i don't know why i'm saying any of this.. maybe procrastination is trying to destroy me, but hey whatever maybe this will help someone?
yo' being fat is like one of the worst things ever when i was younger i was always like.. had baby fat or whatever.. i was always still pretty normal but i was kinda chubby this makes it so that weight always tends to be in the back of my mind once i hit puberty all my extra weight kinda just disappeared which is why a lot of people don't know i used to be a little chubby being fat is seriously wack tho what makes it wack beyond the basic embarassment is just the actual feeling.. like my thighs used to rub together and i remember sometimes the inside of my thighs would actually burn from rubbing together so much or like i used to get headaches a lot u get various issues when ur body is not being tended to or taken care of the way it should be the other issue beyond those things is the fact that it is ongoing.. in that generally it just stays until u consciously make it go away (unless u hit puberty, or like have a medical emergency or something) in your mind u always think.. "man i'll have to probably work out for months to get to where i want to be" but the issue is u want to be thin RIGHT NOW! so u get discouraged and ur just like.. "man screw it, where's the ice cream" lol one thing id recommend to people who want to lose weight is try to use momentum to your advantage, like.. "ok since i went to sleep on an empty stomach i'll try to do a few situps too" "ok since i did a few situps i'll try to replace my dr. pepper with water" "ok since i did that let me try this" etc also determination is important for anyone who wants to lose weight... like if u screw up and eat a whole cheesecake, instead of crying, forgive yourself as fast as you can and try to get back in your zone another great tip for losing weight is eat like don't deprive yourself, however eat a lot of healthy foods BEFORE u eat pizza like i've said this before but i'll say it again instead of saying "i won't eat pizza" say.. "i will eat healthy foods first" eat about 4 or 5 healthy foods and if u still want pizza then eat it, but the cool thing is, maybe u won't be hungry anymore or maybe u will have less room for it like "gee i want pizza" so u eat salad, then a protein drink, then oatmeal, then an apple, then u eat.. i don't know activia or something then if u STILL want pizza just eat it.. but try to do this every time u want junk food losing weight is generally a daunting task i know because of how i used to be and also because i've put on weight in the past 2 yrs or so however its something u can do also i want to point something else out my friend devon is always trying to gain weight.. she says its lame because the more she eats, the more gross she feels hearing her say this really made me think.. when u think about it from that perspective, u actually kinda have an advantage over someone who is so skinny that they want to put on weight cuz they have to pack on pounds and feel worse until they're at a normal body-weight, but u get to feel better each day! so in a sense, its like semi positive to be in your position because u can severely improve your quality of life... but being super skinny and having to pack on pounds would seriously feel gross when u think about it lol just a few thoughts
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they should make a sonic the hedgehog movie
like roger rabbit except instead of hand-drawn animation they should use cg technology like how they did with the scooby doo movies like real life, but with sonic, tails and robotnik being computer graphics since shrek is over, all they'd have to do is re-hire some of the writers and directors who worked on shrek and put them to work on the sonic movie this is a great idea.. shrek had the childish, yet adult humor this is how they should approach sonic.. don't make it too kiddie or too adult.. that tongue-in-cheek middle ground would work perfectly someone please create this! btw please use the classic sonic model and give him a weird anime voice.. make him like a talking version of pikachu.. very japanese and silly/quirky.. yet still brave and determined and able to speak like a normal person i had a discussion over thanksgiving about how i give people my creative talents for free
i love giving in this way they were trying to tell me i'm basically playing myself they don't understand God gave me creative talents.. i am just a vessel i like to give it back to His people to me they are being selfish everything in life is not always about payment and recognition.. my view is if u like your talent, and u enjoy using it, on some level u should just be happy that people ask u to use it for them.. i try to be available for people when i started music i would have liked it if someone maybe would have helped me, or recorded me, or made me a beat or SOMETHING so now that i'm in position to help some people i don't look at them and see dollar signs, I JUST DO IT there is a time to get paid sure but u have to have the wisdom to recognize when u should require payment and when u do something just because whenever someone asks me for a beat i try to see what i can come up with if someone asks me for a verse its a GUARANTEE i will give them a verse if someone asks me to draw them a picture or edit a picture i do it like its not about money sometimes especially when we are just on the same playing field but u can trust.. if a company or corporation ever asked me to write them a song.. IM GOING TO THE BANK this is how u know the music industry is fake and full of liars: anytime someone in the industry is dissed in public in a song or on a blog or on tmz or anything they know about it anytime someone in the industry is asked about the illuminati they play dumb ok so u know everything that is said about you online or on youtube yet u have no idea what the illuminati is or why your videos have all-seeing eyes and pyramids all in them u have no idea why u have baphomet skulls in your video.. u have no idea why u throw up devil horns everytime you're on stage or why there are checkerboard floors all in ur videos so u know everything about other artists, and what is said behind the scenes and who wore what and who sold how many records or who slept with who blah blah but NO ONE in the industry has any idea what the illuminati is or who masons are or anything.. as if they only have half the internet THEY ARE ALL LIARS!!!!!! just one common example of what i'm talking about^
im in da librariez
showen dese broke nggas how to study... GHETTO STYLE i got mah headphones on and im listenin to da need for speed 2 soundtrack from like 1997 and ish dis soundtrack is bangen yall holla at cha boy! LETS GO!!!!!! _i watched hoarders recently
this lady had a room full of used adult diapers.. no trash can or anything, she just threw them in the room! not only that.. but she had FOUR DEAD CATS in her house the professional who came to see her was dumbfounded LOL i think hoarding is like a form of suicide.. just a slow one.. similar to alcohol and drug abuse u hate yourself, or your life, or something that happened to you the self-abuse and self-sabotage start most of the people who are hoarders are also overweight they are not taking care of themselves, they haven't gotten over, or past something if i was to say anything to them i'd say i know u are in pain but go to God with it i'd also say seek professional help so that you have a living breathing human to talk to i'd also tell them to ask their self.. are you in unforgiveness? try to forgive yourself or whoever did you wrong and put it behind you or if they just never dealt with like a bereavement or something i'd try to remind them they can feel ok again.. its wack when your hope gets depleted tho so i definitely understand to an extent i'd try to make some of them understand that they don't have to live yesterday today not saying change would be easy, but just saying a lot of these people are holding onto pain the hoarding is just the outward manifestation of it as for the ones who are simply compulsive collectors.. iono man them nggas just need a new hobby lolz i'd try to make them understand they can have a garage sale, make a few thousand dollars tax free and get a clean house out of the deal but they probably wouldn't listen has anyone seen that commercial for the sony tv thing with "simul-view?"
wow what an amazing idea its basically a tv with 3-d capability or something, and two people can look at the screen and see completely different images simultaneously so like instead of doing split-screen on tv to play games, both players have the entire screen at the same time that is so amazing... i don't care about it personally, but that is pretty mindblowing and since we're on the subject.. another thing that i thought was mindblowing is that technology that lets u hold ur phone up to a speaker to find out what song is playing bonkers indeed im working on telling u guys something interesting and important and overlooked from the bible
i am trying to study it before i say anything its coming tho!! i've been talking to people about this to gather ideas and what i've learned is they don't know the depth of what i'm talking about so this will be a very eye-opening thing for 99% of people!! i feel like God put this in my hands to expose so i'm looking forward to getting this one off my chest! i bought some of this yesterday.. i got the caramel kind _so far its the best creamer i've ever purchased.. if ur a coffee person like me try it out..
its refrigerated btw so it may not exactly be in the coffee aisles |
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