ok i got something i want to say
someone heard my song "school zone" and basically just said "why are you complaining? some things u just have to go through" i want to address this 1. why say anything at all about anything? ..my point in asking that is.. i can question why a person verbalizes ANY inner feeling or thoughts.. you say what you say because that's how u feel and God gave us the desire to express what is on our mind.. say someone comes up to me and says "james my girlfriend broke up with me" i could say "why are u telling me?" BUT THAT WOULD MAKE ME AN ASSHOLE WOULDNT IT 2. i don't talk about my disdain for school a lot.. i have said before that i believe school is a very deep rooted and subtle conspiracy set in place that accomplishes several subversive goals i could write a book about it or i could talk about it everyday but i know people don't want to hear me talk about conspiracies all the time so i decided to sum up a few of my thoughts (the song doesn't even scratch the surface) and put them in ONE song ONE DAMN SONG and i have people asking me "why i complain all the time" 3. i could go to one of those things where they protested against casey anthony's acquittal and i could say "why are you complaining?" but the fact is they feel that a great injustice has been done.. should they be quiet about it? should i never shine a spotlight on a certain topic? i don't care what people think of me, i do music to express myself not for money.. i am speaking from my point of view.. i like sharing ideas.. u relegate several valid points to "complaining" and deem it all worthless that doesn't make any sense to me and it is offensive to me 4. the stuff i said was true.. i am a Christian and unless you specifically go to a Christian school then everything you are taught in college is based on an atheist viewpoint this is the reality of my life.. like for example RIGHT NOW i don't know if my grade on one of my papers will be bad or good because i spoke from a Christian standpoint.. but because of this i may be deemed closed-minded or people may think i am missing the point of the lesson when i'm really not, i just don't believe what they are saying i said "usually i'm just dodging nonsense/ holding onto the truth despite constant offense" does that sound like complaining or does that sound like MY ACTUAL REALITY and anyway i ended it on a good note at the end of the chorus i said "but i'm a senior, only one act left in the school zone" and at the end i said "but despite all that stuff, we're still making it" SO HOW WAS I COMPLAINING I AM SHINING A LIGHT ON SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE ARE NOT ADDRESSING MAYBE U WANT ME TO MAKE ANOTHER STUPID ASS SONG ABOUT BEING IN A CLUB OR SOMETHING MAYBE I SHOULD APOLOGIZE FOR THINKING AND HAVING A MIND OF MY OWN i said a while back that my music will delve deeper into how i see things so that's just what it is.. my theories and my view of life is generally far deeper than most peoples and i'm not saying that in an arrogant way, i'm just being honest. my brain talks to me so much to the point where i have to try to drown it out just to feel normal most of the time people don't understand me or they think i'm crazy or weird and as a result even this blog normally gets watered down versions of my thoughts.. and its MY blog!!! as you may be able to tell.. that comment that person made to me really pissed me off its ok i'm not mad at them u know, i can let it go.. i just feel like they really touched the button for me.. like seriously u've got to be kidding me if you don't like me saying something different or if u think i'm slaying your sacred cow then go back to your stupid ass illuminati rap about smoking weed everyday and living without any kind of vision or care or thought for the record, i am thankful to be in school and really if u look at my blog i haven't said anything negative about it since i changed my major.. but at the end of the day are there not two sides to the coin? ..forget it.. just whatever man i'm done hey later on i think i'm going to post a better mix of the school zone song
i uncompressed the vocals a little and it sounds a lot better.. i also found 3 other mistakes in the song that i need to work on its BASICALLY done but i'll tie up some loose ends on it when i get time when u do a song u have to listen to it a bunch scanning for various things so give me some time and i'll post a perfect version come to think of it.. i might even change some of the lyrics sorry its not perfect yet.. if anyone wants a really good sounding mp3 then email me and i'll send it to u.. other than that i'll just have to work on it a bit and repost the song i'll let u know when i repost it.. til then consider that one a very close to finished rough draft maybe i should stop sharing my songs and just release a completed album this way i'll have more time to scan everything.. good idea! man.. this ish had me rollen.. i wanted to comment "wtf?" so bad, but he is cool and i don't want to sound like an ass.. but this ish is just hilarious.. like...
