i'm pretty sure i'm going to lose my job soon i'm either going to quit or get fired i am pretty sure this is coming soon i'm not sure what i'm going to do next i have come to the conclusion though that i want an actual job where i do actual work as opposed to a job where my job is to represent a company my current job has become one of those jobs where they want you to "drink the kool-aid" so to speak i don't really like that.. you pay me to work, you don't pay me to smile or suck-up or act like a clone or dress to the 9s with my non-existent wardrobe stipend any job where i have to represent some idiot who is on vacation 6 months a year is just not for me "yeah our company is great.. high level executives make hundreds of thousands and millions while the people who do all the work and deal with crap all day (figurative OR EVEN LITERAL) get paid low hourly wages and are punished for taking days off to go to the doctor or spend time with family." i just can't do it anymore what happened to the days when men were paid for an honest day of work? i am so tired of people telling me i don't sound "happy enough" or whatever.. like what the hell are you talking about? if they only knew the favor they'd be doing me by firing me.. lol.. i just don't want to quit because... basically for me- quitting in my life went from being a habit to being a phobia.. i used to quit everything in my life but these days (and I honestly thank God for this) i feel like quitting is more of a last resort than a first resort.. i'm thankful for the ability to see things through nowadays basically but whatever i don't even care to finish this i'm just venting (this post reminded me of this song by aesop rock called 9 to 5'ers anthem) Fumble outta bed and stumble to the kitchen. Pour myself a cup of ambition. And yawn and stretch, my life is a mess, And if I never make it home today, God bless.
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