today they said magoo passed i was always listening to timabaland and magoo's first album on the bus on the way to school back in the late 90s magoo was always a bright spot.. very cool, funny, unique voice, fun verses his verse on beep me 911 was crazy.. also his verse on drop with fatman scoop went nuts i was always a fan of the super friends the super friends were missy, timbaland, aaliyah, ginuwine, and magoo i liked magoo for real.. to the point where i literally found an interview of him about maybe a year ago or so, and i shared it with my sister in the interview he was saying he didn't like stardom because when he saw that people were treating him better than their own family, he couldn't really deal with it... what i got from the interview is he was very genuine and real and didn't want to deviate from that to exist in a world he saw as fake or hollow i respect that.. anyway.. just wanted to speak some positive words on magoo.. he was a great staple in hip hop of the late 90s and early 2000s i always wanted him to come back to the game, but i'm glad he focused on what made him happy
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i thought about my post on my 20s and i thought about what i would say to myself if i could go back
or what i would say to someone in their 20s who is struggling these might sound hollow at first but trust me, they're not here are the things i would recommend pray, have faith, be grateful those 3 things in large amounts, every day will steamroll your problems in your 20s praying will help u to have favor with the Lord, it will help develop your relationship with the Lord, it will give u serious power at times, and it will give you help faith will help u to see past obstacles.. where someone else stops, you go.. because u have faith and they don't gratitude will get u through tougher times.. with gratitude u will be able to make it through what comes and u will come out on the other side, not at all looking like what you've been through.. gratitude blows away the stench of life like no other thing.. also it generally helps to make people and the Lord open to give you more if u think these things are hollow, i challenge u to imagine what a person's life would be like without those 3 things i challenge u to think of a life without those 3 things on your own.. think of what it would be like in your own head i will say this much.. a life without gratitude will leave you with nothing anyway.. good luck, peeps im currently 38
i want to talk about my 20s my 20s were brutal i don't think i was ready to be an adult i went to college at 17.. by 20, i dropped out my girl married some other guy that same year which threw me into a depression went to audio engineering school at like 21.. dropped out of that worked at a video rental store, then at an electronics store.. then at a background check company at 23 i went back to the first college i went to, to try and finish.. dropped out again did nothing for a while.. got a job, some months later i got laid off.. told my friend i was getting laid off.. he said "what are u gnna do?" offhand i said "i think i'll go back to college" he said "u better hurry up because there's not much time left" i remember i wanted to respond with something mean spirited (because in that moment, what he said felt negative) but i let the moment pass and just took his advice instead.. he was right so there i was.. 24 and finally going back to college and trying to take it seriously graduated at 28 did medical transcription for a bit.. then later got a job with a senior living company working the phones.. at this point i was 29.. moved out and got my own place turned 30 got a master's degree at age 32.. which kinda felt like i finally "caught up" and made up for the time i wasted in my 20s anyway.. i just wanted to speak on my 20s.. it was a very hard decade for me.. i really struggled a lot i feel like my 20s was a long hard ridiculous and painful road.. and so i feel like i could give advice to anyone in their 20s it was a real struggle for me but the Lord made a way i've left a lot out... but man my 20s were a really rough time some of the lowest points were when i was in my early 20s doing nothing i remember i bought a landline phone one day and i never used the phone... it was really depressing.. what i mean when i say i never used it is- i never had anyone to talk to losing my g/f was another really brutal thing.. i remember there was a period of 2 months where i couldn't even eat.. all i could take was sweet tea and white cheddar popcorn.. i was totally a zombie.. i would've done anything to get her back.. i don't know if i can even really put it into words how bad it was a time i look on fondly today is when i finally kinda got my life back together and went back to school at age 24.. getting my life back on track was a great feeling another thing i was grateful for was i had counseling when i was like 26.. and that helped a lot i had some serious mental problems but the counseling helped a lot anyway.. this felt like a ramble.. if ur in ur 20s u probably haven't messed up as much as i did, so pat yourself on the back!!!! cheer up!!! this song "i-phantom" has to be one of my favorite songs of all time for like 15 yrs my fave song of all time has been michael jackson's "wanna be startin somethin" but i was just reminded of this song (i used to be huge into def jux) yesterday.. and this has to be up there too this brings something out of me.. ive been sittin here listenin to this with tears in my eyes beat = el-p lyrics = mr. lif
lizzo is crazy but she looks good
i ran across this and had to post it.. poongko be wilin' bahahaha daigo got cucked that day, dang lol.. but daigo is still goat status no matter what recap of the games i've played this year:
