random Posted by poolboyjames on April 22, 2010 at 4:34 PM comments (0)i got a diff haircut recently
i like it.. its like a blended mohawk type of thing i was surprised how much i like it ------------------- went to a play yesterday (to get extra credit in class)... it was incredibly gay theater in general is just gay.. no straight guy wants to watch that overdramatic garbage its kinda funny that women and men have such different interests in entertainment.. guys want to play video games but chicks want to watch dreamgirls n ish the play i watched yesterday was called puss n' boots.. it was TERRIBLE.. its not just like.. "this is kinda lame" .. no, its like everything in my being hates these gay ass movies and plays and musicals.. its like i'm not sure if i can put it in words ok here's an example.. u know how people hate the sound of nails on a chalkboard? that's what watching a theater-play or a musical is like to a normal guy i am amazed at how they are able to make entertainment VOID OF ENTERTAINMENT BLAH ------------------- some girl like smiled and waved at me today i had never seen her before but she was cute i was already late to class so i said hi back and kept rollin -------------------- speaking of perfect strangers.. i was in the gym the other day and some guy made a shot from half-court then he immediately turned around, looked at me and did the gun movement and then blew the top of his fingers LOL ---------------------- i'm still playin dirt 2 on ps3 honestly i really can't get over the sense of realism in that game i highly recommend it.. the graphics and physics are just beyond insane ----------------------- i'm also still watching 2 and a half men except now instead of just watching it randomly, i actually try to watch it at its designated time.. 2 episodes in a row at 6pm weekdays btw there is one thing i don't really like about the show.. its a minor thing.. its not that i don't like it.. its that i can't relate to it THE WOMEN ON THE SHOW AREN'T PRETTY TO ME they're SO not pretty that its almost offensive to me ---------------------- but im getten sleepy n ish peaCe
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a quick rant Posted by poolboyjames on April 21, 2010 at 2:51 AM comments (0)i just watched cheaters and i want to say something about it
i may delete this soon but i have to say this the show cheaters exists simply because the people never say "i'm seeing someone else" WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT SAYING "I'M EMOTIONALLY DONE WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP" ??? WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT SAYING "I'M GOING TO SEE SOMEONE ELSE" i don't understand it!!!!!!!! if u want the new thing then FINE, but why are u dragging the old thing along with u!? to me if u are in a relationship, then u start seeing someone else behind the other person's back then u just need to have "asshole" written all over your face why would u be so cold and heartless? i don't understand this at all own up to ur decisions.. if u want to leave a relationship.. then leave.. if a person is not giving u what u want then tell them.. i just find it to be disgusting.. don't get me wrong.. i really don't care.. but that whole malicious lifestyle in general is what disgusts me Guru Posted by poolboyjames on April 20, 2010 at 10:31 PM comments (0)soo guru from gangstarr passed away.
i'm just gnna say if u know me u know they're one of my all-time fave groups and he's one of my all-time favorite rappers i used to hear their music here and there in the 90s but it didn't appeal to me later on, pretty much overnight i developed a curiosity about their music so i bought full clip: a decade of gangstarr i got into it slowly but the more i listened to it the more important and impactful it became i was listening to this album when other people were listening to things like nelly and chingy dj premier's beats and guru's rhymes always gave me a feeling of being grounded in life it was like the epitome of hip hop and manhood.. being strong, wise, aware, and even cool were all a part of it guru's jazzmatazz projects were just as good i told my g/f to buy streetsoul .. she bought it and she loved it.. it was one of her favorites overall.. guru for me was like a really cool uncle who i could always depend on like that guy to give u perspective when ur parents can't exactly get through to u.. that's what he was to me modern geniuses Posted by poolboyjames on April 20, 2010 at 3:37 PM comments (0)right now i want to name off some artists who i deem to be musical geniuses
artists who have a talent, musical awareness, or ability that is nothing short of amazing andre 3000 the love below album.. his production credits for other artist's songs.. his playful, yet highly meaningful lyrics.. there was a time period where everything he did was completely amazing.. i mean like amazing to the point where u couldn't believe it was the same guy from 1994 outkast oh yeah and idlewild was WILDLY UNDERRATED.. THAT MOVIE WAS INCREDIBLE me'shell ndegeOcello has a catalog of perfect absolutely flawless albums matt mahaffey can do everything and is able to consistently make music that is somehow always appropriate no matter the time or mood u happen to be in michael jackson (modern?) wanna be startin somethin is my fave song of all time.. also he defined pop in a sense but he also transcended it.. his ability to create great songs for all walks of life and still be original.. wow only simple on paper Posted by poolboyjames on April 19, 2010 at 8:38 PM comments (0)i've been thinking here and there about consequences
