do u ever get so broke to where you just start buying things?
sometimes i feel like that i get so tired of not having any extra money sometimes that i am just like "ok where's my credit card, i'm about to buy everything i want" lol splurging to me is very small not as small as some people- food is splurging to some people splurging to me is like buying a video game or something btw, i can't believe metal gear 5 is coming out in like 2 weeks smh.. if only i could get $400 to buy a ps4 between now and september 1st i really want more money.. i have restarted my job search and everything i am super thankful for the things i have but i realize i am at a point where i have little to no "extra" like i've been living in my apartment for almost 11months and i still have no couch lol i think about money a lot lately i am making less money than i did a year ago because my job keeps changing the bonus structure.. but they've changed it to where i am no longer receiving bonuses i feel like i am good with money though.. even tho i am broke i feel like i make good decisions with the money.. not as good as some people, but pretty good what i mean is, if i am broke, chances are i have no outstanding bills.. another thing i tend to do is i buy gas cards.. so even if i only have $2 in my wallet, chances are i have a gas card and so that's almost never an issue i also generally try to pay bills IMMEDIATELY it just helps me rest easy, so being broke doesn't bother me as much as people may think one thing that has been crazy is somehow i have not been able to have "extra" really at all for a while.. like even when i got my taxes this year, i ended up having to pay for my mattress and some car repairs i remember when i was little i always thought having bills would be better than having homework, and i actually still agree with that homework was stupid nonsense, it was just crap to waste your time and zap your energy.. there was no purpose i don't remember any of that crap we learned.. it was all racist and atheist anyway so i don't value or believe any of it.. i mean so many cultures contributed so many things to the world but in our schools you would think white european people discovered air and graciously gave it out to all other races of dirty peasants and the math was stupid too because we have calculators.. why did we have to do math? we used to always say "i'm never going to need this" and we were right i honestly feel like being an adult in a lot of ways is better than being a kid, especially if you can get a lot of money somehow.. and i'm not there yet- but still.. the oppression of school was just terrible i still see nonsense as an adult, but a lot of things make more sense as an adult.. like when i was a kid we had to say the pledge of allegiance.. i always hated that... well guess what? as an adult i renounced it and i will never say that crap again but there are still very stupid things i see as an adult, like the fact that people hire gays and transvestites the problem i have with that is- if i show up to an interview wearing jeans, i will be seen as disrespectful and thrown out but if a man shows up to an interview wearing high heels he will be hired.. to me that's dumb as hell and it also makes me never want to have kids because can you imagine if a dumbass reprobate tranny was a teacher? then everyday you'd have to wonder if your child is getting banged by a man with tits in the broom closet lol.. whoa i just realized i went WAY off my original subject matter anyway.. i just wanted to get my thoughts out.. i mainly wanted to say i want money.. its not God or anything, but as a 30yr old man, focusing on money matters seems to be a decent priority u guys take it easy
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