look at what this girl put down for "first date" i asked around here and there a few weeks ago about this sort of thing i asked a few women their thoughts on this because i have run into this thing where if i ask a woman where she'd like to go- i get a sort of pushback i didn't understand why i was getting the pushback so i started asking women their thoughts what i learned was that women are still women no matter how much feminism crap is out there.. this is women.. they have a thing with decision making.. i don't understand it.. are they afraid to offend? are they dismayed by the plethora of options? are they saying "lead me" ? the reason doesn't matter so much.. but the fact is.. this is what women are.. men see a decision as a privilege.. like "oh, ok i have a say? awesome" but women are thinking something totally different.. they appear to see decisions as like a headache of some sort realizing this has made me realize to an even greater extent how fake and phony feminism is.. why? because there is no possible way a woman can be a feminist and then express how much of a headache it is for her to make decisions for herself that could be in her favor you can't be a feminist and immediately give power (the power of choice) to the man without any discussion whatsoever i mean i would even be considered a feminist by many women's standards because i feel women should have options and choices.. but constantly i hear them saying "you make the decision" "you drive the car" "you lead the way" "whatever you want to do is fine with me" it all goes back to what we learned in school about male/female communication being cross cultural here you have men seeing choices as privileges and women viewing them as a sort of punishment allow me to reiterate SHE DOESNT VIEW A CHOICE OR OPTION AS A PRIVILEGE ON ANY LEVEL
i remember when i was with chrissy back in the day i used to ask her what she wanted to do and she would be like "oh its fine whatever u want to do" and this went on for a long time up until i just accepted that i was sonic and she was tails i never understood why she was always so moldable- i guess because i used to think women were just men with boobs.. but these days i see that gender differences are much more than cosmetic
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so far windows 10 is pretty cool.. no complaints at all.. i just setup onedrive also which should make keeping track of things like resumes, references, passwords, and lyrics pretty simple
my background is from beyond two souls (which i still highly recommend) earlier today i said "i guess that's just how i do" and immediately i had a flashback to a really good album called "how i do"
this album is from res which is pronounced 'reece' this album was really good and i remember having good times during the time i listened to it the most.. i still remember i was at target with chrissy when i bought it this was a classic brah peep if u like some alternative r&b both of these songs are hittin lol the second one starts at about 1:15 whoever follows my site, you might remember not too long ago i posted a trailer of the game danganropa: ultra despair girls i didn't have a way to play it because its on vita however today i went into gamestop and they had the playstation tv for $40 the playstation tv plays vita games so i went ahead and bought the playstation tv.. i didn't get danganropa yet but i definitely plan to
but i did buy the evil within.. they had it there brand new sealed for $20 i didn't expect gamestop to have such good deals wow! i had a rough day today.. i was running ALL AROUND TOWN for the emissions test for car registration renewal.. and i failed the test due to my gas cap so i had to buy another one and get back to the emissions test before they closed... keep in mind today was saturday so traffic was bonkers so when all that was over- it felt good to spend some money on myself that's not just rent or gas or food peaCe i had a pretty bad day yesterday
it occurred to me though, that yesterday i wore my osiris shoes this is something i thought about like a week ago.. but i didn't really pay it much attention however today i'm going to throw the shoes in the trash osiris is apparently a pagan god or something.. this is something i really never paid any attention to but yesterday being lame was like the last straw.. i'm not going to be speculating on if i'm being superstitious or not.. i'm just tossing them.. i'm not risking it bro osiris makes some nice shoes but its just one of those things the same thing kinda happened to me with siouxsie sioux... i listened to their album called juju then i looked up the name juju and realized it appears to be tied to west african amulets and spells and witchcraft i just can't fool with it so all u peeps who feel me on this- take inventory of your life as well may God bless i feel like there are two main assumptions/beliefs about the sexes
people seem to think men have no (or shouldn't have any) emotions and people seem think women have no (or shouldn't have a) sex drive i feel that these assumptions/beliefs are incorrect and oftentimes offensive i can't really speak on the female side, but as a male- i can definitely say i get tired of women thinking they can tell me when, and how to feel all the time why do they think only their feelings are valid smh like if i express anger or discontentment or something they act like i need a good chastising lol its such a joke can i live? i have been having some issues with weebly lately
