just want to get this off my chest this is one thing i don't like about some people online some people you come across online come into a certain type of knowledge but they never tell you how they arrived at the knowledge someone might have a channel about narcissism but they will never explain their personal relationship they had with a narcissist or someone might have a channel on overcoming alcoholism but they will never explain when they became an alcoholic people like this irritate me i feel like it's pride u have 100 failures that lead you to success and understanding but as soon as you cross over you never look back you never look back and say "i did this and it was terrible" or "i messed up back when i..." or "my mindset used to be.." they're like parents who tell their kids what to do and what not to do but they never sit their child down and say "look, when i was your age i did drugs and i let all of my family down and ended up in rehab and i had to rebuild my life" they never say "i know you want to have sex but when i was your age i was promiscuous and now i get cold sores on my mouth that are extremely embarassing" these people are like super annoying to me.. don't just teach, tell your story.. don't just become an expert on something and never tell anyone the how or the why behind your expertise i can think of at least 3 diff peeps online off the top of my head who are pseudo experts on interpersonal issues who don't ever explain their story or background they just want to be the expert but they don't want to acknowledge that they were once the student i find these people to be disingenuous they're like the women who get work done on their bodies and when people ask them how they got such a nice body they say diet and exercise.. not acknowledging the truth of the matter i tell peeps i flunked college 3 times and tell them i was the least likely person to get a master's degree.. i just tell peeps flat-out but anyway.. i just wanted to get that off my chest you shouldn't have 70 videos on a subject without at least one of them being a look at who you are and your background experience with said subject i have asked some people who fit this description to actually say something about their background and what i've found each time is that they just give baseless excuses as to why they can't- case in point no one told you to defame your ex.. i want to know where YOU are coming from in your videos.. what situation(s) led you to start creating the material that you choose to create?
where in my request did i ask for his ex's name or social security number? also does his ex even know if he has a youtube channel? this is what i mean when i say their excuses are baseless i would consider this to be pride you want to talk and talk and tell people how to think but you don't want to share what you've been through and how you came to these conclusions i find it to be disingenuous i just want to get this off my chest i hate these guys online who try to trap men who are "online predators" of teen girls my problem with what they are doing is they are tempting men and then taking them to prison for literal victimless crimes when i say victimless what i mean is the teen girl doesn't even exist it would be one thing if they caught a man in the act, but they aren't doing that- they are setting the men up, its entrapment it reminds me of that show "bait car" that used to be on tv where they'd drive a nice car into the hood where there's obvious poverty and they'd leave the keys in it.. and then when someone took the car they'd automatically lock the doors and slow the car down and haul them off to jail james1:13 "Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man" if God doesn't tempt people then why are we doing it? we know these men get no attention from women, we know teen girls are very attractive, we know men want virginity if they can get it.... so why do we pretend like we are surprised when a man shows up to meet a 15yr old? i believe the age where we are technically ready for sex is when pubic hair arrives, so when they act like they are appalled that a man wants to bang a girl 14-17, its just not realistic.. especially with how these girls develop today.. that girl danielle bregoli (bhad babie) is like 15 and if u ask me she is straight up fine.. i mean it is what it is i don't even have sex because i believe sex is for marriage, so i have no dog in the "fight" here.. but i just feel it is absurd that- according to these entrapment shows, you are a pedophile for finding this girl to be sexually attractive.. i just disagree with that... if you put a girl who looks like this in front of any guy, he is going to want to come see her.. this is just natural... so why set these men up with this and ruin their lives?
the other thing i hate about these shows where they "expose" these men is the fact that they only bust men ever since "to catch a predator" there have been multiple shows like that online by different people (where they bust men who try to meet teen girls) but i have NEVER ONCE seen them bust a female this is ridiculous to me.. many women cheat on their husbands with students in middle school and high school.. i used to go on a forum called boxden and they used to show those news articles ALL THE TIME... so why do they never bust women who have sex with youth 14-17? i'm sure most women have seen a built teen male before and done a double take or two at least.. i mean keep it 100 i even remember when i was in high school there was a teacher who treated some students like they were students but she treated football team students like friends i used to always look at them and think the were so buddy buddy, like they would be behind her desk or sitting on her desk the entire class period, and they would be cracking what seemed to be inside jokes.. and i just never really understood it but looking back.. i wouldn't be surprised if she was just a lusty/flirty teacher who liked football players i just can't cosign these shows that tempt men and then completely ruin their lives when they take the bait i also can't get down with the fact that they only do this to men.. how about u set some women up and ruin their lives too? when they take the bait then embarass them in front of everyone, hang them in the court of public opinion, and have them thrown in prison one of these online guys who has a show where he sets up predators allegedly does it because he had sex with one of his mother's friends at age 11 and he says it scarred him well then why doesn't he ever bust any women? like i said earlier i don't agree with entrapment, but if you're going to do it- let's see some real equal opportunity justice for once i know your kids are a huge part of your life and everything but i feel like people in our society worship their kids
