i want to give my ps5 thoughts
the first question is do i want a ps5? the answer is yes however i don't really want it now.. i may wait for a redesign or for a model with more memory currently i'm still enjoying ps4.. and ps5 doesn't have many games right now the next question is why do i want a ps5? primarily for the boosted frame rate and the decreased loading time i've heard some people say those reasons aren't enough to buy a ps5.. i disagree.. those are great reasons in my opinion.. once you understand and experience 60fps, you don't really want to go back to 30 and when it comes to the decreased loading... you have to understand i have wanted loading to decrease or go away since the sega saturn and ps1 so for the ps5 to have little to no loading time for me is a big deal.. i've seen the loading on that miles morales game and it was literally like 2 seconds which is amazing as for games.. i'm not really looking forward to any games in particular i would like a really good brand new street fighter, but there's no word on something like that right now i'd really just be ok using the ps5 for ps4 games right now anyway.. i just wanted to give my thoughts on the ps5 if i get a ps5 i might need to get a better tv because my tv is 4k but it doesn't have hdr capability as for the look of the system.. i like how the design is so different.. but i do think the system is huge.. if they do a redesign i would like for it to be smaller.. i do still want the white/black motif though anyway.. those are my thoughts.. if anyone wants to buy me a ps5 feel free tehehehe
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the white guy in this represents how men are supposed to act tell these dumb skanks the truth and don't hold back anything don't enable ANY of their nonsense props to that white guy for keepin it 100 all the way around and being a stand up guy never be afraid to walk away from a dense skank bro this disgusted me.. and to think i was trying to eat when i saw this this woman not only looks bonkers without makeup, she also appears to be tickled by it.. she finds this amusing.. bro how is this not a catfish?
just because u didn't meet her on the internet doesn't mean she can't still catfish u this is a catfish brothers... we have fought over women, we have paid for dinners, we have been jealous over them, we have sacrificed for them they aren't who they say they are they don't look how they appear to look why have we put so much effort into these creatures? what can i even say
this is the same thing i've experienced with women in the dating pool.. just pure nonsense.. like they're not even worth taking seriously anymore oh and btw.. u could tell she was lying from the jump.. u found God and a man with money? lol ok cappin crunch today i spoke to my sister on the phone
she said she's learning not to make decisions based on lack or or vulnerability she also said august 23rd is when her divorce is final this stuck out to me because i've been dealing with the same thoughts.. understanding i can't make decisions based on lack and vulnerability i had been thinking maybe part of the reason i moved was because i have a certain vulnerability- that vulnerability being that i don't have a great career, or a relationship, or kids, etc.. in a sense its like i'm not rooted and maybe i've been allowing this sort of vulnerability to move me around.. partially in search of those things i mentioned.. having a desire to be rooted in my own life so to speak what solidified this as being more than a coincidence between my sister and i was the date she told me about.. because august 23rd is also the day i'm moving back to spring hill looks like we are putting certain things behind ourselves and moving forward nah tell them to stay over there with the bad boys
tell them to stay over there these women wanted to say good guys are boring.. good guys are not exciting.. good guys aren't a challenge.. good guys aren't real men ok go back to the guy who just bangs your mouth and calls you an uber STAY OVER THERE U DUMB SKANKS STAY WITH THE MEN YOU CHOSE OVER GOOD MEN FOR THE PAST 10, 15, 20 years stay with that man with the criminal record stay with that man who had a baby on you while yall were supposed to be together stay with that man who would embarass you if you brought him around your friends/family, because they would know off top the relationship is going nowhere go'n head stay over there.. don't try to come around to good guys now.. you and tyrone are lookin like a match to me.. yall need to go'n and get married... oh, he won't marry you? sounds like yall need couples counseling.. oh he won't go to counseling because yall two were never really anything outside of sex buddies? oh.. well i wouldn't wanna be you then goodbye whore have fun raising your kids alone... oh wait.. my bad.. i forgot about your companion.. have fun raising them with your cat im hoping to touch more of my backlog
i have some more ps3 games i have vanquish i also have metal gear rising revengeance i have a number of ps4 games too if i beat anymore games i'll try to review them i have to focus to beat a game.. usually i'm kinda all over the place.. play a game a little here, play another game a little there im trying to focus on one game at a time i think the next games i want to buy are nier automata and dust an elysian tale anyway just a heads up on what games i'm looking at in my last entry i talked about some things and i posted an excerpt on women from sirach i want to expand on that entry a bit the first thing i want to touch on is what i said about there being good and bad women i have legit had men try to tell me "women are women" and that is just false one way you know there are good and bad women is through the bible always remember there was a vashti and there was an esther