one day all our family was gathered for thanksgiving and we were all taking turns speaking about someone we were thankful for when my cousin went, she ended up saying something about her mom and when she said it i noticed her eyes started to water because her mom passed.. so the mood could've went south next up was my turn.. when it came to me i said i was thankful for my niece even though she asked me ridiculous questions like how to spell "cd" everyone busted out laughing and that potentially sad moment passed in my heart, lately i feel like its my duty to be there for people in a personal way.. i may not say anything to anyone in a crowd.. but when u and i get on the elevator and we're alone, just u and i.. i'm going to ask you how you're doing and i'm going to try to make u understand that i really want to know the answer to that question i remember one time when i was a teenager this guy was dissing himself really bad because he had acne.. i was like no man, you're cool.. don't worry about it bro.. i don't remember everything i said and i'm not going to try and make anything up.. all i remember is this guy's whole mood changed when i was done talking to him and everytime i saw him he would greet me with a big smile like i said all this stuff is coming to me recently.. this isn't stuff i ever really thought about before.. but lately its kinda just becoming apparent to me what i'm here for as it pertains to people around me i help to offer a level of stability that wasn't there before.. emotional, financial, really whatever is needed anyway.. these are just my current thoughts have a good evening peeps
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