moved into my new place
i said a bunch of stuff in this video at first, but i decided to only keep this short segment so as not to bore anyone
i was just expressing how u always see someone u know here cuz the town is so small and today was no different
if i've been not talking much to anyone.. sorry.. i have just been very preoccupied with various things.. "i hold it in and never let a person notice it" <--sometimes songs mean so much more than a beat and a rhyme
i recorded this video in my new place however i had the lights off to help chill me out, if anyone is curious as to how it looks u will see soon.. its nice so visitors r welcome if u don't mind walking up a million stairs (4th floor, no elevator)
everyone stay fly while i look for my cable cord
'my name is earl' and 'cheaters' here i come! 5 nights a week!!! LETS GO!!!!!!
much love to u guys (mah peeps)
i saw dr phil today and there was a guy on there talking about his problem with xbox live
he was saying every time he gets on xbox live and plays a game someone calls him the n-word and they say a bunch of racist things and they say they want to kill him and his family
he also has two boys who r like 11 and 13 and they can't play the xbox because he doesn't want them to have to deal with the remarks
i didn't really understand his problem
why didn't he just put away the headset?
or how about play a different game?
u know.. to be honest, his options to fix his problem are endless
his family shouldn't even know about this issue.. he should have turned on the game, realized how immature and stupid it can be, then TOOK IT BACK TO THE STORE
and to top all this off, this guy was fat!
his fat is screaming at him to GET A NEW HOBBY.. GO TO THE GYM.. DO SOMETHING WHERE YOU'RE NOT SITTING IN A COMPUTER CHAIR FOR FIVE HOURS A NIGHT
why r u clutching onto this video game if u are getting dissed all the time and it is scaring your wife
do you really honestly think the GAME is your problem? ITS YOU!!!!
i learned at an early age you can't change people.. like dude, u can't just complain to dr. phil and microsoft and make people not be racist anymore
btw, this doesn't happen to me when i play video games.. the only thing i deal with is every once in a blue moon someone on street fighter will send me a text saying something like
"learn some new moves, bitch"
is 'fame' all its cracked up to be?
i think people equate fame with success, however fame and success are two different things
one problem with fame is the fact that it can turn you into a puppet.. you are a figurehead of sorts and so u don't want to do anything to jeopardize your status as a "well-liked" figure
you have to basically conform to whatever is acceptable by the general public, whatever is politically correct.. u can never say something controversial to the modern public and keep your place as an icon
when u are famous u are really trapped inside of an image.. and if you deviate outside of that image u can/will be demonized and ostracized from your fans and funds
i've seen beyonce do the soulja boy dance.. i've seen chris brown do the dougie.. all these people do is whatever is trendy at the moment
question fame.. like is that really what u want to aspire to be? a puppet? u have to be "on" all the time for your fans who supposedly love you and don't even know you.. it is very superficial..
and here is something that is absurd about fame.. people praise those who don't even need any encouragement!
"kanye i love you, you're great!"
meanwhile kanye has a yacht and 2 houses and a condo and he's having sex with a different girl every night
and there might be some guy in your life who just lost his job or something.. he could really use encouragement or support but you don't give him any because he's not famous.. no one cheers him on and he needs it.. and kanye thinks ur a pion and u tell him he's the best lol
a rapper might say something like:
"f*ck yall broke nggas"
^who do u think he is referring to?
i just wanted to put this out there as just some ish to think about
i wrote this weeks ago but i'm just now posting it cuz i had nothing to say today lolz
fame is just absurd in some ways u feel what i'm sayin?
everything i like has a cult-like aspect to it
i don't really like anything super popular
a lot of extroverted people are weird to me
people who are really well adjusted are cool however i fit with misfits more often than anything else.. <---by 'misfits' i mean people who are not easily placed in a category <--- like that person in high school who was in every clique <--- or the one who wasn't in any clique
i like things that are heartfelt and real over things that shine with glitter and gold
sometimes i think people who are friendly are overly friendly and i count it as them being phony or i think they are harboring/hiding their real feelings.. storing up resentments for a later date
i am the guy who talks to the silent person in the room and makes them my best friend
i'm cool with people but i'm not a "people person"
i prefer inner peace to an outer appearance of happiness
i like talking to females who are past the superficial stage of life whether because of age, or because they are mature, or because they have had kids
i like being friends with guys who are younger than me because i feel really 'at home' with them
i don't subscribe to the ideals of life that are pushed onto us.. however since i live in this society i deal with it all to the best of my ability
this is all i can say at the moment^
to all my peeps thanks for being cool with me i really appreciate u all
God is good and sovereign and i will be moving back to clarksville in 4 days
be good little boys and gerls ! !!