remember there was sarai and sarah there was a delilah and there was a ruth are there a lot of bad women? YES are most women bad? YES are there good women though? YES if anyone ever tries to tell you "women are women" you have to understand that is false and it is a lie that can lead you down a terrible path the reason i say the path is terrible is because if you believe women are just women, then you will be obliged to think that the issues you end up having with a woman are your fault because after all "women are women" so if i let go of this one, i'll get the same behavior out of the next one BELIEVING WOMEN ARE WOMEN IS A TRAP you must understand if a woman is not treating you right, your best bet is to let her go so that you can find one who is worthwhile if you believe "women are women" you will be likely to believe your relationship issues are due to your own shortcomings when i can pretty much guarantee you that is not the case proverbs 14:1 Every wise woman buildeth her house; but the foolish plucketh it down with her hands. if you continually have issues with a woman, chances are its because she is the problem ++++++++++++++++ i want to move on to some more of what was said in sirach "9 By her eyelids and her haughty stare an unchaste wife can be recognized." this reminded me of: ++++++++++++++++ now moving on again "21 The man is a slave, in disgrace and shame, when a wife supports her husband." ^this is proof that women cannot lead a relationship or household men uplift the women and children they support if a woman supports a man she doesn't uplift him, she resents him ++++++++++++++++ "22 Depressed mind, saddened face, broken heart - this from an evil wife. Feeble hands and quaking knees - from a wife who brings no happiness to her husband." let me break this up into two parts "22 Depressed mind, saddened face, broken heart - this from an evil wife." you probably know a man who is currently in this state.. i was in this state when i was with my ex.. i remember one day i took a picture of myself when i was with her, and i looked horrible.. i kept the picture for a long time as a reminder of how low i allowed her to take me "Feeble hands and quaking knees - from a wife who brings no happiness to her husband." what this means to me is.. you will be punished for being with the wrong woman that punishment is likely to manifest itself as making the situation actually worse than what it already is its already bad to have a wife who brings you no happiness.. but that will lead you to feeble hands and quaking knees i interpret feeble hands as ineffectiveness.. i interpret quaking knees as fear and indecisiveness so your situation is now actually worse than it began.. feeble hands and quaking knees are likely to manifest as two things in my assessment 1. career downfall 2. more control by the woman the feeble hands will lead to the career downfall, and the quaking knees (fear and indecisiveness) will lead to that man looking to his wife more for guidance and she is going to eventually guide you two places 1. to the end of the relationship 2. straight into a ditch.. because when she leaves you, the last thing she wants is for you to be a success you see this stuff a lot today in divorce court ++++++++++++++++ "24 Allow water no outlet, and be not indulgent to an erring wife." ^have healthy boundaries.. and if your woman is acting a fool, do not concede to her whims if you do not concede then one thing she may try to do to bring you back under her control is to threaten to leave you.. and that leads us to verse 25 ++++++++++++++++ "25 If she walks not by your side, cut her away from you." what this means to me is.. if she threatens to leave you, let her go because she is doing you a favor lets look at it one more time "25 If she walks not by your side, cut her away from you." aka if she is not submissive, let her go.. and that encompasses a lot the good thing about this verse is it shows you how handy it is to just let go before things escalate.. you don't have to wait until you have proof she is cheating as soon as you see she isn't willing to follow, move on i remember a few years ago my ex and i were outside.. we were in a park she had never been to.. but i had been there plenty of times we were walking and i wanted to turn, i said "come this way" she said "i didn't hear please" i remembered being confused at the time like.. "if she hasn't been here, and i have, why won't she follow me.. i know this area and she doesn't.. plus why does she even want to be with me if she doesn't want to follow me?" another thing i was confused about was.. women always say they want a man to lead.. but i didn't understand how i was supposed to lead if she didn't want to follow i remember i asked i asked a girl from church about it.. she said the way you would lead in that situation would be to keep going i was concerned like.. if she doesn't come then she's not with me.. but the girl was basically saying u lead with or without her and that is what this scripture appears to also be saying "25 If she walks not by your side, cut her away from you." its crazy thinking back to how relevant that was to my situation.. i wish i had known that scripture back then, it would have saved me some time, energy, money, headaches, etc sidenote: (i think i wrote about that situation with my ex on this site years ago) ++++++++++++++++ 13 A gracious wife delights her husband, her thoughtfulness puts flesh on his bones my ex chrissy embodied this for me back in the day i remember one day i walked in her house and she told me to hit play on the cd player.. when i did, i heard this album i had been wanting.. but it wasn't a regular album.. i was into uk grime back then and those albums were hard to find here in the states.. the album was wiley's treddin on thin ice to this day