some of you may remember me saying i hate it when someone stops doing blogs or deletes their page because you follow it to a point of being a bit attached to it say a person has a blog they update like every other day and you enjoy it for about 6 months then one day u look up and its just gone.. and its not like they just stopped doing new videos.. nope, they totally disappear off the face of the internet completely.. all their presence is just up and deleted and gone with no explanation not only is that like ripping a friend away, you almost feel crazy sometimes because u try to prove to yourself that the thing u enjoyed was even real because there might be little to no evidence if that person wasn't super famous ok so we've established that issue but i want to talk about a time when this happened to me specifically and it actually made me look stupid ok so there was this girl when youtube was still fairly new, her name was jackie but her youtube name was filthywhore at the time she was like 21 or 22 and she was just a cute girl i liked to look at and stuff from time to time
she did videos about nothing, like she did one where she did a makeup tutorial, or on one she did sign language, on one she made fun of another girl on youtube who did a booty dance, she talked about going on trips with her family and she talked about how bad she needed a job and just normal things i just liked her i thought she was really pretty and she was my age and i just liked seeing what she was up to then she began to get in trouble on youtube, like she made a paypal account and said that if anyone wants to put in any loose change then that would be cool cuz she was broke.. but youtube got mad at her for it and deleted some of her videos.. and a bunch of diff things kept happening until she finally deleted everything and disappeared she was one of the most popular people on youtube, but she disappeared to where just trying to find these pics of her was hard by itself but anyway, one day i was looking up filthy whore on the internet and i let my mom use my computer and she saw that i typed "filthywhore" into the search bar and she was just like.. "nevermind, just get out" i was like "its a tongue-in-cheek name, i wasn't looking for an ACTUAL filthy whore online, its a girl who does videos about her life" and my mom's like "whatever just get out" and i walk away frustrated and looking crazy because filthywhore was gone and i couldn't even prove that she ever existed now think about how much this whole thing sucked for me.. i was really attached to seeing jackie's life online, and she just up and left THATS WHY I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ABANDON THEIR BLOGS AND WEBSITES and that's only ONE instance!!! it has happened to me like at least 4 or 5 times so again, that's why i try to stick around with this cuz i don't want people to have to go through what i went through: internet abandonment! ^new phrase (o: and i'm not sayin anyone cares about my website, but just to break the cycle of internet abandonment, i'm gnna try to stay around and update as much as i can
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Ash
3/28/2012 03:08:18 pm
This is pretty late on the ball but I found this blog post because I too also enjoyed watching videos by FilthyWhore and wish I could still find them!! And hate it when people disappear too.
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jaims
3/28/2012 03:25:40 pm
oh cool ! someone else remembers her, thats awsumz!
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Ash
3/29/2012 05:27:50 am
Unfortunately, I am not pokemon master!! I was pretty good at Pokemon Snap back in the day though, but that's neither here nor there. :P
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Danny
4/13/2013 06:02:52 pm
Holy moly i LOVED watching Jackie and her videos. It was fun watching her go at it with Little Loca, or get interviewed by Renetto. I was a fan of YouTube in it's infancy. Infact i think it was at its best back then, when REAL people were the focus....not companies/profits.
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pool boy
4/15/2013 11:02:39 pm
yeah i know what you mean!
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Jonny O
2/15/2015 12:50:28 am
Hey there..also remember that girl vividly...knowing now what u didnt know then..one would store loads stuff more from youtube of those days...feels innocent kinda..and non commercial..nowadays yt is mostly bullshit when it comes to personal or "real" stuff, cause theres aways cash included somehow. anyway. she was cool really. and yeah. wished to know what shes doing now. didnt she marry some army dude and moved to another town and..had kids?
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pool boy
2/15/2015 01:37:58 am
i'm not sure what happened to her but you might be right !
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Amanda
6/17/2016 05:04:08 am
I am way delayed but I just saw a video of what happened to lonelygirl15 and that made me think of filthywhore and what happened to her. She was my favorite person on YouTube back in the day and actually didn't really use YouTube for years after she disappeared. I was also young and doing life so indidnt care about youtube. But not until like the last 3 years did I get back into it. I miss this girl too. I was hoping to find something of her somewhere cause I just loved her videos. I wish she would come back cause I would still watch her but that does not seem to be happening anytime soon and that sucks.
pool boi
6/17/2016 03:29:50 pm
lol i definitely agree with what ur saying.. she was so fun to watch even though she wasn't saying or doing anything very captivating.. she was just cool and normal and cute.. youtubers nowadays can be kindof annoying because a lot of them talk really fast and over-edit their videos
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Jacalyn
12/10/2020 11:11:36 pm
Shes 35, not married, no kids, doing super well. She doesnt do anything "internet famous." She builds radiology equiptment, teaches people how to cook relevant to their health and medical requirements, makes peoples hair and nails pretty and lives a quiet happy life only doing sign language to music in the car. Shes me. Have a great day!
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Allan
3/3/2021 11:31:01 pm
Please come back! =O
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pool boy
4/27/2021 04:13:49 pm
wow im glad ur doin good.. i never thought u would see my post, im over here in my own corner of the internet
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