i want to do an entry on my current thoughts on dating so hopefully i'll get time to do that
for the record i'm not going to date anymore.. for a number of reasons
one of the main reasons is i have found that even if i find someone i like, that doesn't mean she is right for me
she can have a huge booty and a cute face and whatever else
but what does any of that matter if we aren't compatible?
there's also the mgtow influence.. which is basically about your focus in life.. is your focus on women? or is it on purpose? women have a way of changing your perspective on things and that can be negative and draining.. mgtow (men going their own way) is about keeping your focus on the right things
i will hopefully say more when i get time
i saw district 9 the other day
that movie was great.. i highly recommend it
the way they did this movie was very outside the box
they really went for it too.. i mean this movie just starts and gets going.. its very dense
they made a sci-fi type of premise very human.. i could tell there was some improv there to help that aspect
this movie was just excellent.. i think a sequel could really make this movie a lot bigger.. especially because the only thing that holds this movie back from being perfect is the unsatisfying ending.. it kinda felt like it left a few things unanswered, and it left a few things up to interpretation
so the movie needs follow-through to see its full potential.. sort of like the first few star wars movies.. the follow through on those is what made it a cultural phenomenon.. i mean if star wars had only been one movie then how big would it be?
i feel that district 9 pretty much REQUIRES a sequel
however i must say district 9 was great.. i loved it.. my fave aspect was the african people.. man they had me ROLLEN
definitely see district 9.. the only thing i could somewhat compare it to is avatar, but its WAY better than avatar imo.. like its not even a comparison.. district 9 blows avatar completely out of the water
in life there are certain things you want
however there is a factor involved that we oftentimes don't take into account
that factor is the Lord's timing
God's timing is better than our own
i've seen this time and time again in my life
i have so many examples i could share about this but i'm gnna try to keep it general
God's timing is like a hidden factor that many people don't consider.. i said on an old song: a "blessing" is a curse if the time is wrong
and i still believe that to be true, a lot of times the sequence in which we receive things colors our view of the thing
you run into people in life who have great blessings but the order is off, and they suffer for it
you say "how do u get things in or out of the Lord's timing?" you get what you're supposed to have in God's timing by submitting to the Lord and living a righteous lifestyle
you get things out of order by saying "i want it now" and complaining, not having faith (giving up), and getting out of God's will through sin
you have mothers out here without education, without jobs, and without fathers for their children
that is out of order
then you have people out here who have education, a good job, benefits, savings, a spouse, and a house that's paid for already.. and they are expecting a baby
which position would you rather be in ?
i am only saying this stuff because it is something i struggle with especially with women, wanting women and sometimes feeling tired of the wait and i am like ok i am just going to smash a thot real fast and keep it moving.. but the problem with that is that wouldn't be me submitting myself to the Lord's timing- that would be me being impatient and in a sense saying "ok Lord you aren't helping me so i'm going to just get something.. even if its ratchet i'm going to get something"
we can't do that we have to submit and say ok this is uncomfortable but i'm gnna ride it out because everything works to the good of those who love the Lord
never underestimate God's timing and the effect it has on your peace, prosperity, and perspective
ok this is very important imo
i've seen this 100,000 times
this is one thing that really divides men and women in our modern day society
i see a lot of women doing this and it keeps them single
if i ever told a woman this she would tell me how i'm so wrong and crazy.. so i keep this stuff on deck for the site
how about this- you tell me if you think i'm right or not once i explain what i have to say
here's the deal..
