its not my goal to freak anyone out but i found a REALLY good audio about hell today.. its one of the best things i've come across since i started studying hell
and yeah that sounds like a weird statement but u almost have to hear it to understand it does 2 things 1. it makes u want to really get ur life together 2. it REALLY makes u thankful for ur life here on earth no matter how wack u think it is so here's the link.. http://spiritlessons.com/Documents/7_Jovenes/English_7_Jovenes_Hell.htm i'm gnna try to stop talking about hell (no guarantees) cuz like i said i don't want to freak anyone out but this is what i do.. i study things when i have spare time if u go.. my advice is just download the mp3 immediately and listen to it quietly without a bunch of distractions also.. i want to point out that the mp3 actually coincides with the blogs i have been writing about the some of the music from the 60s being satanic and subversive to our morality.. u'll see why if u listen to it.. u will probably be surprised so.. go to the site, download the mp3 and be patient.. it kinda starts a little slow but then it gets deep its madd long, so far i only listened to the first 2 segments but i hope to listen to the other ones tomorrow hell seems like a morbid thing to study but honestly i've noticed it has brought with it a lot of perspective for me.. its funny.. in a way it has even brought joy into my life because i feel very very fortunate now
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my birthday 2010 (halloween).. i had a birthday muffin.. i told my nephew to blow out the candle on it
i recently took my pics off a dating website i was on due to my exasperation with the people
when i took my pics off i talked about why i did so on the profile.. here's what i wrote: i took my pictures off of here because this website.. no.. the PEOPLE on this website annoy me.. if u are ready to hear my rant then continue reading.. if not then carry on with ur day! What i've noticed about this website: 1. 95% of women are the same 2. no girl shows interest in you after u express interest in them so ur better off just waiting on them to message u instead.. which feels like being neutered What women can do to make this site a better place: (the first 4 have to do with pictures) 1. post more than one picture 2. use an actual camera as opposed to a cell phone which is blurry and doesn't have a flash so the pic is dim 3. even if ur not ok with ur body make sure a guy can see more than just your face 4. u think posting pics of urself at a club makes u look cool but it doesn't.. clubs are for attention whores, or people looking to forget their problems (deal with them instead maybe?), and people looking to mate with no commitment.. if u are a dancer, then dance like for real.. like balet or salsa.. simulating sex in a club doesn't count overall just think of what it says to someone when ur in a club with a snooki dress on with a drink in ur hand and ur profile says ur single with 2 kids 5. don't say "i've had my fun, now i'm ready to settle down" u sound very slutty.. and i know guys never use that word (definitely more of a woman to woman term) but i'm using it to bluntly illustrate the point.. just find something else to say because that makes me think u have an std or u are so freaky that i shouldn't waste time courting u (u court a LADY, not a freak/jumpoff) 6. on ur profile speak to MEN.. like for example.. i may look at a profile and a girl will say she's "spontaneous" "adventurous" and all this stuff.. look.. does any man want a spontaneous or adventurous wife or girlfriend? think about it.. ur explaining yourself in terms of what u want ur spouse to be as opposed to appealing to what a man wants.. a man wants someone who is down to earth.. maybe women want a man who is unpredictable and wild because its fun to them but men don't want that.. so remember ur profile is to the OPPOSITE sex let me try to sum #6 up because it is a bit conceptual.. ok how about this.. there's a common myth among people and it goes like this: "u should treat people the way u want to be treated" WRONG. u should treat people the way THEY want to be treated get it? ok.. i'm done with this dating website.. might come back later.. but whatever got my classes for the semester! i got 16 hours! let's go!!!