ghost of tsushima resident evil 3 remake resident evil 4 original street fighter 6 and now i've just finished red dead redemption 2 ok so my review of red dead redemption 2 is basically...... its the most technically advanced and meticulous game i've ever played.. a triple A in the true sense the only issue i had with the game was the weapons were boring which made the combat boring i know there are more weapons than what i had.. so i can't fully blame the game.. but i didn't feel like going and finding where i can get better weapons, and then figuring out how to get them going.. like i saw online that there were exploding arrows.. i didn't feel like figuring out how to get those and get them working if i play the game again i think i will actually try it.. but when i was playing it, all i was trying to do was get through the game because it felt like it was dragging on do i think the game is great? yes, but there were still some issues in my opinion.. like there was still some feminism in the game... with john marston's wife talking down to him all the time, and sadie adler basically having no feminine traits the best aspect of the game was the unreal attention to detail.. there are SOOOOO many lines of dialogue, the world is huge and has so much going on in it.. u can walk through the forest and stumble across a person in a life or death situation the game also has a number of laugh out loud moments.. one moment i found funny was when this guy was on the ground dying and he asked for help so i handed him a health drink and he slapped it out of my hand and said "what good is that gnna do me when i'm bleeding out?" then he died LOL another funny part was when uncle told john marston his new house was trash and he wouldn't even let his worst enemy take a sh** in it LOL one of the craziest moments i ever experienced in a game was in this game... some guy asked my character if he wanted to make some money and i chose yes.. so the guy was like "ok step over here" and when i did, some other guy came behind my character and bashed him over the head with a bottle.. when my character woke up, he had been robbed... i never felt so violated before in a game.. it was kinda like traumatizing i don't really remember when i bought the game... all i know is i bought it quite a while ago and i didn't start really playing it until this year.. the reason is because i started the game 2 or 3 times and each time i deleted it.. i kept deleting the game because it was so boring and slow that's one of the main things about this game.. it starts very slow, and the entire first chapter is boring.. also things in the game are just slower i think to depict the slower speed of country life but at times it was overwhelming.. the game was good.. if i gave it a score i'd probably give it an 8 i can understand people giving it a 10.. but my personal preference is for something faster.. i didn't like pressing x 10 billion times to ride the horse.. i didn't care about riding the horse really and i would've preferred an autopilot type thing where i don't have to press anything at all... the game literally reminded me of windwaker at times and if u played that, u know riding that sailboat was ridiculous.. i remember literally making sandwiches waiting for link to sail to the destination the best actor in the game was dutch the second best probably would be arthur the 3rd would probably be john marston the best character imo was arthur the worst characters would be sadie adler and abigail... i wanted them to die anyway... cool game.. huge game.. i recommend it if u ever want to escape life for about 2 months anyway.. im out for now peaCe i don't know what yall want me to say anymore.. these women are just exposing themselves i remember around the time i hit 30 i realized i spent my whole 20s thinking i wasn't good enough for women or that i was doing something wrong.. but the whole time, it was them women are largely trash these days.. its not a diss or anything, its just the truth around the time i hit 30 i realized i wasn't the problem, it was always the women.. they aren't serious about relationships, they lie all the time, they make horrible decisions, they like bad boys instead of good men, they don't listen to their fathers, uncles, or brothers, they are promiscuous, they're full of pride because of their degrees and their jobs, when u try to tell them something to help them they argue u down as if you're their enemy, they are bent on wasting their youth, i mean the list goes on and on i don't even feel like i need to say anything anymore, everything i tried to tell people for years, has exploded over the past few years... i was on this site talking about how horrendous women have become years ago and now we see that this information has gotten to everyone
men are getting passports and leaving or just plain giving up lol.. there's not much for me to say anymore.. i just sit back and watch i was reading over some older entries and i ran across an entry i did on juelz santana and kimbella i predicted they would split within 2 years and i was correct here is the link to that original post juelz and kimbella prediction - the varsity shoegazer (weebly.com) i posted that 4.23.21 i said they would split within 2 years i did one search and it says they split in 2022 so i guess i was right.. how was i able to predict their breakup? go back to that original post and read if interested wats up just thought i'd slide through and say hello ++++++++++++++++++++ im no longer on facebook but when i was on there i met a pretty girl and i facetimed with her a few times she was cool but she kinda turned me off at some point because she started saying whoever she ends up marrying will just have to deal with the fact that she has a close relationship with her first love for anyone wondering, yes they had a sexual relationship, and she confirmed that he wanted to marry her at one point that turned me off.. i don't mind a woman having male friends.. that has never bothered me.. but i don't like the idea of them having male friends whom they've had a sexual relationship with if that's what u want to do as a woman, fine.. but i won't be tolerating it as your boyfriend or husband so i kinda fell back and stopped talking to her after that she's really pretty tho chubby and cute ++++++++++++++++++++ i put up more blinds at the house recently.. here are some pictures i was kinda proud of myself because i had to measure the windows myself, then order the blinds from online, then i had to put them up one is a bedroom, and the other is the back door (just open and shut) ++++++++++++++++++++ i've been enjoyin street fighter 6.. i've been playing it with the controller, and with an arcade stick the game has been out for about a month and i'm at about 8,100 points or so... which i believe is a 4-star silver rank my favorite character design in the game is kimberly.. my favorite character to play is of course zangief ++++++++++++++++++++ why does janelle monae look like a bellhop even when she's naked? she wore those tuxedos and looked like a bellhop, now she's naked and looks like a bellhop ++++++++++++++++++++ |
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