women are quick to say they want a manly man, and a dominant type of man
but they resent the thought of being a submissive woman
^that's it.. that is the jist of this whole entry.. now let me expound
in every relationship you have the dominant gender and submissive one.. you have a penis and you have a vagina
and i've noticed that even homosexuals still do the man/woman thing.. u've seen it before- lipstick lesbian with a butch lesbian.. u know the drill- one is a "man" and the other is a woman
here's the problem, animals know the deal, insects know the deal, your grandparents knew the deal, even homosexuals appear to know the deal in their own sick way
the only people who don't know the deal are modern day women
they refuse to be submissive or submit.. they actually scoff at submission to the point where they laugh at and mock men who acknowledge that they want submissive wives... they seem to think men should want dominant, opinionated, "strong," women.. smh.. according to this buffoonery i should want to date hilary clinton.. this is how stupid women are.. they really think there is something wrong with a man who doesn't want a masculine career woman skank in a pants-suit
but again- the problem with this is, women will tell you IN A HEARTBEAT that they want a dominant man.. well guess what.. you will never get a dominant male if you refuse to be submissive.. because a dominant man wants to *gasp* dominate (this is why i call women idiots, because this is so simple but 99% of them will never comprehend this)
all women of today will get are simps and guys with no backbone.. why? because that is all that they make room for
and i've heard a lot of women say "its not me, its the men.. the men aren't dominant" (again, stupid as f*ck)
the Bible says "men love your wives as Christ loves the church" and "wives submit to your husbands"
in other words, IT IS NOT A MAN'S JOB TO DOMINATE YOU.. IT IS YOUR JOB TO SUBMIT
what would it even look like for a man to dominate you? a man shouldn't have to deck you for getting out of line you moron.. you keep yourself in line through respect and submission
so that's all i really wanted to say.. women are quick to say they want a dominant male, but they refuse to be submissive... so then why do u want a dominant male? so you can argue with him 24 hours a day? yeah great idea, just what we men like- when our women bring us arguments, headaches, and drama
enjoy being single you moronic skanks.. you deserve every minute of it
i guess its breast cancer awareness month or something
so here's the thing..
this is another example of how our society is totally feminized.. i mean even football players are running around with pink on their uniforms for breast cancer
it is just ridiculous.. what does football have to do with breast cancer and who is mandating players to wear all this pink?
i went in a furniture store earlier this month and everyone in there was wearing a pink shirt
how is that not sexist?
where is testicular cancer awareness month?
prostate cancer month?
oh yeah they don't exist
but beyond just the feminization of society- i have two other issues
one issue i have is the fact that no one seems to be asking where this money is going.. if people are donating to cure cancer and nothing is happening then why are we donating
i feel that cancer has likely been cured but those who try to vocalize it are likely murdered or bought off
if u think this is far-fetched then you need to exit the fantasy world you live in
my belief is that if we all stop putting money into diseases then that is when the cure will no longer be suppressed
the last problem i have with this cancer stuff is how people are celebrating it like its some sort of holiday.. there is something very sick about people doing things "for cancer"
its like it has changed from a disease into just an opportunity for more feminist rhetoric and mindless celebration
if u really want to impact something, stop with the marches and posing for pictures and "pink" consumerism.. and instead, how about you get on your knees and pray to the Lord for His mercy and for good health
why are people walking around celebrating a disease?
is this really what america has become?
i mean look at how far people have gone- that picture might as well say "worship cancer"
i'm tired of seeing all this corny posturing in the name of cancer.. pray that the Lord would have mercy on you during your feeble life and keep it movin
none of this is important, skip if you want.. i'm just thinking outloud
yo real talk.. if i ever am fortunate enough to get a new car, i would like to get a few new albums as well
my current car stereo is kinda inadequate.. there's definitely not enough low end
i feel like my musical taste might change a bit if i had a good system in my car because.. ok let me break it down
at home i am usually either listening to music sort of in the background, or i am doing something while i am listening to the music
as a result of this, maybe this is what causes me to only listen to rock and movie scores.. because you can play the songs without them feeling 'invasive'
however i feel like if i had a nice system in my car, that is where i could listen to the louder more aggressive stuff.. because when you're driving you can really let loose and listen to whatever and get a great sound..
