this is madd stupid but whatever i'll share it anyway
i had a dream today where i was hanging out w/ one of my friends.. all i remember is it was a female friend we were chillin.. we were about to do something but before we left we saw a kitten the kitten was on a high counter top or something so it was right up to her face.. i was a few steps ahead but i was looking at her and this kitten that just walked up to her the kitten for some reason started talking and said.. "ahem.. can u do me a favor?" and it was a little weird that the kitten was talking, but not really that weird because in my dream it was understood that cats could say a few words kinda like in the same way that parrots can.. but even tho kittens could KINDA talk in my dream.. it was still weird.. i guess just weird enough to be hilarious so the kitten stopped my friend and said "ahem.. can u do me a favor?" right in her face on the counter top and she stopped and was like... "um, ok sure.. what?" and the kitten said "can u put ur face in my butt?" and i started cracking up LOL and i started laughing so hard that i woke up
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now guess what we're watching in class today..
that "evolution of dance" video that guy did on youtube the one where there's a white guy on stage dancing to all different pop songs through the years why don't they just shoot me instead? so many people have shown me this over the years and it is the gayest thing i have ever witnessed and can someone explain to me why this is considered humorous? WOW he dances to a bunch of songs just what i wanted to see in the morning.. a corny white guy dancing... to songs i hate ngga get a day job!!!!! my eyes and ears are both going to vomit after this oh yeah and just in case anyone was wondering.. the answer is no... as in "no, nothing was learned in class today" ..what a surprise _school is so worthless
why am i in class being forced to watch nelly's "hot in here" i hate this.. seriously.. i deeply despise school yesterday on facebook someone asked "if u could do one thing diff in ur life what would it be?" i would have graduated high school, and just got a job as a janitor or something i'm so serious i don't care at all about being respected in society.. i sometimes even think about how worthless it is to strive for worldly gain when ur just gnna die anyway.. i would rather just live a righteous, quiet, relaxed, and peaceful life.. i haven't really had an anxiety-free time since i've been in college.. i am just tired of how stupid this is now they're making me sit through a lady gaga video.. what is the purpose of this garbage.. i had to write an essay on macgyver a week ago MACGYVER.. a damn tv show about a guy who can make a homing missile out of a toaster I AM NOT LEARNING ANYTHING i learn so much more when i'm by myself on the internet it bothers the crap out of me that i spend time, money, and effort to be in college and every single day i dread going to class because i know its going to be a waste i don't even know how to end this blog i'm just really... (smh) screw it i sometimes wish someone would ask me a question.. so i got online and found some questions to answer
When you look at a woman, what is the first thing you notice? her body type Do you think it's ok to keep noticing another woman after you are in a committed relationship? yes, because ur not married yet and the person ur with might start acting up so u want to know what else is out there at all times Does this change when you are married? yes.. hopefully if you're THAT serious about someone then you've gotten to a point where they are the only person you desire.. people have told me this is never the case but i feel like they are being cynical and its "cool" to sound like an uncontrollable sex-maniac today.. also i think a lot of this has to do with a person's level of experience.. like if you've had sex with 100 people then u get married, then u will probably never stop desiring different people.. but if you've waited for marriage then i think u will be able to have contentment with one person- and be able to focus purely on them but then again i wouldn't say this stuff is set in stone.. but definitely an accurate GENERAL assessment... its mostly just about where your head is at personally Do you think that physical attributes are more important for maintaining a successful relationship or do you think that friendship maintains a relationship? this question is dumb because everyone would say "both" What kind of books do you like to read? autobiographies.. mostly of people who do music What is your idea of relaxing? having a meaningful conversation, having coffee, having a day with nothing planned or scheduled at all What are your hobbies? music, writing Do you like sports? no What are your natural talents? i can come up with examples to describe my thoughts really quickly.. i can come up with theories and generalizations that make a lot of sense.. i'm really perceptive.. i can tell who people are based on very little time with them.. i'm kinda like a philosopher .. a person who observes, processes, and then explains with much clarity What is the best relationship advice that you have ever gotten? tell women what it is, don't ask, TELL don't say "do u want to sit here?" say "we're going to sit here." What is your favorite thing to do? rap.. but if i don't have time/focus to rap then working on my website is fun Do you like to cook? if i have time to kill and i'm not really hungry, sure How do you spend your leisure time? doing creative things or playing video games Are you a morning, afternoon, or evening person? evening What were your favorite subjects in school? i hated school What is your favorite thing about yourself? i am extremely perceptive Are you a beach, country or city person? country is the best Do you believe in God? And why? yes.. not believing in God is the epitome of stupid to me.. not understanding certain things about God is one thing but not believing in God imo is like being willfully ignorant.. like the Bible is literally telling the future RIGHT NOW in revelations.. God is definitely without a doubt 100% real Do you have any goals