something just occurred to me
i now understand why 2 of my "relationships" didn't work out i have experienced both friendly and romantic love however u need both i would use their names but in order to avoid issues i'll just call them girl A and B ok girl A was a great friend.. her looks weren't really much to write home about.. actually when i first met girl A i wasn't interested in her AT ALL but being around her and seeing her smile and demeanor, she grew on me.. we developed an amazing friendship.. she actually made me laugh HARD.. i liked her as a friend.. her combination of friendship and looks almost made sexual attraction and romance not even important then u had girl B.. girl B BLEW ME AWAY the first time i saw her.. i reverted into a stiff and shy guy forgetting what i should even say she just seemed too perfect to exist i got the nerve to talk to her and from the get-go she started talking about smoking weed- which i have absolutely no interest in one time i spoke to her and it was like 4pm and she said "i've already smoked 4 times today" it was hard to really get past our differences but she was flat-out GORGEOUS it was like she was so pretty to where i didn't care about a friendship at all.. it was just an unimaginably strong sexual attraction to where i just wanted to do everything for her but what common ground did we have? what was her sense of humor? i don't think i saw her laugh at all really so basically i think friendship love is just like.. common ground, agreement, similar sense of humor, similar values, chemistry and romantic love is just sexual attraction.. i could actually just call it sexual attraction as opposed to romantic love but romantic love sounds better imo.. but still, its basically just sexual attraction a girl having everything.. hips, lips, curves, pretty face, right height, everything u like to look at.. and every time u look at her u are extremely excited the friendship love makes me feel like going dutch the romantic love makes me want to tell her to quit her job and just live off of me well see.. here's the deal.. u need a good measure of both of these in order to have a successful relationship which brings me to girl C girl C had the hips and lips but we also had chemistry and similar values and things this relationship was definitely in a different league than the relationships with girl A and girl B.. even tho girl C was less attractive than girl B and less of a friend than girl A.. at least girl C was still both a friend and a beauty simultaneously so are u in a relationship? what are u experiencing right now? friendship love or romantic love? or is it both? does anyone have any thoughts or insight on this? if i was to look at my life right now, i'd say romantic love is what i'm missing more than anything.. that girl who looks like God made her specifically for u.. u feel like u could just stare at her all day its so rare that if i had any insecurity concerning the opposite sex, that's what it would be... the fear of not having that romantic love or extreme sexual attraction, and instead just settling for a female friend the thought of that seriously is terrible to me but again, what do u guys think?
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