i feel like driving and playing video games are both great ways to listen to music because youre kinda like engaged and disengaged simultaneously
i sometimes think our taste in music is dictated by how we choose to listen to it
like what u play after work might be different from what you play at the gym
so i really think if i got a new system in my car i'd try to start listening to a wider array of music and definitely try to incorporate some different styles
because honestly for the past few months i've just been listening to curve at my house.. and when i have company for some reason i've noticed i play dave matthews band's "under the table and dreaming" i guess because i feel like it has a little something for every type of listener
and the system in my car is so wack that i kinda ignore it at this point
i feel like i have kinda changed in the past year or year and a half in that... ok you know how when you're a kid you just want mcdonald's all the time, but when you get older you want real food? ...i not only developed a disdain for crap food and a desire for good food, but i also developed a disdain for crap sound and a love for good sound
my car system has become inadequate.. i guess it doesn't help that i use krk's on my computer and a stereo with a subwoofer on my television
my car sound just does not match up to those at all lol
anyway i'm just talking- peaCe
blanket statement (based on prior nonsensical occurrences)
if there is anyone who comes to my site and doesn't like what i say then don't read it
if anyone doesn't like what i say about women, too bad
i'm not going to stop saying what i say to appease anyone because... look let me backtrack
when i started this site i really wanted people to read it and like it
then i got almost no comments.. and finally i got to a place where i stopped caring.. and i said years ago that this started as a blog site, then one day it became what i deem to be an open diary
legit this whole site is just where i go to say things i want to say.. no one wants to hear me rant in real life so i get on this site and say what i want
if anyone doesn't like that- exit stage left
i will bash the living crap out of women all day if i want.. that's why i created the site.. TO HAVE A PLACE TO SAY WHAT I FEEL LIKE SAYING
the other day at work a woman called in and said "is there anyone i can talk to about a job?" i said "you will have to apply online" ...then she said "yeah but i just want to talk to a manager" .. i restated, "if you'd like to apply come in during business hours or..."
honestly before i even finished my sentence she yelled "SHUTUP!"
i sat there, taken aback by her immaturity.. i actually work at this place you want a job at so when i tell you how to apply maybe you should listen.. i certainly didn't get a job by telling people on the phone to shutup
if i was half as petty as her or MOST OTHER WOMEN, i would have taken her phone number down and alerted all the nearby jobs we have and told them not to hire her
but i didn't do that, because i had a job to do and getting petty revenge was not a part of it
also, a few days ago some fat confused lesbian cornball at work was snooping around trying to find out what myself and other people were doing when she herself should've been working
she kept trying to find things to report me on but she couldn't because i do my job correctly
she is one of those people who feels that finding a mistake in someone else's work makes her appear to be without flaw
i started to really get upset with her and before i went off i luckily had a break, so i went outside and calmed down before i said something out of character.. all the while knowing in the back of my mind i'd be out of that job soon (today was my last day and i'm poppin bottles...........ok its capri sun so sue me)
so my point in saying all that is this.. both of those ridiculous incidents were dealings i had with, you guessed it- WOMEN.
a lot of the drama i come across in life comes from women, i don't even share most of the crap that happens because usually i never want to think about it again.. but for the record.. i think women for the most part are complete scum bags
and if ever i feel like expressing that sentiment- then that is what i will do
if YOU don't like it
DONT COME TO MY WEBSITE
Does anyone else think its weird that we still have games coming out on both old and new gen hardware and they are both very similar?
I mean we’ve had this on previous generations but in previous generations the new gen ports were completely destroying the old gen ports
This time around though.. the new gen ports are better, but they aren’t blowing the old gen ports out of the water
You have games like metal gear 5, guilty gear xrd, shadow of mordor.. and they are all fairly similar no matter which system you get them on (although the draw distance on metal gear 5 on old gen is horrendous lol) …But for the most part, its not like how in the past you’d have a leap so large to where the old gen port looked ridiculous
There is totally a leap, but is it as large as the leaps in the past?