for the future? make music for television and commercials and video games and huge things that make a lot of money Do you like to travel? no What is your most prized possession? anything that contributes to my ability to make music.. i started out with bare bones stuff.. i moved up and learned what to buy and how to use each item and went through a bunch of software and basically taught myself how to make music.. time, money, research, i've put a lot into music that a lot of people probably would never understand Who do you most admire and why? Jesus because he's perfect and loving What's your idea of a great outing? its more about the people u spend time with than the actual place u go to.. however i'd say a good concert is always fun.. but i think it should always be more about the music than the band itself.. concerts should be more like parties than movies What's the best advice you have received by someone? forgive yourself Which is the one place you want to visit? i don't give a crap about places really at all.. i don't understand the fascination with going to diff places.. if u like where u live then that's all that matters imo... i don't get why people are like "i'm going to visit india!" like i can never understand how that has any value.. u come back to the states and u talk about india to all ur friends and none of them care.. u have pictures where u stood by statues and stuff.. WHO CARES!? "i went to a different country and saw a famous building" WOW smh Favorite movies? ghostworld and office space If you had to choose, what would you choose money or fame? fame by itself has no value On what things do you get annoyed? when things or systems have bad design.. things that are unnecessarily frustrating.. like itunes or facebook or my cell phone or college If you could live anywhere on this planet, where would it be and why? probably in a house or industrial loft in seattle What do you think is more important, friendship or relationship? relationship.. that one person ur in a relationship with is madd important.. probably to me a lot because i am not very social.. i just need like one person who really understands me and i'm good.. friends are cool but a lot of times i disagree with them about things.. in a relationship u mostly agree on everything, even if u see things diff u still generally agree on important things at the end of the day.. and if u do happen to disagree with them a lot of times u still value their opinion.. i can't say that about a lot of friends really.. i just have to ignore them sometimes lol What is the biggest turn off in a girl? bad breath, bad attitude, lying _^its appropriate to listen to this song while u read this (from the new meshell album)
i have realized i am a very no nonsense type of person i don't put up with things for very long.. i try to be patient but after a while i become blunt and/or i get a smart mouth i kinda think most men are like this tho.. we can't handle b.s. the same way women do i've heard so many women talk about how they're "too nice" and they get walked on or, u know screw it i'll just give a real life example.. i used to flirt with a girl for a while and one day she called me crying.. i was like what's wrong? she said she went to the mall with a guy and he was admiring a pair of shoes and he was like wow i'd love to get these! and she knew he didn't have money so she asked if he wanted her to buy them.. i guess just to be nice and ish well it ended up he said yes... and said yes to a bunch more stuff and she came back home having spent a whole lot of money on a guy who was not her husband, fiance, or boyfriend.. he was just a guy she was talking to off and on so she was feeling like a complete idiot, but not only did she feel stupid, she also saw the guy in a different light and that hurt her too as she was crying to me she was like "i just kept offering and he just kept saying yes" i felt bad for her.. she was taken advantage of i've heard of things like this happening to girls a lot u can never really tell a girl to stop being like that, because i guess its kinda like part of their nature, they want to love and be loved and show love and be helpful.. which is fine in the context of the correct relationship and/or when it is valued.. but what i see women doing wrong in this regard is "casting their pearls unto swine" as the bible calls it... which means u are giving away something extremely valuable to someone who will just trash it some things are ok to give, like volunteering time to a charity is a nice way to give but some things u have to be more careful with.. like your money, or better yet YOUR HEART i get it, you have a lot of love to give and u are eager.. but still.. hold out, because different examples of trust and commitment should be a prerequisite to mostly anything u have to offer if u just give away everything u have.. money, cooking, sex, kindness, affection, love, time, care, effort, patience, etc. freely with no discernment.. then how can u expect it to ever be seen as important or enviable/desirable STOP GIVING EVERY POSITIVE THING ABOUT U AWAY WITHOUT THOUGHT u women who go straight from a 2nd date to "sprung" i'm looking at you u women who go straight from a 3rd date to acting like someone's wife i'm looking at you and now u girls can stop calling me talking about how someone pwned ur whole life.. because since u read this u now know giving is good but like all things, should still be done with a measure of wisdom i could say a lot more but like.. meh what would be the point.. just take this as a reminder i suppose... if it applies that is i've noticed that tennessee is basically the opposite of michigan i say that because we always said michigan had an 8 month winter.. but tennessee has an 8 month summer here are michigan's summer months: may, june, july, august here are tennessee's summer months: april, may, june, july, august, september, october, november and yeah i guess april and november have rain but still.. as soon as i graduate i would like to get out of this state... _to get some fresh air ^
i just got meshell ndegeocello's new album.. its called "weather" it just came out a few days ago my thoughts?
