u know what bothers me sometimes (such as right now) ?
i have been talking to this girl whenever i can over the phone cuz i like her
and she talks to me and everything and that's cool
but she never calls me or asks me how i'm doing or reaches out to me u know what i'm sayin?
its like ok i care about this person but if i don't call them then we just don't speak.. like dang am i just disposable?
i don't mind being the one to make all the moves but it would be nice to receive a call sometimes u kno.. to be like ok they want to talk to me too and i'm not just harassing them
i have some other friends who do the same ish
i call and they never pick up and even if i leave a message they don't call me back
and i wonder to myself, like what's the deal are we friends or not?
when people call or text me i respond back.. if i don't then its probably because my phone was off or some other issue
i don't kno what's up w/ people sometimes
like dang i think i'm a decent friend.. whether u really want to or not it would be nice of u to show me that u care u feel what i'm sayin?
but its whatever.. as long as i'm doing my part i'm ok
my Grandma passed away last year.. before she passed i used to send her letters and let her know how i was doing.. and i went to visit her a few weeks before she passed
i may not have exactly wanted to do those things but my Grandma MORE THAN DESERVED any effort i put forth to see her or talk to her
some of these other people tho.. the way they act.. they won't be feeling too good if someone close to them dies cuz they'll know deep down that they neglected that person
i'm not a sentimental type of person but i try to respect people and be a man of my word with them and give them my time and attention when its desired u feel me?
and it would be nice to have it given back sometimes
but whatever.. if u are reading this and ur neglecting someone in ur life, just take some time out and call them
real talk as a whole we need to stop being so selfish