take care of them and make sure they're good but don't treat them like they are some type of deity here is a youtube video based on one of my comments i left on a video the comment he reads here was mine.. he legit made this video the same day i left the comment inadvertently, this is more confirmation that my ex cheated on me as well.. since he said it was likely that she was doing that based on my comment its also more confirmation that she was straight demonic lol btw here's the comment in written form: the main problem i've had with stuff like this in the past is: if i didn't fix whatever problem she concocted then we wouldn't speak, because she would just give me the silent treatment.. but when i would come to her to fix the issue she would consider that to be weakness on my part.. so it was like she was using my love and care against me... so i don't know that i can cosign staying with a woman like this.. the bottom line is they're not submissive and they have no humility.. i get what ur saying about "stand your ground and she will come back around" but my thing is.. DO YOU WANT HER BACK? how long until she pulls another stunt? she doesn't have a submissive heart so why even contend with her ? i've dealt with it enough to understand its a trap and a cycle.. to me, her games aren't a sign for me to act more alpha or whatever.. to me her games are a sign that she is worthless ok the comment is over but i want to clear something up.. when i said "stuff like this" what i was referring to was women who only submit when you act a certain way.. for some they want you to choke them, for some they want you to cuss them out, for some they want to bring u into an argument, for some they want to provoke you and have you act unbothered, for some they want you to "put them in their place" etc the problem with this like i said was "how long until she pulls another stunt?" and when she does- her requirement of an emotional response will likely be worse than the first time... maybe at first she just wants you to raise your voice.. but who is to say that next time she won't want you to manhandle her? they are bringing you down to their level.. they want u to act like an ex-con before they respect you.. that's not a good woman i've said before that we want to please women so bad that we try to live up to whatever character they want us to play but that needs to just end to me "ending it" doesn't mean passing all of her tests... ending it means cutting her out of your life once you see the unnecessary tests.. at the very least she's telling you she doesn't trust you and at most she's a rebellious, manipulative, liar, and a cheater (because all of those essentially go together) women don't want a man who only loves them sometimes, so you also don't want a woman who only respects you sometimes.. so don't even bother.. either she does her part fully or she is worthless so should a man only love when its convenient? should he revoke his love on whim? or should he love her as Christ loved the church? should women only submit when their man acts like 2pac? or should she submit to her husband AS UNTO THE LORD IN ALL THINGS? this was the root of my comment all of that "act masculine" "act alpha" crap is borderline pua (pick up artist) talk.. imo u can avoid all of that and just drop her and A. be alone or B. find a woman who actually legitimately respects you, your words, and your actions.. without you having to yell, or turn up, or shake her, and even without having to ignore 30 minutes of her nagging and complaining to pass her test of seeing if she can throw you off or not... if she's testing you at all she's showing you who she is.. look at samson and delilah for further reference done. i figured i'd post this because he said some interesting things.. peep if u wish this guy named kingee mgtow did a video called "mgtow, time to do romantic love" on youtube i just want to say something he said on there that i think was profound he said romantic love is a logic killer, and he said romantic love is against man because it turns the concept of surrender into a virtue THAT WAS SO TRUE romantic love turns a man's surrender into a virtue.. the only way to be "good" to a woman is to bow to her under the modern day concepts of romantic love i mean to marry a woman (according to american society) you have to sacrifice 3 months of paychecks and get down on one knee.. you give up your money which is in some ways synonymous with your power and substance and not only that but you have to physically contort yourself into a position of submission to her for her to accept your offer to love and protect her? as of today, if i ever get married i REFUSE to get down on one knee also i will re-evaluate all of the other romantic oppressions disguised as "proper" customs let me say it one more time.. the concept of romantic love is a logic killer, and it turns a man's surrender to the female into a virtue SOOOO much truth in that.. WOW! here's the video if interested this is nearly unbelievable.. they literally look like different people, wow i guess we are made up of our beliefs and if you are a feminist you are reprobate... and it shows i said on a previous entry that i wanted to buy the duckman complete series on dvd..
i got it tonight! skip if you want, this is not important.... i just wanted to explain my stint with social media and why i recently got on it
i started looking for jobs and people said i needed to go on social media because jobs would look for me on there to try and get some type of feel for who i am i actually even had a woman tell me she didn't hire me because i wasn't on social media so i just decided to comply with these notions and got on social media but i just don't like it something about it doesn't mix well with me.. i don't like how un-intimate it is.. there's just a lot going on and its just not really something i like i ended up getting on instagram, linkedin, facebook, and twitter i deleted the instagram the quickest because there are too many good looking models on there.. there were so many big booties, i just had to delete that thing because i found myself just thumbing through pictures of bbws whenever i opened it then i deleted the facebook today.. some guy hit me up asking me what i talk about with some girl who added me i didn't even know this girl, she just added me out of the blue.. he was like "we've been together for two years i'm just asking you man to man because i want to see if she's being faithful" i was like i don't know her, i think she added me whenever she saw me on so and so's friend list.. but i said if you feel like u need to ask me this stuff then she's not a good woman, and i told him i was speaking from experience he said "thanks i needed to hear that" and kept it movin but anyway.. that's not why i deleted it.. i just think the thought of facebook is a bit much.. having all of these people able to contact me at any moment for any minute thing.. wow, i'll pass so now i just have the linkedin and the twitter.. twitter is crap but it hasn't been annoying as for linkedin, i feel like i've found some good in it so i have no complaints about that anyway.. i just wanted to explain this.. i was literally only on facebook and twitter for like less than a month so anyway, u guys take it easy |
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