i've been known to get weak once in a while and put my pictures back on plenty of fish.. and i did it this past weekend
i only wanted to talk to one girl who had a decent profile and a nice figure but while i was on there i decided to message a few more girls the one i wanted to talk to looked at my profile and didn't speak to me however one of the other girls spoke to me and then i thought.. ok i'm bored so let me see what happens if i give her my phone number i gave it to her and she called me and i was surprised (keep in mind i really know i shouldn't be on plenty of fish.. i was just bored and decided to roll the dice for some reason) so we talked on the phone and she seemed cool but as we kept speaking she started to throw me off a bit because we ended up talking about std's and she seemed to know a lot about the subject to any men reading this.. steer clear of any woman who knows a lot about stds she might say something like "i only know this because i have a friend who...." that's probably not her friend, its her so anyway i started getting suspicious because she just knew too much about the subject.. but as she kept speaking she seemed to enjoy getting things off her chest so she eventually got to a point where she told me she has syphilis i guess i didn't know how bad syphilis can be because she was telling me she had like some sort of rashes or something and her white blood cell count was high and she was telling me she could possibly go blind or die from it apparently the thing with it is you have to catch it within the earlier stages in order to extinguish it, some people apparently don't catch it in time anyway, what this did to me was it reinforced to me that i shouldn't be on plenty of fish and it also reinforced to me that there is nothing out there but unfaithful people and stds people are cheating on one another, people are getting stds, people are wasting time and energy on useless "relationships" that are meaningless... they're just sex and netflix people have these fake relationships that have everything except commitment and they are ending up with broken hearts, abortions, and stds this girl was telling me for some reason she felt free to tell me her situation and you could tell she wanted to hold back but another part of her wanted to get it off her chest.. she said she felt better once she told me everything i asked her if that was why she and her boyfriend broke up.. (because he cheated on her and gave her syphilis).. she said she had her people beat him up within an inch of his life so of course there was no going back after that this is the kind of drama that is out there in the world.. just a lot of crap and nonsense.. they make it look fun on the music videos and the tv shows but how often do they show the tears people cry in secret? she said that was the worst thing that happened to her and she said she felt "tainted" when she found out she had that std in my mind i was thinking.. just being out there having sex outside of marriage on its own taints you, even without an std.. but i guess no one has taught her that anyway.. once we were done talking i blocked her on my phone and removed my pictures from plenty of fish again... i wasn't mad at her, i mean i commend her for being open and honest with me.. but 1. she has syphilis 2. if i made her upset, who's to say she wouldn't have me beaten up the same way she had her ex b/f beaten up? anyway this is just a reminder to anyone reading.. there's nothing out there but crap don't bother with talking to anyone unless you feel like God sent them into your life.. because there is a lot of crap out here when it comes to the dating pool
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