since i have been so down on school/life lately i'm gnna take some time to try and spotlight positives:
i finished that verse for keytone and i'm pretty happy with it my friend just said he'd make a music video for me WOW i am VERY VERY excited about this!! i've wanted to make a music video for a really long time! school is only til wednesday this week i found a good bible scripture a few minutes ago and i think i needed it oh yeah and this is kinda unrelated but kinda related some of u may remember i said i want to get out of the house more.. i am still working on this.. i have been doing better tho definitely i also cut out some unnecessary things such as watching tv (don't watch it), getting beat down in street fighter 4 (broke the game), and i no longer get on aim i was watching a review for gran turismo 5 and i thought an interesting point was brought up
the person said "there's 1000 cars but out of the 1000, there are 200 premium and 800 standard.. i would have preferred like 300 premium and zero standard" this made me think about a lot of things at once to sum it up its basically like saying: people would rather have a little perfection than a lot of mediocrity which is something worth marinating on imo.. how can we apply such a principle to our own lives? **and u look down to find the ball in your court** hi kids! my name is pink smiley and i just wanna remind ya something... ALL RACISTS ARE GOING TO HELL! ahyuck! have a nice day! seriously racism is the wackest ish ever and i do believe racists are hellbound.. and when i say this, i am not just talking hitler.. i mean like when u are just plain not nice or polite or courteous to someone because of your racist notions and prideful elitism if u are not making someone feel welcome just because of their skin color then that just might be held against u one day when i started at a diff school in 6th grade i remember i was the only black guy in my whole grade.. at a place where everyone was already friends with eachother... one day the teacher said "get in groups everyone" and i was alone looking like an ass-clown until my friend josh mcintosh introduced himself to me and "grouped" with me.. we stayed friends ever since that day and i still think about that act of kindness from time to time some people however tried to make me feel even more out of place than i already was and that ish wasn't cool i'm not even going to share anything about any modern racism encounters because i'm trying to keep this place upbeat or at least not depressing so i'll just say this But I say to you that whoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment. matthew 5:22 ^ and there's MADD more stuff in the bible u could apply to racism but i don't feel like getting into it.. so take it or leave it peaCe + Luvs my music isn't for sale and neither is my website so anytime i make a song there will be no cost.. and this website will remain ad-free as long as i'm in control of it i'm not saying this will matter to anyone, but regardless... i'm just trying to do my part in the world to have some things that remain pure and genuine- ***without anything in the background controlling what i say.. ***without ever desperately begging for your attention or money ***without "per-click" websites that make u click 10 times and show u 10 diff ads to read one full article but instead of sit here and explain my thoughts in a boring essay.. i will just show u part of what prompted me to write this in the first place: i'm sure u've seen this guy on wikipedia.. personally i'm not buying it.. lets be honest man, u are rich and wikipedia is profitable.. u just like those extra checks in the mail at the end of the day i feel like there are too many shameless people and i don't want to be one of them..
greed by itself is bad, but what makes it worse is when it spills over into places like church, or non-profit organizations that don't actually help anyone.. or like.. the fact that water is fuel but because of greed we are forced to buy gas.. and cures to diseases are silenced because medication is profitable and sometimes its just little things, like u enjoy a band but then they blow up and their music just becomes trash.. instead of being honest and real they become a mere caricature of what they once were so i'm just trying to do my part u feel me btw to anyone who makes money from ads or donations or whatever, more power to u, i am not being condescending.. so don't be offended cuz i feel u its just that SOME people ruin it cuz they are madd sleazy! u might be like.. why is this noteworthy? its teh strategy involved!! and this track is harder than balls.. seriously the dirt on this track feels like driving on ice and ish !!!! _now run and tell ya friends.. sonec teh bonkers dnt play dat when he get behind da wheelz!!!!!!
a lot of women are either too mean or too nice
this lack of balance is probably due to some sort of thing having to do with their dad whether it be a dad who was in their life but made love seem very conditional or maybe she grew up without a dad in the home i will say i empathize with women a lot more considering i understand that women are not really allowed to show emotion sometimes.. especially black ones like take the emotion of anger for example this is not really allowed for women in the workplace or in their relationships for whatever reason.. so it gets pushed down and pushed down until they explode then u get shows like snapped but like my previous blog i wrote about women.. don't put up with the b.s. too much.. i mean strive to be patient yeah but try to remember u are human and no one can tell u how to feel women are so used to curbing their emotions in society that its bonkers sometimes.. and i think this is why women are better at jobs that require emotional restraint are women inherently better at this type of stuff than men? or is it purely a result of socialization? i don't know but for some reason i've been learning more about why u females act the way u do maybe u all aren't so bonkers after all after class was over yesterday i said to my friend jon..
"that girl over there is perfect" "who the girl in the red?" "yeah" then we were talking about her and he said.. "she doesn't look as good as u think she does" i was like what do u mean? he was like.. "i looked her up on facebook and she's not that cute" ok.. this is not a diss to jon or anything but i just thought that was a little weird we are in a class with her, she looks amazing IN REAL LIFE but he seemed to think her pictures on facebook were a more accurate portrayal of her real looks is technology taking over too much? i mean.. i'm sittin in class looking right at her breathing right in front of me so why should i care how she looks in pictures on facebook at all? maybe she isn't photogenic he also said try to look at her minus her body he's like "try to imagine her without that low-cut shirt" i'm like... *does not compute* the way some people talk and think really bewilders me |
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