i have noticed a lot of people say they want to be married but they don't act that way
u have to think.. there is a certain way u should live in preparation for a thing i don't understand why people don't see how their actions prior to marriage will likely affect them once they actually get married in marriage u are supposed to connect with someone mentally and physically in a way u have never connected with anyone else are u acting in a way to hinder that connection prior to marriage? why doesn't anyone perceive that their dissatisfaction with marriage could be the result of a previously acquired taste that shouldn't have been sampled in the first place if u do perceive this, why not try to put your past behind u and try to just do what's right from here on out? why do u keep doing what hinders u from your goal and why do u continue to make excuses for yourself? why don't people see the positive sides of marriage? why don't people see accountability, responsibility, and commitment as good things? why are they always seen as 'dogmatic' or 'boring' or like proverbial handcuffs? i sometimes feel really down about how people don't understand things on a deep level at all.. only the superficial is what they understand they don't get that just because something looks good doesn't mean its always the best thing for you but i'm not even going to complain u know the tables will turn by the way.. i have MADD more to say on this issue and the specifics of it.. but i'ma chill
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do u ever find yourself asking "i wonder what God's will for my life is" ??
well i just read an interesting article about God's will the article details 7 myths about God's will.. then it goes on detailing how to generally know God's will for difficult decisions if this has sparked your interest, let me tell u.. the answers are probably not going to be what u think.. however it sheds a lot of light on this subject here's a link for anyone who may be interested in reading it: http://www.drurywriting.com/keith/Gods.will.htm i was going to give u all the highlights of it, however the article was very well-done so just peep it if you are interested i personally recommend printing it out btw i need a boring girl.. one who just goes to school and comes back home
someone w/ the right priorities i have been wildly scatterbrained lately
mental stress! u know maybe i should make a song about my mental stress it would be an easy way to explain what i go through yeah.. lets see if we can make this happen ok here's the final word on the soulja boy documentary thing
one interesting aspect is some people he hired ran in his house with guns to rob him as a result, i'm pretty sure soulja boy killed one or maybe 2 guys they never wanted to say outloud that soulja boy killed someone but i'm pretty sure that's what happened they had been plotting against him for money so they eventually ran in his house with guns except soulja boy had a gun so when he realized what was going on he shot at them they said he shot one of them 5 times.. i don't know how many times he shot the other one i think what happened is he killed one of them but the other one probably got in trouble with the law he talked about the situation in the song 'pow' other than that, what i took from it is that soulja boy has a number of good traits leadership qualities, good decision-making, business sense, doesn't hesitate, and is achievement oriented i don't doubt any of this is true because he was doing shows for $10,000 before he was even signed as for drugs and groupies or celebrities, there was really not much of that in the movie not a bad film tho.. watch it on a boring day u'll dig it oh yeah, one last thing i want to say.. soulja boy makes really good beats.. he kinda doesn't get enough credit for that but he makes a lot of his own beats and they're pretty much on par with, or better than any hiphop out there and no.. there is no discussion about why he has pyramids tattooed on his back all those mainstream artists have some sort of tie to paganism/illuminati.. could that be the "source" of his strength? i mean i doubt that its a coincidence its not even surprising anymore.. drake's running around with an egyptian owl tattoo.. smh but whatever, i'm getting off subject sooo.. this girl i've been talking to a little bit gave me her email account recently
for some reason i got the idea to put it in google lol what showed up was a lot of stuff that was not exactly flattering depending on how u look at it on one website she was on, she said something about already knowing how to pole-dance then on another site she said "i let 10 guys take advantage of me" on another site someone said to her: "i've heard about u and how u can't keep your legs closed.. damn your reputation is messed up" do u know what she said back? "THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A HOE!" WOOOW ok so this is who u are huh? thanks google btw.. i would have used screen-captures in this blog.. but i didn't want to put her name and face out there.. i mean they're already out there obviously but i don't want to put her on blast i don't even follow politics but this guy has impressed me so far i don't necessarily care about all the issues he is talking about however the main points he is making are great! _ we have to (as a nation) stop trying to abolish Christ and keep him at the forefront people don't seem to understand, we have traditionally had the nation with the most people who honor God and we have also been the most blessed.. ITS NOT A COINCIDENCE.. you abolish God then you abolish your source of anything good so we need to keep certain things in place i am not saying this guy is perfect, cuz like for example: i want gays in the military.. put them in the army, navy, marines, i mean go ahead PLEASE ship them off somewhere seriously.. we need to keep as many good upstanding family men here as possible.. if gay dudes want to go to iraq and fight meaningless wars that's fine with me lol.. and i have gay people in my family but i still don't respect that sh*t AT ALL anyway.. the point is, i am liking this guy's direction so far great speech^ 15minutes long so u may not want to watch it.. but its good
in this he says: "do right and risk the consequences" exactly bro^ and btw.. i mainly think politics are a puppet show.. however regardless, this guy appears very refreshing.. i hope i don't find out he's in a secret society smh but who knows why are books without pictures considered to be smart and books with pictures considered to be elementary?
having a visual with words actually helps to foster learning and boosts memory i find myself studying people for some classes and the whole time i have no idea what they look like or the environment they lived in or anything what is so bad about including pictures to go with your words? also pictures can help to solidify the truth of what u are saying or like.. say if we all imagine a pink elephant.. ok we all got pink elephant but we will all imagine a different pink elephant.. we will attach different characteristics to our personally imagined pink elephant if there's a picture then we can all be on the same page as to what it looks like, where it lives, all of its attributes, maybe we can even decipher its attitude from its facial expression or demeanor.. is it a talking cartoonish pink elephant or a real pink elephant with a skin disease? without pictures we are sometimes forced to make assumptions if pictures meant nothing and had no importance, do u think 96% of households in the united states would have televisions? like who made this notion of intelligence having to be presented in certain ways? dnt get me wrong there's nothing wrong with the written word but songs, comics, plays, artwork, humor, or even a combination of any of these are all valid forms of coming to "know" a thing and they help to break up monotony soulja boy released a documentary called "soulja boy: the movie" recently
i'm into seeing these artists and how they live so i found it online i'm about an hour into it and so far its good.. its not really crazy or exactly eye-opening so far but still interesting one funny aspect of the movie is a lot of the footage is his own footage.. he started getting himself on video when he was about 15 so he did a lot of it himself they tried to explain why arab is not with soulja boy anymore but i think it was still kinda vague.. but at least they finally addressed it umm what else so far they haven't shown soulja boy doing anything questionable which is probably the result of two things 1. soulja boy is good at marketing and not showing the public things that would make him look bad 2. he generally doesn't actually do a lot of foolishness because he is honestly about his business i will try to watch the rest of it later, and give a final word.. but its pretty cool so far my only critique is that its not very raw, like no one is shown doing anything embarassing or dumb which in my opinion- takes away from the honesty a bit if u watch hard knock life tour that was very raw and u got to see how absurd things can be in that world this documentary so far seems like a very in-depth commercial almost.. in the lil wayne documentary from qd3 entertainment.. that was the same way however at least they went into some detail on his addiction to codeine/syrup so i guess that's my only "complaint" is that there hasn't been anything really unflattering but i can't really complain about it.. i mean i don't know his real life but the way he is portrayed vs. how things really are.. its just something i think about i mean where are the groupies and drugs? lets be honest here!!! but like i said.. final word coming soon |
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