so.. here's the deal today
i went to class and we did nothing but watch a special from 1995: "world's funniest commercials" they weren't funny.. wow that thing was awful.. and i must say.. standard definition tv is pretty much unwatchable today.. its just blurry and even the sound is bad hi-def or bust.. that's just the way it be mayn i really can't complain tho because he gave us extra credit for just showing up and watching the video.. and i got 15 out of 5 on my last quiz in there so.. sometimes its worth the pain lol ++++++ i am trying really hard to feel normal for once i know so much about social injustice that it makes me almost like angry 100% of the time i think about the world or i think about how everything seems to be on a downward spiral like i was listening to styles p recently and he said "i smoke weed because the future is grim" or something like that.. i totally understand so lately i'm trying to chill in my mind a bit more.. we'll see if this has a positive or negative effect with time though.. but while we're on the topic of the world and social injustice.. ++++++ i just read about how a 16 yr old girl had sex with an 18 yr old guy and her parents found out and put him in jail and he tried to kill himself.. and even tho he didn't succeed (this time) he will always have the stigma of "sex offender" outside of the context of 16 and 18, a 2 yr difference means nothing at any other period in life how the law can be so cold and rigid is really beyond me not that i agree they should have been having sex outside of marriage in the first place but why put a good kid in jail like that? one second he could be college-bound, the next he's literally someone's "bitch" in prison maybe the parents should have taught their daughter a little better.. but no.. lets just put this 18 yr old guy away and act like none of this happened.. dude ur daughter isn't getting her virginity back why fight for something that's already gone.. she wasn't raped.. and if women are seriously more mature than guys then they were intellectual equals.. so let it go smh things like this just irk me a bit ++++++ in the store recently i noticed they played that old filter song where he's like "i wake on my airplane, my skin is bare" "take my picture, cuz i won't remember" i listened to it later on youtube and i noticed it seems pretty anti-christian because he said something like "i don't believe in your sanctity, i don't believe your prophecy" then i noticed the album title was like "songs for the damned" or something "the damned" as in hellbound? smh.. if that's who its for then i certainly won't be a listener what is up with stuff like that? they (meaning people in the industry) just sneak in this anti-christian propaganda everywhere.. i thought that was actually a cool song but its balls now ++++++ i saw a cool quote recently it said: "I don't kick my feet and shriek for joy over new and exciting experiences, but i do celebrate." ^don atkinson this is important and meaningful to me for a number of reasons mainly its like an explanation/justification of the male emotional makeup.. not a lot of people really understand this/us like how some people think men don't have feelings women do bond more than men but its not like men are robots smh but speaking of women 'bonding'... ++++++ i ran across this recently which seems to explain a lot: Oxytocin is a neuro-peptide most commonly associated with pregnancy and breast-feeding. It seems to act as a human "superglue," helping a mother bond with her infant. It is also released during sexual arousal and there too, works as a "superglue." Since estrogen enhances the oxytocin response, females are capable of more intense bonding than males, and are more susceptible to the suffering that accompanies broken bonds. Sharing the gift of sex is like putting a piece of tape on another person's arm. The first bond is strong, and it hurts to remove it. Shift the tape to another person's arm and the bond will still work, but it will be easier to remove. Each time this is done, part of each person remains with the tape. Soon it is easy to remove because the residue from the various arms interferes with the tape's ability to stick." ++++++ for anyone who may be bored or who just wants to learn or see something they haven't seen here are a few free documentary films on youtube that are pretty good the one percent - about financial inequality in america outfoxed - about how fox news skews "news" king of kong - documentary about guys who compete for the high score in donkey kong.. amazingly, its one of the best films i've ever seen born rich - documentary about people who were born rich ++++++ semesters are too long.. there's a guy in my sociological theory class who raises his hand every class period.. he really seems to be into theory.. where is he? i noticed he hasn't been in class for about 3 weeks or so i think i know part of the reason he is m.i.a. ..and i've been saying this for a while now.. semesters are too long.. classes should be 10 weeks tops.. i actually think 8 is probably the best number but 16 weeks is just flat-out bonkers.. its like ur TRYING to make people fail i have noticed madd people just straight up not showing up to class after about the 8 to 10 week mark.. one of my teachers was even like "wow everyone is just dropping like flies" and some people have been like "why did so and so leave so close to the end?" again, its because the semesters are too long.. think about it.. u could be really gung-ho and be doing really well but what if u run into extenuating circumstances? 8 weeks is manageable.. 16 weeks is a lot harder to manage u have to not only keep up the focus for the whole 16 weeks and juggle classes and work, but think about the things that can happen "my girlfriend left me" "my car broke down" "i got the flu" "i'm really low on money" think about it.. say any of these things happen and ur on week 6 of an 8-week semester u will trudge through and finish but say this happens and ur on week 6 of a 16 week semester.. u might feel like u can't go on because you have over 2 months left this is why people start college and end up not finishing.. because LIFE HAPPENS IN 16 WEEKS its just hard to maintain the same focus and drive despite the circumstances for SUCH A LONG PERIOD OF TIME this is why some of my classes have emptied out.. the people are smart enough but its just unfair to make people do school for so long when people have kids, jobs, spouses, pets, etc. its like spinning a basketball on your fingertips.. the longer u try to do it, the harder it becomes to balance it ++++++ it seems like someone popped back into my life and left as soon as they came i don't really understand it.. on one hand its like why are u here/ what exactly do u want on the other hand its like i don't bite so why are u leaving again and i could be like "wait don't go" but there's no point cuz they're leaving regardless of what i say so.. iono its just weird ++++++ not too long ago one of my teachers referred to me as "mr. smedley" i was so surprised that he knew my name its a bit absurd because i literally have no idea what his first or last name is and he's the teacher, but he knows who i am i guess it just reflects my level of interest in school related things.. people normally can't believe i don't know my teachers names or like 'when fall break is' or 'what my last grade was' .. but i just barely care at all lol ++++++ i saw this status today on facebook Bitches kill me. Plz locate the dude u were bangin & who u let smoke weed around ur son bcuz toya cant help u do SHIT! WHAT WAS HE HELPING U DO???!! Omg hoes r sorry as hell!!! If i had a dick i would rule some of u dumb asses....no self love i mean DAMN! ^i had to edit this for content which is amazing considering that its still dirty lol but i like this status lol.. it's just madd true don't get me wrong.. making smart decisions isn't a prerequisite for having help or assistance.. i will help u out even if u make bad decisions u feel me, cuz God does that for me ALL THE TIME.. but still this is something to think about like she said: "what was/is he helping you do?" u women who are putting up with too much that's for u! me personally.. even if i don't have two nickels to rub together i will tell u i like your curves or say ur a cutie or i'll try to lift your spirit in some way! if ur dude can't even do that.. look check this out i just remembered this: i met a woman who liked me and one day she said part of the reason she liked me was because i'm kinda small and if i hit her it wouldn't hurt as much she literally said that to me, so u can imagine what her b/f was doing to her some of yall r puttin up w/ too much from ur dudes! i dnt even know why i'm sayin this but hey.. ++++++ ITS MY WEBSITE ! hollaz
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