that was pretty much the nicest and most thoughtful thing anyone ever did for me to this day my relationship with her is the only good relationship i've ever had ++++++++++++++++ "15 Choicest of blessings is a modest wife, priceless her chaste person." i've said this before.. a good woman comes from the Lord.. people say "men should pursue women" all the time.. i don't agree with that.. a good woman comes from the Lord, so you pursue the Lord and His righteousness.. pursuing a woman imo is just another trap, because it tends to lead to you trying to appease them which will not get you anywhere when she sees you are trying to appeal to her she will say you're not a challenge, you bore her, etc.. she will not be satisfied with anything you do look at it again.. it says "choicest of BLESSINGS is a modest wife" .. aka it is a blessing from the hand of the Lord.. it is not something you get on your own do not listen to people who tell you to pursue women.. it doesn't work even just from a natural standpoint.. it makes more sense to lure a cat than to chase one the first college i went to was belmont university
it may not still be.. but at the time it was a christian school everyone had to take a bible class or two one of the books we had to buy was a bible this bible we had to buy had the apocrypha included in it the apocrypha is basically like.. more of the bible that wasn't included in the normal 66 book bible i didn't really understand that the apocrypha was different than the normal bible because when i was using that bible for college i thought it was a regular bible i remember telling people about some of the stories and they didn't know what i was talking about.. i would be like remember what they said in sirach? and people would be like.. "what is sirach?" at some point i understood what was going on anyway i always liked some of the apocrypha.. bel the dragon and jasher come to mind.. but i want to share some stuff from sirach tonight about women this stuff falls in line with all the things i say on this site even the stuff i say about good women before i share, let me reiterate the things i generally say about good women 1. they exist.. sometimes u will run into men who think there are no good women.. i am not one of those men.. i believe there are some good women but good luck finding one.. because most women are not good 2. if there are no good women then we have no hope of women improving, because that just means they're all bad no matter what.. but that's not the case, some are good.. and keep in mind that a good woman is a bad woman's worst nightmare 3. i typically differentiate women by saying "modern" and "traditional" .. if any of u look throughout my site, you will see i really only bash modern women.. some people think i mean all women when i say modern women.. no i just mean modern as opposed to traditional anyway.. here is what the book of sirach in the apocrypha has to say about women Women - Evil and Virtuous12 Worst of all wounds is that of the heart, worst of all evils is that of a woman. 13 Worst of all sufferings is that from one's foes, worst of all vengeance is that of one's enemies: 14 No poison worse than that of a serpent, no venom greater than that of a woman. 15 With a dragon or a lion I would rather dwell than live with an evil woman. 16 Wickedness changes a woman's looks, and makes her sullen as a female bear. 17 When her husband sits among his neighbors, a bitter sigh escapes him unawares. 18 There is scarce any evil like that in a woman; may she fall to the lot of the sinner! 19 Like a sandy hill to aged feet is a railing wife to a quiet man. 20 Stumble not through woman's beauty, nor be greedy for her wealth; 21 The man is a slave, in disgrace and shame, when a wife supports her husband. 22 Depressed mind, saddened face, broken heart - this from an evil wife. Feeble hands and quaking knees - from a wife who brings no happiness to her husband. 23 In woman was sin's beginning, and because of her we all die. 24 Allow water no outlet, and be not indulgent to an erring wife. 25 If she walks not by your side, cut her away from you. CHAPTER 261 Happy the husband of a good wife, twice-lengthened are his days; 2 A worthy wife brings joy to her husband, peaceful and full is his life. 3 A good wife is a generous gift bestowed upon him who fears the LORD; 4 Be he rich or poor, his heart is content, and a smile is ever on his face. 5 There are three things at which my heart quakes, a fourth before which I quail: Though false charges in public, trial before all the people, and lying testimony are harder to bear than death, 6 A jealous wife is heartache and mourning and a scourging tongue like the other three. 7 A bad wife is a chafing yoke; he who marries her seizes a scorpion. 8 A drunken wife arouses great anger, for she does not hide her shame. 9 By her eyelids and her haughty stare an unchaste wife can be recognized. 10 Keep a strict watch over an unruly wife, lest, finding an opportunity, she make use of it; 11 Follow close if her eyes are bold, and be not surprised if she betrays you: 12 As a thirsty traveler with eager mouth drinks from any water that he finds, So she settles down before every tent peg and opens her quiver for every arrow. 13 A gracious wife delights her husband, her thoughtfulness puts flesh on his bones; 14 A gift from the LORD is her governed speech, and her firm virtue is of surpassing worth. 15 Choicest of blessings is a modest wife, priceless her chaste person. 16 Like the sun rising in the LORD'S heavens, the beauty of a virtuous wife is the radiance of her home. 17 Like the light which shines above the holy lampstand, are her beauty of face and graceful figure. 18 Golden columns on silver bases are her shapely limbs and steady feet. |
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