I got that game iconoclasts fairly recently.. man that game is amazing.. I love it so far… it's one of my favorite games I’ve played this gen.. its really funny and the gameplay is great, I love the main character too.. I’m inspired by the man who created the game.. I was thinking to myself.. wow one man created this game.. the game is $20 so say he sells 100,000 copies.. that’s 2 million dollars.. and of course he wouldn’t get the full 2 million with taxes and whatever but regardless.. I think u get the idea So I love this game not only for what it is but also what it represents.. one man with a seemingly “boring” life can create a great thing and obtain riches and notoriety.. and not for the sake of vanity, but for the sake of being able to have the freedom and respect needed to do what u love for money ++++++ recently I heard someone say that manipulative people make u think you can trust them because they can trust you, and I thought wow that is SO true I remember my ex saying she would marry me and I said to her “how can you not have any reservations when all we do is argue?” I asked a female friend about this and she said “james don’t you see? She was saying SHE doesn’t have any reservations.. SHE TRUSTS YOU, but YOU trusting HER doesn’t even register.. it’s not even considered” My brain exploded.. This was one of those moments that shed a lot of light on my situation.. all of a sudden I realized my g/f didn’t care that we argued all the time because it didn’t bother her, it only bothered me.. which is a sign of how deeply rooted her selfishness truly was She was sitting back like “I’m good.. that’s james’ problem not mine.. I like arguing because I grew up around it and its normal to me and I feed off the energy, so its not an issue to me” Manipulative people will legit say “hey I trust you so u should trust me” or “hey I’m happy with u so why aren’t u happy with me?” and if u don’t catch what is really going on u can actually feel guilty for not being “where they are” But through my female friend, I caught it.. my ex g/f was actually saying: “I’m happy with u because u are trustworthy and u put up with all my crap so yes I’d marry u” … her arguing with me 24 hours a day was not her problem so that’s why she had no reservations about marrying me.. her being untrustworthy to me was not her problem so that’s why she had no reservations.. her driving me insane was not her problem, etc That was a level of selfishness I wasn’t even able to comprehend without an “interpreter” or “arbiter” so to speak It went that deep smh I can now see why the bible seems to say women have like a surprising or foreign level of wickedness.. like their evil and selfishness reaches to levels that men don’t even fathom ++++++ Have u noticed women think being difficult is strength? They don’t realize those are two different things when they say "i'm strong" it really just tends to mean "i'm argumentative" or "i refuse to not have the last word" or "i'm willing to fight with men even about trivial things" I’ve gotten to where I can tell why women are single within about 5 minutes of speaking to them They typically just have really foolish beliefs that will destroy any relationship once they’re put into practice ++++++ I’ve said it before but I want to say it again and in a diff way The purpose for this site lately is to give myself an opportunity to say things that linger in my mind I have a number of things in my mind that I can’t really express to anyone because they will just say “why do you care?” or “you keep talking about this” This site gives me an opportunity to say things I don’t normally say outloud.. I’ve said it before but this is an open diary If anyone just reads this site and thinks I’m crazy, you have to understand this is an open diary.. my thoughts are open for the world to see A lot of people have either a personal diary, or a friend or two to share their thoughts with.. well I have an open diary So I just want to make it clear that if you come to my site and you see me ranting about something- these are my personal thoughts This site is for me first and foremost, but at the same time a part of me likes the idea that perhaps someone could type something into google and find something I wrote and maybe they will read it and feel like they can relate… I also like the idea that people in my everyday life don’t have to listen to me rant and rave day after day because I keep it all in one confined place I can go through something and detail everything that bothered me about it point by point.. but I can’t really do that with people because they have their own lives and are likely to not care or feel like they don’t know what to say in response Because of my site, I don’t have to call anyone and talk their ear off.. I can just type my thoughts and keep it moving and not make anyone feel alienated Have u ever run into someone who talks about politics all the time? All they do is sit around and complain all day every day.. they hate Obama or they hate trump or they think this group is stupid or that group is stupid Well I believe those people are massively annoying.. and my thought is that if u have a ton of thoughts, why not spare everyone around you and just write your thoughts out.. this way anyone who is interested can read them and anyone who isn’t can just keep it movin This way when I talk to people I can be conversational and in the moment- but all of my more neurotic and “rantish” thoughts get a chance to see the light of day as well… I feel like this site helps me unclog the brain drain so to speak So I just wanted to say that This site is really here so that I can get things off my chest without beating people over the head with my thoughts, ideas, or neurosis lol
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men, our power is our power of choice.. so let me help you with your discernment of who to choose and who not to choose Please understand I am 100% sincere with this, I am legitimately writing this in hope to help u avoid headaches So here’s what I came here to say: Any woman who refers to herself as an “alpha female” is to be avoided why? because when a woman refers to herself as an "alpha female" what it essentially means is she defines herself by standards of manhood and masculinity no one refers to women as alphas and betas and all that- even in the animal kingdom no one refers to females that way.. so if a woman gets it in her head that she’s an “alpha female” it just means she is a stubborn and non-submissive feminist type of woman.. a.k.a. a complete waste of your time.. she has a man spirit Men have the alpha and beta thing because alphas are seen as like leaders and desirable men and betas are like guys who get scraps.. women don’t live in that paradigm.. women are divided in totally different ways.. A woman saying she is an “alpha female” is like a man saying he is a “diva” or something.. it’s a sign that the person judges their self by the standards of the opposing gender.. and you can bet they have the spirit of that gender A man who calls himself a diva is a sissy or a faggot or a man with a woman spirit A woman who calls herself an alpha female is a masculine, headstrong, stubborn non-submissive feminist, with a man spirit The bible tells women to have a meek and quiet spirit.. if she refers to herself as an “alpha female” she won’t have a meek and quiet spirit.. and she will ultimately be worthless to you as a man AS SOON as you hear a woman say she’s an alpha female, CUT OFF ALL TIES WITH HER IMMEDIATELY AND PERMANENTLY TRUST ME ON THIS |
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