i feel like lately i've been trying to hit the chill button more because i keep seeing diff sides to everything
like in the past sometimes i'd say "i want this" or "i want that" but in reality you have to see the full picture to be able to say what you do or don't want to get more specific- i keep seeing that everything we want tends to have good and bad- like here are a few examples most people would say they want a pretty daughter right? well having a pretty daughter would backfire when she is 15 or 16 and boy crazy and getting hit on by thirsty grown men everywhere she goes or even the other side.. say if you were a parent of a teen girl and you had a daughter who just liked doing school.. she was just content to do her own thing apart from men.. then she does the same thing in her 20s.. then her 30s come around.. at some point you would be envying your friends who had 'fast' daughters cuz you would be like "wtf man, is my daughter gay? i mean f*ck, i want grand kids!" so lately i see how so many things have consequences that are both good and bad like we all think being rich and being a celebrity would be awsum but when you look at celebrities they are crazy as f*ck.. you got dollars but you can't buy sense (ooh i'm nice) ... bruce jenner comes to mind lol i mean.. everything seems to have an odd consequence yesterday for example it was boring at work so i was reading confessions online and this guy wrote one about how he is "too handsome" .. he went into great detail, he was explaining how he just wants no strings attached sex but women are always begging him for the "strings" .. he was saying how he is tired of the same old interactions with women, sometimes he speaks and they aren't listening they are just looking at him and feeling hot and bothered.. and they always want him to meet their friends/family.. he said he is tired of it and he is seeking a simpler situation.. he is tired of women always trying to keep him.. it is stifling to him as he wants to take his pick but women are always trying to choose him instead so its like.. even things that everyone thinks they want- (like good looks) have down sides just ask women who get breast reductions how about people who win the lottery? when you talk to them they always explain how they lose friends and how everyone is constantly asking them to pay their student loans lmao in a sense its like.. why be in a rush for anything? when you know its likely going to bring expected and unexpected results? even something as simple as having nice clothes.. i remember when i was in clarksville at austin peay, i didn't really have money- i'd get a student loan disbursement and buy new clothes and all of a sudden i'd have bums asking me for money when i dressed in my older clothes no one would bother me but when i had my new shoes, new jeans, new whatever, then people would think i had money it got to where i would purposely dress down again just to be left alone so lately i try to withhold judgement in certain things or i try to think deeper than normal to see each aspect of a thing.. or sometimes i try to dig for the gleaming positive side of a "negative" again- sometimes i try to dig for the gleaming positive side of a "negative" example? remember j.k. rowling (author of harry potter) said this: "rock bottom became the solid foundation on which i rebuilt my life" ^there you see even rock bottom has a positive side if you dig for it so depending on how you see a thing will sometimes determine whether its a pro or a con to you.. is it a brick wall or a level highway? i try to think deeper lately and discover more than the obvious if at all possible
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