I feel like one of the biggest and best leaps in gaming was going from ps1/n64 era up to dreamcast/ps2 era
That leap was just HUGE
Btw.. I think my fave systems ever were probably the dreamcast and the gamecube
I love the ps3 as well though because it brought so much right out the gate like blu-ray, built-in wifi, built in hdmi, and they brought those psn sales also… speaking of which
Those psn sales are nuts.. I check those out and they will have games I want for like $4
The funniest thing about them though is even when I see games I want for cheap, sometimes I still can’t afford them lol.. I am so happy to see games available on psn for very reduced prices as well as full prices because it is healthy for the industry.. they have effectively cut out a lot of middle men and now the direct 'publisher to consumer' relationship is benefitting everyone
Gamers get instant access to cheap games and they always get updated patches and things and the creators get the satisfaction of knowing they are being compensated as opposed to just selling a game once to like 15 people.. since gamers have started buying games online, I’ve seen two gamestops close.. one in brentwood and one in franklin.. this to me is excellent.. it not only helps consumers and creators, but it also forces remaining gamestops to actually attempt to become consumer friendly for once.. for example- they are now selling retro games.. which can be positive or negative overall- but the point is.. you can see that now they finally have to TRY.. they can’t just rip people off without providing a service anymore
On a diff note.. recently the ps4 got a price cut to $350 from $400
I feel like that was the final death blow for xbox
The xbox is being outsold by the ps4 pretty much everywhere on earth.. even when the ps4 was more expensive, people were still buying it over the xbox.. now that ps4 has had a price drop, I feel like x-bots everywhere are on suicide watch
Halo is not going to save xbox, I know this because last year xbox had halo master chief collection and it was A. broken and B. unable to turn the tide
So I don’t know why xbox thinks halo will turn the tide this year.. they still need new ip’s
People are buying ps4’s because they know deep down when the last of us 2 comes out, they don’t want to miss it.. they also don’t want to miss persona 5, uncharted 4, dragon quest XI, street fighter 5, or the best multi-plats
I feel like I may get a ps4 myself, like whenever I get some extra cash.. which might be soon since i no longer have to buy furniture
Oh let me say this too.. if any of u like gaming videos on youtube.. check out this guy called game dingo.. his videos are great.. I just found him recently but man that guy cracks me up
Some of my faves are game dingo, game sack, gamer2323, and gametrailers (I just wish gametrailers would change their name because it makes it sound like all it consists of is trailers)
What do u peeps think of street fighter 5 so far?
I want to get it day one however I do feel like they have botched zangief who is my fave character.. they got rid of the green hand which is a staple to his character.. I don’t know what they are thinking at all.. however I feel like I still have to get the game because street fighter 4 is just super old and I am ready for the next game in the series
One other thing I want to say is I think there is a high chance the Nintendo nx will be a discless system
Either it will be discless or they will somehow punish people for buying in stores.. like by adding certain content only to online purchases.. I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if it was discless… that would explain the super high level of secrecy that seems to surround the system
Personally.. I don’t care about Nintendo at all until they announce a true next gen Metroid.. without that- to me Nintendo is nothing more than a roster of Disney characters
Anyway.. just my current thoughts on gaming.. peaCe
i left this comment on a youtube video where a man was trying to explain how to get women "by the scriptures" .. but he was focusing on seduction/manipulation
so i left this comment, and i thought it was one of the realest comments out there.. but i feel like it fell on deaf ears so i'm going to post it here:
i'm not trying to diss you or come against your message but if you are seeking a woman (by the scriptures) wouldn't that mean seeking the Lord's guidance in finding the right woman for yourself like isaac and rebekah in genesis 24... it just seems like a more direct path to the result we all want (a good woman) ... most of these guys want a good woman, i can tell because they are always saying they r giving up on western women and wanting to go overseas.. if they just wanted to bang skanks and sluts then they'd remain in the states and enjoy the buffet of sexually indiscrimnant women... but they don't want that- deep down they want good women who have morals and who are supportive and caring.. which is something we may not be able to find on our own or by our own merits (because women oftentimes don't even like good men), but God can give us the desire of our heart at any moment without regard to circumstance (or the current ills of modern society)
no joke i think that comment was probably going over heads, so i had to post it here on the site for my real people.. wat do u peeps think.. is this legit? do u peeps remember genesis 24? do you feel it is relevant to you today when seeking a mate?