was he trying to be deep? LOL!!!! my life hurts, no really my life hurts/
look upward and ask, what's my life worth?/ anything?.. then why can't i have success/ feelin like a big bag of stress/ no energy for life, i just have to rest/ went to college cuz they told me this path's the best/ but, i ain't really feelin it/ work my nerves with this busy work word?.. serious/ this is an education? i should've just focused on gettin paid then cuz i'm deep in debt, and always in need of rest no real job, how can u leave the nest? mandatory four years for u to be oppressed 3 yrs down, don't even wanna complete the trek that's how bad it is and the reason i no longer give a crap, ya dig? goin to class, cuz its time for college i take the facts, and apply the knowledge but usually i'm just dodging nonsense holding onto the truth despite constant offense as if they hold a lease on intelligence they shun those who speak without eloquence the pride of life is a fool's gold but i'm a senior.. only 1 act left in the school zone everything in life is an oddity no one'll hire u til ur brainwashed properly this is how to think and here's how u gotta be bandwagon life, don't think just follow me but i'm still in the game competing for grades my will to win up leading the way while my soul and spirit just drag behind cuz in order to live i have to die claim they have a lease on the intelligent path yet don't even hail wisdom as a relevant asset fake facts textbooks are falsified they're racist and atheist.. ITS ALL A LIE i got my own reasoning, thus i'm not believin them but i'm tested on how well i can agree with them so i turn my brain off and find myself appeasing them guess i gotta play the game to, reach the win goin to class, cuz its time for college i take the facts, and apply the knowledge but usually i'm just dodging nonsense holding onto the truth despite constant offense as if they hold a lease on intelligence they shun those who speak without eloquence the pride of life is a fool's gold but i'm a senior.. only 1 act left in the school zone the thought of learning is just an illusion discuss all day and never come to conclusions two opposite opinions and both are correct if there's no wrong answer can we omit the test? pool boy, what u learn today? same old.. read write and regurgitate/ i want my money back, i feel like a sucker a failed author is my english instructor a failed actor teaches theater what makes him even think he should be in here? college turns failure to knowledge losers get a captive audience and a profit u get applause for sendin us the rejects now.. does my desk have a button for eject? cuz i'm ready for lift off like, 54321 withdraw goin to class, cuz its time for college i take the facts, and apply the knowledge but usually i'm just dodging nonsense holding onto the truth despite constant offense as if they hold a lease on intelligence they shun those who speak without eloquence the pride of life is a fool's gold but i'm a senior.. only 1 act left in the school zone this picture is powerful and deep.. i took a class on interpreting art so generally when i see art i also see the meaning behind it.. the general message in this one is pretty obvious tho
i could put it biblically however i'll do layman's terms some things you do are as if you are doing them to (for or against) Christ himself this is an amazing picture *props to the artist* i kinda want to keep talking about it but then again i think the picture speaks for itself loud and clear sidenote: evan and trent are my cousins.. today i posted a comment on evan's status lolz but real talk i was telling the truth.. man this girl's booty was epic <--- and i don't even use that word! before i start, this blog probably deserves a disclaimer:
** parental advisory ** ok so i was watching jersey shore tonight and i actually was like why am i watching this snookie called her boyfriend back home and she said something like "i miss you so much ur so great, i wanna suck your butt" LOL i'm not laughing at her potty mouth, i'm laughing because her boyfriend must've been like.. "wtf.. i was thinking about marrying her and she just said she wants to suck my ass ! ? ! ?" then snookie goes and lies about what she said.. she tells her friends that she said she wanted to pounce on him and now he's being a prude umm....... NO. YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO SUCK HIS BUTT this kinda brings me to a point.. real guys don't like any kind of gay sounding sh*t example: this one girl i was dating, i was talking to her one day and for some reason she made a joke asking me if i was gay or something.. I DIDNT LAUGH AND I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HER SINCE. don't tell ur boyfriend u want to suck his ass, and while i'm at it.. don't touch a guy's butt.. i've had girls do that to me and i don't like it.. i can grab yours but don't touch mine any real dude is serious about weird subtle things that sound gay or that seem to reverse roles blue is blue, red is red.. we ain't making purple today or ever... you don't want to suck my ass or my nipples for that matter.. u can admire my pecs (wish i had some) ..but don't get it twisted i don't have boobies. girls really trip me out with this.. they want to be treated like queens and princesses and ladies but then they go out and act crazy, screw any and everybody, and tell guys they want to suck their ass YOU ARE NOT BEING LADYLIKE.. THEN U GET MAD AT YOUR BOYFRIEND FOR TELLING YOU TO STRAIGHTEN UP!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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