the pros of a good decision will remain (to a situation's given extent) the cons of a bad decision will remain (to a situation's given extent) the pros of a bad decision wither away quickly the cons of a good decision wither away quickly in a way its kinda funny because we always think of good and bad as being equal in their level of temptation.. but if u look at ^those 4 sentences above u can see clearly that good decisions (in GENERAL) are usually the better/more valuable choice if u broke it down like.. "how can i have the most reward with the least amount of discomfort?" then u have to point to the good decision i guess what causes people to make bad decisions sometimes is the fact that (well for me at least) after a while u just want to have a different experience.. like "yeah i'm fine over here in this realm.. but having one or two experiences over in that other realm would be a nice change of pace!" like in the realm of good decisions sometimes u may feel kinda bored.. in the realm of bad decisions u may feel like ur life is too hectic, overwhelming, and lacks peace in bad decisions, we want that instant gratification in good decisions, we want the end result one thing i've noticed is that whatever choice u make (negative or positive) it can/will bring about more of the same EVEN IF IT SEEMS UNRELATED its like many things are connected but in our limited wisdom we can't possibly make each and every connection from the physical to the emotional to the spiritual realms... but either way, its like one decision seems to trickle down and affect other areas of our life whether we can see it or not when it comes to a negative choice, that instant gratification is its own reward.. so once u choose that route, then u can't exactly expect anything greater than what u have just experienced but when choosing the good route, things normally get better and better with time until hopefully it blossoms from just normalcy and peace to normalcy, peace, AND fulfillment (fullness of joy) ^note these may not be set in stone, because sometimes it seems people benefit from bad decisions and people are harmed from good ones.. but in general terms, these are the rules of the game btw i didn't really have any particular reason for saying any of this.. its just been rolling around in my head index + middle = mercedes benz sign aka peaCe the current issue Posted by poolboyjames on April 18, 2010 at 7:19 PM comments (0)recently i've been dealing with this umm.. like.. incredible lack of energy
i've been trying to figure out what's going on and i'm not exactly sure the fact is i gotta just get out of this little slump i keep taking naps when i haven't even exerted myself.. i've been waking up tired and just remaining that way its like for the past few days someone attached two 60lb weights on me and i don't know where they are, to me they are invisible.. but at the same time they are just as real as anything it helps when i think about having a chance to finally make music again.. i miss it so much letting music go has allowed me to focus my energy into my actual LIFE and its been great but i am hoping its time for me to dig back into audio-land again music for me is like a realm where everything makes sense and i really miss that world i want to be able to just lock myself in a sound-proof studio and go at it.. my greatest wish in life is to just be able to forget that the world exists and make what i deem to be perfect music this has pretty much been the case since i was about 16 i remember in high school we took that career aptitude test and it said i should be an artist of some sort i also remember i used to come home from school, start making beats.. then i'd look at the clock and it would be like 10pm and i would be like U CAN'T BE SERIOUS.. and it always gave me a sense of comfort because at school i had a very hard time focusing and so i felt like there was something wrong with me but the music made me realize i was actually capable of focusing on something deeply for hours so i don't know.. i just miss being able to do music and that may be a part of my issue right now through God's grace i was able to let go of music for 2 years (to get my life together) but maybe its beginning to wear off as like a sign that its time to pick it back up again i still have a few things i gotta get before i go back in the music zone a new mic, mic stand, midi keyboard, and more i am hoping everything will come together and i will be able to properly express all this stuff that gets lodged in my head.. ....and recapture my sanity peaCe as much as you can Posted by poolboyjames on April 16, 2010 at 6:05 PM comments (0)one thing that irks me a little is when people always have something negative to say
