jasmine always sends me cute pics of herself.. i always appreciate it ^thanks, hott-babe ++++++ today was my first time using bluetooth technology.. its pretty dope.. i never understood it before but now i get it, its basically technology that allows u to do certain things wirelessly without a loss in quality i am now a fan of this right now im marinating on how i can manipulate this technology in creative ways ++++++ i finally registered for classes for this fall i got 18 hours right now.. if it becomes too much then i can drop a class but to be honest i want to finish them because i want school to end.. it seems like it never stops my major is now art the reason for this is because i am hoping it will be more about output than input i don't want to have to take in a bunch of information anymore, maybe art will be more like.. something that allows u to express yourself as opposed to always taking in someone else's viewpoint and regurgitating it (because doing so makes me feel like i'm being mentally raped) and anyway... ^art is my middle name ++++++ here's a beat i started werken on ++++++ u know.. i pretty much hate mainstream entertainment i don't care if its music, or movies, or books, or what.. it is all awful to me i hate a company giving me what they think i want, i hate that artists are mere puppets, i hate how all subject matter in songs is the same, i hate the lack of honesty, i hate the whole notion of "industry standard" recordings, i hate how movies are so generic and lack any amount of depth or creativity and this isn't everything, but the majority of things that come out are trash the more i think about how much i hate it all, the more i feel strong in rebelling against it ++++++ i got a new cell phone, my friend let me borrow the complete animated series of daria.. i've been listenin to a lot of drum and bass and the gynophobia album from charles hamilton i've been drinking those bolthouse drinks u find in the healthy refrigerated section of the grocery store.. i don't really like them i just figure they must be healthy lolz but yeah.. this is wat i been up to peeps!!!
holla at me!!!!! peaCe + Luvs
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decided to go out and take some pictures today.. i'm really happy with these so make sure to click on the ones u like to view the whole pic went around town, by the river, and also to an antique art shop
just thought i'd upload a video of me playing super street fighter 4 online i'm uploading this for fun just in case anyone who comes to my site is a gamer ..i may do a few more games with time its hard to explain certain things to the opposite sex as far as what u desire from them because to them it sounds like certain qualities contradict
do they really contradict? or is it more about a healthy balance? i was talking to some girls about this and here's what they said about men in this regard: "i want hard work ethic and drive, but i also don't want to be neglected by him while he works to pursue a better life" "i want strength but i want sensitivity" "i want him to lead but not to the point of being controlling" "i want him to be strong in his beliefs but not to the point of not listening to my opinion at all" i think we all want traits in the opposite sex that seem to contradict but they don't have to contradict its about balance or a "know when to turn this on and/or off" type of deal one thing i tried to explain was i want a girl who turns me on who is also a Christian.. Christian girls to me sometimes cover up too much to a point where i'm bored.. like "dam how u gnna wear a turtle neck with a sweater over it, then a jean jacket over the sweater every day? ...i mean can i at least see your neck at some point?" not being able to discern a woman's shape is frustrating to me.. but at the same time i don't want a girl who is lookin straight trashy, or who is loose and wild i wouldn't tell a girl this anymore because i don't think they understand.. i mean, it IS quite a thin line.. a hard tight-rope to walk perhaps.. but while i'm on the topic i might as well drop another one i want a girl who is nice and who has a good attitude, but one who also isn't a pushover who does whatever i tell her to do because i need a girl who can give me her valuable second opinion on my decisions so there's another one.. nice, but not too nice.. another thing that seemingly contradicts.. another tight-rope basically i just wanted to put some of this info out there for people.. there are certain dichotomies that we want in the opposite sex.. i feel like this is a discussion we should all be mindful of there are certain things that seem confusing but its really about balance and about being able to do certain things at the correct time.. u kno the old saying: "there's a time and place for everything" if anyone who reads this has more seemingly contradicting traits they'd like to point out that they want in the opposite sex, feel free to add them in the comment section if u know how to navigate these balances it could mean the difference between repelling the opposite sex or attracting them! sometimes i say "brb" when i have no intention of actually coming back.. dnt kno y i do that
the month of may marked my 2yr anniversary of having a website ok in honor of my site lets do a recap 2005 - got on myspace and sometimes wrote blogs 2006 - kept sporadically writing blogs however began getting more and more positive feedback 2007 - started a blogspot page and really began to say a lot and have a sense of duty about it 2008 - didn't do any blogs for the entire year (my life was haywire and i needed to get it back in line) 2009 - came back to blogspot, but had some issues with it.. so in may i started poolboyjames.webs.com (which no longer exists) 2010 - continued on that site until they ruined the website by making my blogs into advertisements... left and created what you see today, poolboyjames.weebly.com (and carried over the blogs from poolboyjames.webs.com) 2011 - this website has become something i have always wanted.. a place where i can express myself in many different ways on this site i have two albums, some miscellaneous songs, 2 years of insightful blogs, plenty of pictures, i have videos of myself, the list goes on thanks a lot to everyone who comes and checks me out, i appreciate you even if you never comment or anything i've met some really cool people through the site, which always trips me out because i think by putting myself out there, people will reject me.. but it seems like all it has done is bring cool people closer to me my goal on the site is to say what i want to say as opposed to what i think people want to hear i hope everyone can appreciate that for what it is.. poolboyjames.weebly.com is my zone.. the world from james's perspective my main messages i want people to take from my presence here i suppose would be like.. be yourself, (if you don't, who will?) be honest with yourself and others.. believe in God, try to take that belief seriously and have a relationship with Christ.. aim to make it into heaven.. and just live your life.. find beauty in the imperfections and enjoy as much as you can thanks for chillen with me and see u next may for another anniversary entry and as for everyone who ain't down w/ teh pool boy....... ZANGIEF, SHOW EM WHAT I DO TO THE BLOG HAYTAZ!!!!! peaCe
oh and before i go.. i have to mention that through this website i've literally influenced at least 4 or 5 people to start their own blogs and/or websites everytime someone says they started a blog or site after seeing mine i think its a great thing.. if i was to say anything to u peeps who start, i'd say do it for the love not for the comments or for notoriety or positive feedback.. (cuz sometimes those things may not be around) instead just enjoy "amplifying" your self, your thoughts, and your viewpoints.. you may feel like no one is watching but if you keep at it, eventually you will affect someone's life through whatever it is you are doing, posting, or writing so have fun but also remember to try to be insightful at times cuz someone goes through what u go through even though u think you're alone in your struggles |
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