i won't so much give opinion but i'll just explain what the album is as u can see, the album cover is her walking in the rain the album sounds pretty "rainy day-ish" to me its not very upbeat or very electronic or soulful.. its more like.. a quiet, subdued, piano, guitar, drums, and bass type of album.. no real studio tricks, more like straight up songs.. by the way they sound- they may possibly have been played live in the studio as opposed to sequenced out on pro tools it seems like she maybe was doing a lot of thinking when she did this album one lyric i like in the album is "don't you take my kindness for weakness, just cuz i'm gentle doesn't mean i'm not strong" <--- its funny cuz i wrote a blog discussing this a few days ago.. i may post it in the upcoming days.. my thoughts i wrote about were basically that i think women get taken advantage of a lot in the name of kindness or being nice or whatever i really like the songs "dead end" and "rapid fire" right now so.. my overall thoughts on the album.. its another meshell album meaning it has its own vibe.. none of her albums really mimic any of her other albums so from her i've heard a few diff styles the funk/soul album the breakup/sadness album the deep love album it goes on.. this one i'd say is the .... rainy day/deep thought album its not a SAD rainy day.. more like a rainy day that makes u slow down and think and feel emotions .. mellow but not depressing.. subdued, thoughtful i'd say another great album from meshell.. it all depends on which side u like of her the most.. if ur good with her more chill side then u'll be pleased.. if u like her more r&b, funk, soul side then u could probably pass on this and not really miss it i appreciate it all tho so anyway i had to say a few things about this album cuz i've been looking forward to it for a while.. she is just as- or more talented than anyone else i've ever seen as for my fave album from her.. its really hard to say but comfort woman would probably be my fave from her.. comfort woman's style was just so thick.. it was like true romantic beauty in outer space in a garden with the love of your life.. but ok let me stop talking i can go on and on about music lolz i try not to really post too many videos on the blog (those r for the video section) however this is for ME (for future reference) just as much or more than it is for anyone interested.. first let me get some info out of the way to preface the video properly this guy in the video is an occultist.. he says he worships an entity that is not satan, however all that stuff is satanism whether people know it or not.. one way to tell this is by the message people try to portray since the bible says "you will know them by their fruit" ..one thing u notice when u look into any occult or pagan religion is they all say "there is no such thing as sin" and/or "man is god" ..which is the same lie satan told eve in genesis: "you will be like gods" <--paraphrased so ask yourself.. why do 100 diff "religions" say the same thing? ..its because they are all a diff name for the same thing.. satanism ANYWAY.. with that out of the way.. this post is for all the WRITERS and ARTISTS this guy believes lies however his theory on the power of the written word is sound!!!! if you are a writer and you've ever doubted the power of your words.. i encourage you to watch this video! again, this is for my writers out there... peep what he says about the craft of writing and art one thing i want to point out is i saw this a few days ago and it stuck with me so i had a conversation about it with my sister and she said she agreed that the power of the the written word is not to be underestimated
she brought to my remembrance a time when one of her "friends" wrote a blog about her that literally left her in a state of massive anger, hurt, and paralysis for a long time the "friend" wrote the blog and completely belittled my sister semi-publicly i remember how upset my sister was when this happened.. she literally became depressed and talked my ear off about it a few times... i never really understood why she took it so hard but looking back i think it was the timing.. like say if someone insults u an hour after u fail an exam or something.. u might actually burst into tears or something.. like the timing of it was in a way where it truly hurt my sister but it was also a testament to the power words closely chosen and sequenced can have on a person, their life, their view of their surroundings, and even their view of self so after this conversation i had with my sister, i decided to post this for my artists and writers so u remember how powerful you can be! personal story: the other day a guy hit me up and said he listened to one of my songs like 50 times.. it surprised me a lot.. i thought about the subject matter of the song.. "did i say positive things?" "did i bless his mind and spirit or hurt it?" i thought about what my song said to him 50 times.. in other words.. your work is power! so remember to say and represent something important!!!!!!! i've been doing my own personal "top song of the year" thing since 08
here's the link to last yr's entry: http://poolboyjames.weebly.com/4/post/2010/12/songs-of-the-yr.html the rules of the game are.. the song didn't have to come out that year, i just had to hear it for the first time that year i'm writing this now because its november.. we're nearing the end of 2011 and i know what my top song of this year is 2011 song of the year #1. "don't act like i didn't tell you" melvin burch (song is very average in its subject matter yet at the same time very different.. this song is the opposite of the industry.. it is average to everyday people, yet insanely different from everything the music industry tries to push as black culture.. for example he says "i dream of a 4.0 and a doctorate degree" .. it is totally natural tho and not forced or TRYING to be different.. he also displays a level of self awareness that is surprising.. the beat is dope and coincides with the lyrics perfectly.. also it fits me) |
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