u call someone and say "what's up?" and then they go into a little speech detailing all the reasons their day wasn't perfect what's the deal with that? i mean why not try to focus on the positive stuff instead? why do i have to be subjected to the imperfections of your life? why do u even want to share them with me? have u noticed the people who talk about their problems normally seem to have problems but those who try to live outside of that realm normally seem to be doin pretty good? sometimes i see complaining in general as a weakness.. don't get me wrong everyone probably complains in some ways at some times.. but those who complain the most seem to be the weakest and most powerless people u can come across sometimes complaining is just excusing urself from responsibility.. which renders u powerless in your own mind another thing that gets on my nerves is when someone says something very negative and u call them on it and they say "that's not negative, its just the truth" JUST BECAUSE SOMETHING IS THE TRUTH DOES NOT MEAN ITS NOT NEGATIVE the Bible says if there's anything good then u should focus on that.. so when u are only attracted to bad news i know your mind is not (in my opinion) where it should be ^btw i say all of this within reason if u are seriously having a hard time and u can't be positive then by all means i am with u, i will not patronize u in a bad situation.. its common sense that if u know someone is having a hard time, sometimes all u can do is show support and facilitate their mourning or sadness or whatever but i mean like in normal everyday situations, i say a lot of people in general should make a conscious effort to reclaim their power.. reclaim their zeal and their will to succeed i like being around people who can be positive and facilitate a constant flow of good things why? well its like something i wrote the other day "if time is finite/ then there's no such thing as a minor minute/" might as well appreciate as much as you can peaCe a conclusion Posted by poolboyjames on April 15, 2010 at 11:39 PM comments (0)i've been thinking
u know when it comes to meeting a female, to my knowledge there's really nothing u can do i mean if u are rich and famous, then i suppose u can just choose whatever girl u want and that's what it is but if u are not rich or famous then to me it seems like u have to wait for girls to reciprocate or flirt or show some sort of interest i suppose some guys can go up to girls n get their phonenumber or whatever but for me its always been more like a buildup like i talk to a girl and somehow i say something funny or she finds something to like about me and then she shows me that she likes me and we date from then on or it doesn't work out and we just carry on with our lives with that said, in my experience women choose men instead of the other way around as a matter of fact, from my experience it seems like the worst thing u can do to get a girl to like u is show interest in her or pursue her its like if i decide right now to pursue a beautiful woman, that will immediately prompt her to run away.. so i don't really see a reason to pursue women at all anymore u show interest and its over just like that.. like lights out.. case closed.. the answer is "NO." the funny thing is this is completely contrary to like everything u are taught as a male in general people always talk about pursuing girls but the crazy part is, ITS THE GUYS WHO DONT EVEN TRY WHO GET ALL THE WOMEN!!! if u put forth an honest effort, then even if she gives u her number- she won't answer the phone later.. its like u showing interest in her is like saying: "i am lame as fck.. so please don't ever date me or take me seriously" but ignoring a girl or even being mean to her is like some sort of challenge to her so she's gonna go out of her way to flirt with u or impress u or open up parts of her life for you in a way its like women actually give themselves to the opposite of what they say they want it would be accurate if a woman said "i want someone with an enormous ego, someone with a habit of being a womanizer.. and someone extremely selfish" that would be WAY more accurate than saying "i want someone caring, respectful, and sensitive" or whatever else they try to say they want its like at some point as a male u realize everything u have been told about women is a lie.. and not only a lie, but the COMPLETE OPPOSITE of the truth yes chivalry is indeed dead.. but some may be surprised to know that the killer was wearing high heels peaCe meh Posted by poolboyjames on April 15, 2010 at 11:52 AM comments (0)man what is up with spring
i've been blowing my nose like bonkers n ish there was a bunch of ants in my car today its always way too bright its so hot my underwear r like a wet film n ish i liked it cold n rainy but the cool thing is no one has been coming to school lol wow i hate people so much legally retarded Posted by poolboyjames on April 14, 2010 at 8:13 PM comments (0)so chili from TLC has a show on vh1 where she's looking for a man
she acts like she has no sense.. i have been watchin this for like no more than 10 minutes and this chick is MADD DUMB she is doing so much wrong that i don't know where to start SHE IS ON A DATE ACTING LIKE SHE IS CONDUCTING A JOB INTERVIEW if this is an example of what black women do then i see why they are single (shout out to pepa from salt n pepa btw! .. *rolls eyes*) in my opinion women are making finding a man harder than it needs to be i could go on and on about this show and chicks like chili in general however i'm not gnna waste my time i'm just gnna say this u have a young son but ur on national tv talking about how u need a man with a big u-know-what S M H |
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