my main goal for the semester is to have a positive attitude the whole time and not get angry or depressed or put on weight!! i have to keep reminding myself school is a privilege and not a punishment.. no matter how lame it is, my life was a lot worse when i wasn't in school gotta be thankful for ur blessings even when they get difficult to handle! let's go!! ++++++ when u go to wal-mart there are a lot of different types of teas there however i have come to the conclusion that the best kind is swiss premium southern style.. sometimes u buy regular sweet tea and u drink it and realize it has a hint of lemon in it.. this tea doesn't do that ish.. also it has real sugar as opposed to corn syrup one time i was hanging out with this asian dude and we went to get some food and he was like "why do black people always order sweet tea?" LOL ++++++ on 16 and pregnant this girl's ex said (concerning their newborn) "i want to sign over the rights to that mistake" that sounds bonkers.. i don't know what led up to that but dang that sounds overly harsh to me i'll have to see the whole episode cuz to me that's really crazy.. its kinda funny to me that one moment u will be having sex with someone which is the height of emotional and physical intimacy with another person.. then fast forward and u want nothing to do with them or the child u had ++++++ i've seen jellyfish before and everything but just recently i've realized how dreadful they are they look like something u'd see on a sci-fi movie.. some sort of growing organism that attaches itself to your brain or some ish also the fact that they sting makes them like madd scarier .. oh yeah and some of them actually glow which is extra weird seriously those things are frightening.. like hell is probably a world where u are the only human and everyone else is a jellyfish LOL but yeah them things r bonk 4 realz yesterday i don't know what it was but i got a lot of feedback on my website from various people.. i don't assume everyone likes what i do on my site however i appreciate any and all feedback i get
thanks to everyone who keeps up with me on here i appreciate it since i've been getting some feedback from peeps.. let me say a few things about the site 1. i've been writing stuff since i think about 05 - 06 aka the myspace days 2. i think the people who have read the most of my stuff are a girl named Devon and a guy names Giles.. they have been keeping up with me for a long time.. Devon has been keeping up with me the most and for the longest time.. i remember back in the myspace days sometimes no joke i'd click "post" and then go to the bathroom to pee.. then i come back and she already responded to what i wrote.. she'd respond so fast that i'd be confused like "how did she know i...." lol.. so props to her and everyone who gives any feedback because its good to know this website isn't always collecting dust n ish 3. i got used to it just being me and Devon reading what i write so if u tell me u've been to my site and i say "wow i am surprised someone came to my site" just know i am being honest.. i really am surprised by that.. i used to write under the assumption no one would read it but now i can't necessarily do that anymore.. but either way i don't mind... i'm still going to just say what i want (which brings me to #4) 4. this is my zone.. my place where i can be me 100% and not be dissed or clowned for it.. i can talk about something from the new testament one moment and in the next moment talk about how i want to wear some girl's booty as a hat.. i think everyone should have a zone.. a place where they can express their self freely 5. the stuff i post has no rhyme or reason.. the blog entries are just things i think about or my experiences or things i learn or need to get off my chest.. there is no theme other than my life.. u say to urself "i wonder how james is doing or what he's been up to?" then u come to my website.. that's the whole point of the site in my opinion it would be nice if more people did personal websites of their own.. because what makes this important in my opinion is the fact that i can be more personal and more in depth about things than i could be on a facebook or whatever thanks again for checkin out the site and stay bonkers me.. Christmas 2009 i was reading the card my parents gave me.. they put some monies in it and told me they were proud of me.. really meant a lot to the pool boy
recently i've been studying as much as i can about hell
i don't know why its just interesting to me and there's a lot of depth to it as a subject because people who have had near death experiences or people who have had divine revelation have a far deeper understanding of the spiritual realm than u or i have (assumption) to anyone reading this please get ur life right cuz from the stuff i've been researching hell is beyond bonkers for real i don't entertain every bit of information i come across, but if something sounds real, genuine, and true to me and it coincides with the Bible and it resonates as true in my spirit then i will listen to it, and the more stuff i peep... the more i realize people from different times and places all over the world say a lot of the same things about hell personally.. i almost died when i was younger when i nearly drowned in a pool.. my experience didn't really have spiritual consequences.. like i didn't see hell or heaven or even begin going to either place or anything.. my experience was just that thing where u see your whole life happen in seconds (or less) that thing started and it was pretty frightening.. i just remember seeing my life from the beginning and as it was coming closer to that present time i was just thinking.. "if my life gets to where i am right now i'm probably going to die" .. luckily some lady pulled me out of the water and i was just quiet for the rest of the day cuz i was like 6 yrs old and i was freaked out its a weird thing to try and explain, like how can u see years of content in an instant and have it all make sense to u? like if u fast forward a song too fast u can't even distinguish what the words are saying anymore.. so its like how is it that u can process years of content into such a short time? i don't know, but i can definitely say that it really happens but yeah peeps get ur life right this isn't directed at anyone and i'm not sayin i'm perfect but just hearin the stuff i've been hearing lately makes me want to speak up and give a little reminder don't be out there playin with ouija boards or doin tarot or summoning dead people or levitating people off of tables or nothing like that.. don't play with demons, don't let people peer pressure u into things u think are wrong.. don't even make allegiances that make u pledge allegiance to a thing over God.. treat people right, forgive people, obey the Word of God and do ur best i'm only gnna say this one time u guys so be good!!!! and it goes for me too! let's go!! (to heaven, lol) so i watched the new jersey shore tonight.. its the first night for the 3rd season
but what i noticed by watching mtv is WOW THIS NETWORK HAS THE WORST COMMERCIALS as soon as the commercials start i'm inundated with various montages of people making out in front of me.. its ridiculous really how hyper sexual mtv and their advertising has become then they show commercials for their "real world gauntlet" and for some reason they think that seeing someone vomit will make me want to watch it.. i mean come on.. VOMIT? really? tonight i saw some horror movie commercial and someone pulled a bloody string out of their flesh.. it was like madd morbid.. like come on man some people are eating while they watch tv i saw a commercial for cover girl and ellen degeneres was the model... SERIOUSLY? like ELLEN DEGENERES? LOL if the makeup is gnna make my girl look like ellen then yall nggas can keep it! wow... just wow <---my chris brown impression i'm out today i saw this on a website:
"The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for." wow.. this is hard to argue with! this explains a lot also for example, it explains a mid-life crisis because oftentimes u've done everything u've hoped for by that point it explains how i feel most days not having womenz to care for and it explains why prison is wack as fck LOL iono.. just makes a lot of sense i guess |
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