i put ad-blocker on my browser and literally every time i go into weebly it says it blocks like 3 ads i'm not sure what ads it is blocking or if they are in the background or what but weebly itself seems to run a lot slower than other websites i am lately wanting a diff site i saw something talking about "sitebuilder" or something.. so i may look into that i also want a site that will get me some money if possible.. i rarely ever check the stats on this site but i checked a few weeks ago and i saw that some days i get over 1,000 unique visitors if i could somehow get money from the site without whoring myself that would be great this is literally just an open diary of my thoughts and not really a site "for the people" but i still want money if i can get it lol i am thinking about what my options may be overall i just want a site that won't move slowly, won't have ads (hidden or overt), and i want a site that allows me to edit things the way i want them see that's another thing.. they keep taking away options on how i can make my site they took away the option to upload your own pictures in the background, and they took away the option to tile the pattern.. the only way i have this site looking the way it does right now is because i apparently saved this theme in the past i don't understand why a site would take away options.. like what is the point weebly really seems to be going downhill and i am not afraid to jump ship i just need to figure out what i'm going to do if anyone reading this has any ideas for A. a new site or B. an easy way to convert previous entries to a new place.. please let me know peaCe since i got my imac all set up nicely with yosemite and office 2016, i decided to see about windows 10 for my pc (its been like a chain reaction)
so.. i looked into it and realized it's currently free so i downloaded it and i got it so i have the full version of windows 10 on my pc now.. i haven't really messed with it yet.. but i'm sure its better than windows 8 lol.. i mean it would be hard to get worse than windows 8 smh also my school allows for like 4 downloads of the microsoft office 2016 for mac or pc... so i am going to try and download office 2016 for my pc... this is great because i didn't have any office software on my pc at all (which btw sort of defeated the purpose of buying a pc) anyway.. now its like i have two brand new computers with all the software i need on both all because i took that first initial step (in part 1) btw u peeps with pc's might as well upgrade to windows 10 for free while u can.. it wasn't easy so get started and anticipate a few roadblocks.. not trying to discourage u but i'm just saying it wasn't as easy as clicking a button i ran across an article by a woman for women called "why you're not married" peep if interested.. you can find it here
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/tracy-mcmillan/why-youre-not-married_b_822088.html?utm_source=yourtango.com&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=pubexchange_article i liked this article because i agree with a lot of it.. not 100% of it.. but definitely a lot of it a lot of it contains things i've talked about here on the site i like that women are starting to see what is going on and what is happening in society women need to be reeled back in.. they thought it would be fun to be "free" but "free" really just meant uncovered, unprotected, forced to be a breadwinner, confused about roles, etc anyway... i definitely also recommend peeping the video that is at the end of the article also oh yeah, and for the record, i feel like i should say this... i have met some decent women, however that does not mean they are for me for example, i took interest in a girl at work but i legit don't like that fact that she is in a sorority.. she has little elephants all around her desk, she also has a picture of her and her line sisters doing synchronized dancing outside while wearing masks.. as cute as she is- to me this is idol worship, she literally pays dues or "tithes" to this organization, she pledged to it, and she even said she wants a tattoo of an elephant the way i see it, your body is not your own.. #1 it is the Lord's and #2 it is whomever you will marry's .. you do not have permission to draw on yourself especially when it is of a greek idol so to everyone who reads this and says "james surely you've found some decent women" YES I HAVE, but they still generally have issues, even if they are not a "b*tch" even if they are not a "slut" even if they are level-headed, a lot of times they still have things in their lives that i don't personally agree with the sorority thing is just one example but if anyone wants to know the biggest problem with women... i'd say the #1 problem i come across is shacking up most women are out here shacking up, they have a live-in boyfriend which causes men like me (well-meaning, single, and interested) to never approach shacking up (imo) is one of the worst things a woman can do and one day i may really sit down and describe why.. but just not right now one other thing i run into with women is a lack of interest or 'indifference' women act oftentimes as if they have no interest in meeting a man.. this is something i am still trying to figure out this feels unnatural to me because imo there should generally be a natural polarity and pull between a man and a woman, but many women just don't care at all i am not sure why this is.. is it because they are having sex? is it because they are being validated every day on social media? is it because they just plain don't like you? i oftentimes ask myself who women like when all i can come up with in my head (based on her everyday talk) is lil wayne or adam levine, i then think that woman has some growing up to do also many women are shallow.. when i say shallow i don't fault them for anything reasonable like if a woman says "i want someone funny" or "i want someone handsome" i don't fault women for that.. i fault women for the "he has to be at least 6'5" or how about at work the other day i heard two girls saying they hate light skinned men i don't know (or care) if they were referring to someone of my complexion but the fact is- a skin tone is a skin tone.. like you are just limiting what you may or may not accept sometimes to your own detriment..... no one believed david could be king because of his small stature.. no one believed Jesus was the savior despite all the prophetic scriptures because he looked like a normal person wanting a handsome man is fine, but you have to understand that the right man for you may not be this thing you imagine in your head.. if you had the power to create a man for yourself you would have already done it by now |
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